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Sometimes I’m Whole is the sound of a racing mind — constantly moving, evolving, and grappling with its own inner chaos. Solo artist Hayden Tuttle blends emotion and experimentation to create an ever-shifting sonic world.

Defying genre, the project fuses synthwave, alternative, punk, grunge, hip-hop, Latin, electronic, ambient, industrial, and indie, forming cinematic, raw, and deeply human soundscapes. Each track feels like a fragment of thought, a reflection of consciousness in motion.

Inspired by NF’s Mansion (2015), Hayden uses music to express what words can’t, turning sound into reflection, survival, and self-discovery. Themes of self-understanding, acceptance, and emotional honesty run through every release. Sometimes I’m Whole isn’t just music — it’s a journey through the mind’s noise toward something real, whole, and alive.

A journey and a journal

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SOMETIMES IM WHOLE - ~BASEMENT~ | MATURITY album (26)

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SOMETIMES IM WHOLE - DERAILMENTS | MATURITY album (10)

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SOMETIMES IM WHOLE - growing up | MATURITY album (7)

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SOMETIMES IM WHOLE - medicated | MATURITY album (19)

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SOMETIMES IM WHOLE - INTERLUDE | MATURITY album (14)

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SOMETIMES IM WHOLE - self(LOVE)? | MATURITY album (11)

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SOMETIMES IM WHOLE - OUTRO | MATURITY album (27)

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SOMETIMES IM WHOLE - througH the motion$ :D | MATURITY album (9)

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SOMETIMES IM WHOLE - hyperactivity!! | MATURITY album (12)

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SOMETIMES IM WHOLE - rainy days | MATURITY album (16)

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SOMETIMES IM WHOLE - CAR KEYS | MATURITY album (15)

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SOMETIMES IM WHOLE - SELF eQu@ls $abøtagE | MATURITY album (22)

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SOMETIMES IM WHOLE - EMOTIONAL STORM | MATURITY album (23)

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SOMETIMES IM WHOLE - POLaroiD of a vvorld of my oWn making | MATURITY album (5)

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SOMETIMES IM WHOLE - what is love and what is loved | MATURITY album (20)

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SOMETIMES IM WHOLE - “Mo0DY””’” | MATURITY album (17)

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SOMETIMES IM WHOLE - how long will __ last? | MATURITY album (13)

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SOMETIMES IM WHOLE - heart on my sleeve | MATURITY album (4)

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SOMETIMES IM WHOLE - looking at my childhood photos as if i was happy | MATURITY album (3)

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SOMETIMES IM WHOLE - TSUNAMI / AVOIDANT | MATURITY album (24)

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SOMETIMES IM WHOLE - CANT TRUST MY THOUGHTS | MATURITY album (18)

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SOMETIMES IM WHOLE - W@ i FelT w/ gRAdUAtInG | MATURITY album (21)

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SOMETIMES IM WHOLE - happy :) | MATURITY album (6)

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SOMETIMES IM WHOLE - anxious :( | MATURITY album (25)

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SOMETIMES IM WHOLE - little lost looking forward | MATURITY album (8)

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SOMETIMES IM WHOLE - maturity | MATURITY album (2) | ALT INDIE ELECTRONIC

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SOMETIMES IM WHOLE - RADIO | MATURITY album (1) | ALT INDIE ELECTRONIC

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Unreleased HOLY CROWN song | long nights

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THE ANDROID - motivated (scrapped album song/cover) | POP ROCK

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THE ANDROID - OBSESSION | ELECTRONIC | SINGLE | unofficial song for YOU season 5

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HOLY CROWN - UNRAVELING | SINGLE | INDUSTRIAL

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HOLY CROWN - MADNESS | single | metal

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THE ANDROID - GROWING UP | SINGLE | ELECTRONIC

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BOO | Halloween song | electronic

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - RUN | album (17) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - Regrets | album (11) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - Fear monger (remastered) | album (7) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - Unfamiliar dreams (E^b remix) | album (4) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - Breakdown (retextured) | album (15) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - paranoia | album (5) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - existentialism | album (3) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - Numb | album (9) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - Subliminal | album (2) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - The chapel | album (13) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - ghost | album (8 ) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - Intro | album (1) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - Ourto | album (20) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - Golden teeth | album (16) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - I worship | album (14) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - Lash out | album (6) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - Cling | album (19 | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - Land of myth | album (18) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - Spree | album (12) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - interlude | album (10) | THE ANDROID

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THE ANDROID - SELF LOVE | single | pop-punk

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THE ANDROID - Sunlight raindrops | single | drum and bass

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THE ANDROID - creation (reimagined) | ESCAPE Album (3) | alternative

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THE ANDROID - Awakened (Intro) | ESCAPE Album (1) | alternative

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THE ANDROID - Final questions (Outro) | ESCAPE Album (18) | alternative

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THE ANDROID - beyond | ESCAPE Album (12) | alternative

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