Welcome to the Small Bow Podcast. I’m your host, A.J. Daulerio. This is a show about expanding the definition of recovery, where we talk to writers, entertainers, recovering addicts, recovering jerks, and even the occasional normal person about their struggles with love, sex, money, loneliness, shame, grief, drugs, alcohol, ego, identity, fame, and other fun things.
In addition to this podcast, the Small Bow is a newsletter and recovery community that I started in 2018 to chronicle my own path toward sobriety and sanity following multiple rehab stints and a very public ordeal in which I was a co-defendant in Gawker's groundbreaking legal trial against pro wrestler Hulk Hogan. A Florida jury voted in favor of Hogan and awarded him $115 million, which bankrupted the company and torched my former life. Good times.
But out of all that grew the Small Bow. If you like what we do, consider subscribing to our newsletter and joining our community.
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This week, Mary H. K. Choi joins AJ Daulerio on #TheSmallBow for a candid conversation about confronting family trauma and the clarity her late-life autism diagnosis has brought. From reconciling with her “ghost dad” to the exhausting reality of book promotion as an introvert, Mary digs into what it means to navigate a world not built for neurodivergent people and the equalizing truth that we are all in recovery from something.
Watch the full conversation with author Mary H. K. Choi here 👉 https://youtu.be/YvdGWr9xSgY
#MaryHKChoi #PoolHouse #LateAutismDiagnosis #AlAnonRecovery #TheSmallBow #SelfPromotion #HealingTrauma #PowerofIntroverts
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This week on , Anna Sale (host of Death, Sex & Money) joins AJ Daulerio on #TheSmallBow for an honest look about the things we keep hidden. From the “secret church” feeling that recovery rooms can give, to the profound vulnerability that comes with facing your own mortality, Anna Sale gets into what it truly means to connect.
Watch the new episode with Anna Sale here 👉 https://youtu.be/2pwxLGk6rwU
#AnnaSale #DeathSexAndMoney #GriefSupport #Recovery #FacingMortality #ParentingTruths #MentalHealth #HumanConnection
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This week, Ryan O’Connell (Special, Queer As Folk) sits down with AJ on #TheSmallBow to talk about his unique path as a writer turned TV star. He breaks down why his “healthy dollop of delusion” helped him build a career in an industry that lacked a reference point for someone like him. From the New York blog era to Netflix showrunner and actor, he candidly shares his untraditional path to getting sober after years of managing a high-functioning addiction in a Hollywood pressure cooker.
Watch the new episode of #TheSmallBow here 👉 https://youtu.be/ldXe3kOJ2SU
#RyanOConnell #InspirationPorn #Sobriety #DisabilityRepresentation #NetflixSpecial #AddictionRecovery #HollywoodIndustry
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From “rebel” musician to a present and grateful father, Langhorne Slim joins The Small Bow to talk about his road to recovery and the insights he’s gained along the way. From an irreverent look at how schools fail creative kids, to the petty resentment of not being the #1 notable person on his hometown’s Wikipedia page, Langhorne shares why he’s grateful for the relapse that proved substances could never fulfill him, and how his life has authentically fallen into place.
Watch the full episode here 👉 https://youtu.be/0HdTlPjUtjE
#LanghorneSlim #GretaVanFleet #PickleDad #Stillness #SobrietyStories #SustainableSelfEsteem #TheSmallBowPodcast
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On this week’s episode, Dave Manheim, the host of “Dopey”, stops by to talk about the paradox of being ambitious in recovery. Whether it’s the burden of creative control or the addictive nature of success, Dave and AJ discuss how leading with love is typically a fail-safe. Sometimes it takes a $60 million “dream come true” to realize that external validation is a moving target.
Listen to the full episode with Dave Manheim here: https://youtu.be/5Z6Q6V-1V9I
#DopeyPodcast #DaveManheim #Recovery #Friendship #Dopey #Comedy
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Publicist Mitchell Jackson explains the reality of crisis management, from using physical lockboxes to stop celebrity tweet-storms to firing billionaire clients who want to break the law. He reveals how his "Mean Mitchell" persona helped him avoid bullying and how a chaotic childhood in Florida prepared him to manage professional meltdowns.
AJ and Mitchell chat about his sobriety during the drug-heavy VICE Media era and his theory that “cancel culture” is a choice at this point.
Learn how he manages the chaos.
Watch the full interview here: https://youtu.be/MSHflEadrDE
New episodes of The Small Bow drop every Wednesday.
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#CrisisPR #MitchellJackson #CancelCulture #BillionaireProblems #Recovery #Alcoholism
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Comedian Blair Socci joins The Small Bow this week for a raw and insightful look at making profound pain “useful” after the sudden loss of her brother. She and AJ joke about an uncomfortable green room incident and discuss her strict professional rule that humor must always come before a trauma dump.
Blair shares her litany of lockdown spiritual certifications and the transition from a tough family dynamic to the radical vulnerability of Al-Anon rooms. The conversation explores the “absolute terror” of being truly witnessed and how she eventually found healing.
Watch the full episode here: https://youtu.be/OO82m63ptEg
#BlairSocci #TheSmallBow #ComedianInterview #Healing #Grief #AlAnon #StandupComedy
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From drinking Manhattans during 11 AM movie screenings to waking up at 4 AM for morning prayers, “actor-writer comedy guy” Michael Strassner has seen the highest highs and lowest floors of the entertainment industry. In this episode, AJ and Michael discuss the beauty in the mundane moments of recovery.
Michael and AJ connect on learning the “adult skills” they don't teach you in the rooms (like paying your Wayfair bills before they turn into a $2,000 debt), and how rejection can sometimes foster the greatest changes.
Watch the full conversation here: https://youtu.be/XT9TjNm0Yl0
New episodes of The Small Bow drop every Wednesday.
#thesmallbow #newepisode #michaelstrassner #celebrityinterview #soberlife
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What happens when a tough guy finally breaks? For Jeremy Luke, he listened to his Staten Island mother and “got the dog”. Soon, his dog helped him understand a “higher power” of unconditional love and acceptance. In this episode of The Small Bow, he and AJ discuss how dogs are the ultimate sober sidekick, mourning the person you used to be, and finding love again–dog love, that is.
Check out the full episode in our feed now 🏹🏹 https://youtu.be/OxMWph7Sk2k
#rescuedogs #barknbitches #jeremyluke
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Alex Winter joins The Small Bow this week to discuss why he and Keanu Reeves bickered more as time-traveling teenagers in Bill & Ted than they did during their grueling existential marathon of Waiting for Godot on Broadway. We explore the surreal struggle of 90s fame, the reality of performing from a tiny dressing room, and why being a talented child actor usually means you were likely a total headache. From the short-term high of sabotaging toxic workplaces to the hard-won search for a stable headspace, this conversation gives you a candid look at the creative grind without the self-help cliches. New episode streaming now.
#thesmallbow #alexwinter #keanureeves #billandted #waitingforgodot #broadway
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