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[This is nothing. Just a random post of mine. Keep scrolling.]

"Should I" .. ?
Should I give a context about whatever this is? About what's going on and what's been bugging my mind lately (that I seem to just shrug off whenever I wanted 💁‍♀️ *sigh* 😔). But it comes back. It creeps in. All these thoughts and worries that are clouding my mind. Things that are "uncertain" seem to bother me. I don't even know if I could call it anxiety. I guess I'm not good at determining things sometimes, and this instance is one of those.
*Btw, whoever happens to read this, pls give up, there's no conclusion to this post, I knew that since the beginning. 👋 Goodbye*
I feel like I'm wasting so much time. (My time included). The sand on an hourglass...everything...feels like everything is slipping through my fingers. I thought there'd be more...chances...more... everything 😔. All of it. I thought there'd be mORE to look forward to in the future. I thought... I thought there's always a continuation. Not like a clock ticking, like every second feels so heavy.. and the more time goes by, the more I lose what I consider precious.
I hate it -- this feeling. It makes me cry. There's a hollow pain inside me, yearning...longing...wanting to be eased with an assurance... But... What assurance? Everything feels dark and gray and heavy like there's a storm threatening to come. I just want to know what's next? What are the plans? What are going to happen? What have been decided?
I just can't let go and it hurts. And I pretend to be okay with it but I hate it when I'm blinded or being kept in the dark. Cuz what can I do? And i feel like I'm always the last to know. (which is partly my fault, but still...!)
I don't know how to end this post. (As usual.)
I guess my only consolation is that there's one group who promised me "forever" and keep on keeping it, letting this phoenix torch burn forever (idek what im saying

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GOT7, OnlyOneOf, A.C.E and 99 more others

💚🌼💛🌑🌕
~we got no doubt~

4 days ago | [YT] | 0

GOT7, OnlyOneOf, A.C.E and 99 more others

🎶yeah you should have told me HOLD STILL while you aimed~🎶

1 week ago | [YT] | 0

GOT7, OnlyOneOf, A.C.E and 99 more others

"we can last forever"

✨🥺💕🥰💚✨

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 0

GOT7, OnlyOneOf, A.C.E and 99 more others

how did he know i think about him everyday?~ 💭😍
(aight delulu brain, hajima. pls. 😑🤦‍♀️)
😋

✨my celebrity crush✨
🥰

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 0

GOT7, OnlyOneOf, A.C.E and 99 more others

pulchritudinous

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GOT7, OnlyOneOf, A.C.E and 99 more others

I realized my idea of romance might've been influenced by bl dramas at one point in my life. I mean... come on! Those romantic stares, passionate kisses and all 😍✨ *sigh* ~
😑 and yeah I don't have much experience irl.. Also i have a confession to make, my gaydar is broken and i couldn't tell a ladyboy from a lady, which is another story. Going back to romance, 2 handsome guys falling for each other sharing deep, intimate love, longing, and affection for one another (like any other regular love stories) is just so beautiful in my eyes 😍bruh.. 🤷‍♀️ "i" like watching handsome guys. Periodt. I dont think there's anything wrong with that. 😊(Sorry for my yapping, imma yap a little more). And even if people might argue that some aren't conventionally handsome, as long as they're lovely in each other's eyes, that's all that matters 🤧 Am i so blinded by romance or anything? Usually im more on the realistic side of things but we can't always hurt ourselves all the time, right? A little dream, drama and romance wouldn't hurt. And that little giddy butterflies-in-your-stomach feeling 😆💕 *sigh* i really like those~ the only thing im against with is if the story portrays us ladies as the antagonist trying to break them up or sth.. being supportive is better, me thinks😌
Btw if there's sth wrong with my yapping pls kindly educate me😭 i dont want more hate especially to our kind. Fujoshi aren't all bad.. we just fangirling (with wild imaginations sometimes)

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 0

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I feel very conflicted right now 😭

#personal #kpop

Edit: no context. not too serious. something is just bothering me. or 2

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GOT7, OnlyOneOf, A.C.E and 99 more others

another top tier content omg😆🤌

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GOT7, OnlyOneOf, A.C.E and 99 more others

random nonsense: did you know as a kid i got so confused abt the spelling of ketchup or catsup 🤔i think i initially thought it's catsup i was on 2nd grade idk i dont remember

😐i warned you it's nonsense right

keep scrolling

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