I recommend headphones.

Sometimes I’m Whole is the sound of a racing mind — constantly moving, evolving, and grappling with its own inner chaos. Solo artist Hayden Tuttle blends emotion and experimentation to create an ever-shifting sonic world.

Defying genre, the project fuses synthwave, alternative, punk, grunge, hip-hop, Latin, electronic, ambient, industrial, and indie, forming cinematic, raw, and deeply human soundscapes. Each track feels like a fragment of thought, a reflection of consciousness in motion.

Inspired by NF’s Mansion (2015), Hayden uses music to express what words can’t, turning sound into reflection, survival, and self-discovery. Themes of self-understanding, acceptance, and emotional honesty run through every release. Sometimes I’m Whole isn’t just music — it’s a journey through the mind’s noise toward something real, whole, and alive.

A journey and a journal