xfantasybr0 [moved to tarasdiary]

Thank you all so much for your responses, I appreciate it so much.

I've come to the decision that I'm ready to leave this channel and move forward. Your comments have helped me look at both sides and be able to make a better decision for myself. I'm not really much of an editor anymore, I actually just edit only for my businesses now, and sometimes for a birthday. Editing is still a passion of mine, which was why I was unsure on leaving this channel but I generally don't enjoy looking at this channel anymore. It kinda just brings out the kind of person I was years ago.


This isn't me saying I quit YouTube, it's me finally saying I'm letting go of the past. I'm going to be now treating tara's diary as my new channel alongside ‪@tarasdiary‬ as my sonic channel that I am mostly recognised for. If you're still interested in seeing my stuff or what I'm up to, you're always welcomed to tara's diary or zsonicxcouplez, whatever you prefer! I'm also on instagram a lot too. I think I might change my name there too. Even If I do make any future edits, I'm able to put them on my instagram anyway.

I won't be deleting all videos, most of them are just privated. I've kept still a lot public and kept the sims 4 series public since some of you requested for them to still be there.

Thank you everyone for the support and watching my videos!

If you'd like to still follow me on my journey, feel free to subscribe to one or both of the channels!
💖 tara's diary: www.youtube.com/channel/UC6DW...💙 zsonicxcouplez: youtube.com/user/zsonicxcouplez
I love you, and I wish everyone the best on their own journeys. Thanks again for being so supportive.

4 years ago | [YT] | 27

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Hi all,
This has come to me for a while now, and it's something I'm unsure on what to do. I've really noticed how dead this channel is nowadays, and that most of my subscribers aren't actually here anymore. I've been trying to bring this channel back to life, yet I always feel like now this channel isn't the same as it was in the past.

Another thing is, I generally hate looking at my channel now, especially older videos. I just don't enjoy looking at the kind of person that I used to be and compare myself today to other editors in the community. I really do feel like I'm no longer part of the community, that rarely any other editors talk to me now. I have to admit I was a pretty shitty person years back, and it's caused me to lose a lot of friends. Honestly most people that really support this channel now are just fans from ‪@tarasdiary‬. Which I highly appreciate a lot.

I've always wondered if I should continue this channel and continue the name xfantasybr0, but generally I just don't know. I like my name, I just don't like the person I was behind it, I don't like the history I've had as an editor in the community. I kinda just want to move on and start a new path as the person I've grown into. I'm not obviously going to say I'm 100% a changed person and I'm nothing like the old Tara, but I have grown and I hate having to look back at my past behaviour, how I behaved in situations, how I treated others. It's always been something that's been in the back of the mind, and it's always when I come back to this channel. Yet, that was still me, and I guess it's just a part of me now.

I want to also give my biggest, hugest apology to anyone that I may have upset, hurt in the past within the years 2013 - 2017. I really am sorry. There's many things I wish I hadn't done or said when I was a bigger part of the editing community, and I hope there are still some editors out there that are still happy to support me.

Now I'm here to ask the biggest question of all, should I leave this channel? Just this channel. I'm happy with ‪@tarasdiary‬ and @tara's diary. I'm just no longer happy with this one. I'll keep just a few videos up, but overall I just don't want to see most of them now. I don't know if it's right to carry on what I started since I was a kid, or move on from it and start a new path. I don't edit as much as I used to now, I only actually make an edit if I really have time or if it's for any of my close friends.

I'd highly appreciate if anyone could let me know what they think, thanks so much for those that still support me to this day.

4 years ago | [YT] | 20

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Hey all! These last few months me and my sister have started our own IT Business and we also make videos on YouTube. If you'd like to support us feel free to subscribe to our channel I.T Moon (I'll put link down below!). Thanks so much it would mean a lot if you can support us.

www.youtube.com/channel/UCP-f...

4 years ago | [YT] | 23

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"Act as if what you do makes a difference, it does."
— William James

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"I always like to look on the optimistic side of life, but I am realistic enough to know that life is a complex matter."
— Walt Disney

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"The most important thing is to try and inspire people so that they can be great in whatever they want to do."
— Kobe Bryant

God bless you, Kobe. 🙏

4 years ago (edited) | [YT] | 30

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Check out my first video on my new channel!

5 years ago | [YT] | 12

xfantasybr0 [moved to tarasdiary]

(𝑵𝑬𝑾 𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑵𝑵𝑬𝑳) 𝓱𝓮𝓵𝓵𝓸! 💚
This is something I've been wanting to do for a while now which is an official personal channel for me! A channel where I can upload behind-the-scenes content for you all and to even provide useful tutorials for editing, art or anything computer related.

Sonic videos + Edits will NOT be uploaded to this channel as I already have zsonicxcouplez + xfantasybr0 for those purposes. My new channel is dedicated to uploading any kind of video that is not a sonic video nor a fan-made music video edit. It would absolutely mean the world to me if you can subscribe to my new channel that I will hopefully make videos on soon!

Tara's Diary:
youtube.com/channel/UC6DWwuqsulTijz4Sbm94gOA/
𝑵𝑶𝑻𝑰𝑪𝑬: I AM NOT MOVING CHANNELS! I just made a 3rd additional channel for extra videos that wouldn't work for zsonicxcouplez or xfantasybr0. Hope that's understandable 😊

5 years ago | [YT] | 21

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My dearest members from chxnelxstudios came together to make this special surprise for me & the other leaders of cxs, it's absolutely beautiful, I love them so much ❤️❤️❤️

5 years ago | [YT] | 17

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"I know it sounds corny, but I think the meaning of life is to do what you love and be happy. "
— John 5

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