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Welcome to the Small Bow Podcast. I’m your host, A.J. Daulerio. This is a show about expanding the definition of recovery, where we talk to writers, entertainers, recovering addicts, recovering jerks, and even the occasional normal person about their struggles with love, sex, money, loneliness, shame, grief, drugs, alcohol, ego, identity, fame, and other fun things.

In addition to this podcast, the Small Bow is a newsletter and recovery community that I started in 2018 to chronicle my own path toward sobriety and sanity following multiple rehab stints and a very public ordeal in which I was a co-defendant in Gawker's groundbreaking legal trial against pro wrestler Hulk Hogan. A Florida jury voted in favor of Hogan and awarded him $115 million, which bankrupted the company and torched my former life. Good times.

But out of all that grew the Small Bow. If you like what we do, consider subscribing to our newsletter and joining our community.

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There’s Nothing More Painful Than Being A Parent

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Tough Love Would Have Killed Me | Erin Khar on Parenting in Recovery

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14:31

I’m Not Beyond Anybody, I’m Also Not Below Anybody

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Meditation, Midnight Cravings and Mind-Body Connection | Tommy Rosen

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Kathryn Jezer-Morton on Social Media and the Bureaucratic Ego

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Emotional Sobriety and Social Media | Kathryn Jezer-Morton

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Anna Holmes became addicted to a stranger

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53:06

Latex, Throwing Bacon and Bad Corpse Makeup with Anna Holmes

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15:19

Difference Between Knowing God and Fearing Religion | Queen Conny Caruso

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52:27

I Have Everything I Need and Nothing to Ask For | Queen Conny

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Emily Gould on Sobriety, Shame and Self-Esteem

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1:03:11

Opening the Doors on a Real Recovery Meeting

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13:58

Swamp Dogg Got Everything He Wanted and It Wasn’t Enough

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If You’re Searching For Heaven, Go Home | Swamp Dogg on the Afterlife

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Agnosticism, Personal Ethics and Self-Sabotage with Megan Koester

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Megan Koester Is A Great Writer. Why Isn’t She Writing?

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RDJ, Matthew Perry, and the Evolution of the Sober Celebrity | Richard Rushfield

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Richard Rushfield Has Power in Hollywood. Just Don’t Tell Him That.

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13:31

When Detaching is an Act of Love

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How To Help Someone Without Controlling Them | Peaceful John

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10:42

Getting Old and Dying is Not for the Faint-Hearted | Mary H.K. Choi

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To Write a Book about Family, Mary H. K. Choi Had to First Look at Her Own

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12:45

How Recovery Rooms Informed Death, Sex and Money

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47:49

Anna Sale on the Power of a Perfect Pause

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14:44

Ryan O'Connell is "Special," but not for the reasons you think

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Ryan O’Connell on Healthy Delusion and Life After “Special”

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14:55

From Skid Row to Nashville w/ Langhorne Slim

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54:43

The Adventure of Being Still: Fatherhood & Creativity in Recovery

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14:42

Why Gratitude Lists are BS and Always Work

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42:24

Dopey Dave on Ego, Success and Why "More" is the Hardest Drug to Quit

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Good In A Crisis: PR Specialist Mitchell Jackson on Managing Chaos

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Mitchell Jackson on Crisis PR, Billionaire Clients and Cancel Culture

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Blair Socci on Grief, Laughter and Writing Through Pain

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Blair Socci on Returning to Standup After the Loss of her Brother

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Wayfair Debts, Bourbon Breath, and the SNL Rejection That Saved My Life

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Michael Strassner Made a Movie About the Night That Almost Killed Him

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13:47

Growing a Second Heart

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44:52

Jeremy Luke on Chihuahuas, Fireball and Learning How To Love

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Keanu Reeves, Existential Despair, and the "Monk Life" of Broadway with Alex Winter

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Alex Winter On Despair, Activism and the Mental Schism of Child Stardom

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The Psychedelic Detour That Changed Everything

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58:36

The Moving Goalposts of Fame with The Bear’s Chris Witaske

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Neutralizing the fame to save the person.

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Elizabeth Gilbert on the Secret Addiction Behind "Eat Pray Love"

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From Class Clown to a Simple Life: Jerry O'Connell on the Private Work of Hollywood Survival

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Jerry O’Connell On Sobriety, Professional Jealousy and Bottling Your Emotions

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Cord Jefferson & The Unexpected Downside of Winning an Oscar on @TheSmallBow #podcastclip

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1:10:31

Why Success "Saps Your Drive": A Conversation with Cord Jefferson

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Stop Outsourcing Your Sanity to Other People

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Amanda de Cadenet on Trauma and the Addict's Mindset

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Joe Buck talks Deadspin, Divorce, and Private Crisis on @TheSmallBow

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Joe Buck: What Nobody Sees on Camera | The Small Bow Podcast

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I Was the Villain. Then She Saved My Dog. | The Small Bow Podcast

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Recovery Is for Everyone | The Small Bow Podcast with A.J. Daulerio (Trailer)

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The Wind Blows High w/ Trey Anastasio | The Small Bow Podcast

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