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Sometimes I’m Whole is the sound of a racing mind — constantly moving, evolving, and grappling with its own inner chaos. Solo artist Hayden Tuttle blends emotion and experimentation to create an ever-shifting sonic world.

Defying genre, the project fuses synthwave, alternative, punk, grunge, hip-hop, Latin, electronic, ambient, industrial, and indie, forming cinematic, raw, and deeply human soundscapes. Each track feels like a fragment of thought, a reflection of consciousness in motion.

Inspired by NF’s Mansion (2015), Hayden uses music to express what words can’t, turning sound into reflection, survival, and self-discovery. Themes of self-understanding, acceptance, and emotional honesty run through every release. Sometimes I’m Whole isn’t just music — it’s a journey through the mind’s noise toward something real, whole, and alive.

A journey and a journal

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Unreleased HOLY CROWN song | long nights

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THE ANDROID - motivated (scrapped album song/cover) | POP ROCK

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THE ANDROID - OBSESSION | ELECTRONIC | SINGLE | unofficial song for YOU season 5

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HOLY CROWN - UNRAVELING | SINGLE | INDUSTRIAL

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HOLY CROWN - MADNESS | single | metal

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THE ANDROID - GROWING UP | SINGLE | ELECTRONIC

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BOO | Halloween song | electronic

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - RUN | album (17) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - Regrets | album (11) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - Fear monger (remastered) | album (7) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - Unfamiliar dreams (E^b remix) | album (4) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - Breakdown (retextured) | album (15) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - paranoia | album (5) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - existentialism | album (3) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - Numb | album (9) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - Subliminal | album (2) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - The chapel | album (13) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - ghost | album (8 ) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - Intro | album (1) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - Ourto | album (20) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - Golden teeth | album (16) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - I worship | album (14) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - Lash out | album (6) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - Cling | album (19 | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - Land of myth | album (18) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - Spree | album (12) | THE ANDROID

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HOLY CROWN VOL.1 - interlude | album (10) | THE ANDROID

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THE ANDROID - SELF LOVE | single | pop-punk

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THE ANDROID - Sunlight raindrops | single | drum and bass

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THE ANDROID - creation (reimagined) | ESCAPE Album (3) | alternative

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THE ANDROID - Awakened (Intro) | ESCAPE Album (1) | alternative

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THE ANDROID - Final questions (Outro) | ESCAPE Album (18) | alternative

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THE ANDROID - beyond | ESCAPE Album (12) | alternative

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THE ANDROID - The storm | ESCAPE Album (5) | alternative

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THE ANDROID - limits | ESCAPE Album (9) | alternative

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THE ANDROID - fantastical | ESCAPE Album (2) | alternative

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THE ANDROID - better / the beach | ESCAPE Album (17) | alternative

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THE ANDROID - ESCAPE (remastered) | ESCAPE Album (10) | alternative

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THE ANDROID - inadequacy (remastered)| ESCAPE Album (6) | alternative

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THE ANDROID - Blooming process (bloom opening) | ESCAPE Album (15) | alternative

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THE ANDROID - shooting star (cloudy remix) | ESCAPE Album (4) | alternative

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THE ANDROID - serenity | ESCAPE Album (13) | alternative

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THE ANDROID - uprooted | ESCAPE Album (8) | alternative

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THE ANDROID - drift | ESCAPE Album (14) | alternative

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THE ANDROID - denial | ESCAPE Album (7) | alternative

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THE ANDROID - CLEANed up (Interlude) | ESCAPE Album (11) | alternative

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THE ANDROID - BLOOM | ESCAPE Album (16) | alternative

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THE ANDROID - Regrets | single | INDUSTRIAL-METAL

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THE ANDROID - BREAKDOWN | single | ELECTRONIC

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THE ANDROID - OWL KING | single | hip-hop

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THE ANDROID - SAILING CLOUDS | Ep

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THE ANDROID - GHOST | Single | Bass

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THE ANDROID - land of myth | single | electric

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THE ANDROID - BLOOM | Single | indie rock

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THE ANDROID - ADDiCT | Ep | Electronic

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THE ANDROID - SPREE | AUDIO | ELECTRONIC ALTERNATIVE

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THE ANDROID - SUBLIMINAL | AUDIO | HARD ROCK / ELECTRONIC

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Periodic table song (2018) but I’m terrible at pronouncing a few of them (school assignment)

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THE ANDROID - Beyond (Anxiety) | audio | dance | album bonus song

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LOST OF THOUGHT (LP) - THE ANDROID

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