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GodFirstAlways

Enough said!💪🏽👏🏾👏🏾😏

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Some men… they always, always end up hurtin’ themselves more than anybody else, and it ain’t even ‘cause nobody did them wrong—it’s ‘cause they careless, plain and simple. I’m talkin’ ‘bout the ones that walk around treatin’ blessings like they cheap, like the good things and good people in life ain’t even worth a second thought. You know the type—they got love handed to ‘em, respect on a silver platter, loyalty sittin’ right there in front of ‘em, and what do they do? Act like it’s nothing. Take it for granted. Walk past it like it’s air.

See, life got a way of humbling folks, and it don’t play fair—at least not on their schedule. It makes you watch, slow motion style, while somebody else comes through and sees the value in what you were blind to. That’s the kicker. That’s when it hits. That pride, that careless energy? It don’t protect you. It don’t save you. It just sets you up to feel that emptiness, that heartbreak you could’ve avoided if you just had eyes to see, heart to care, or respect to honor what was in front of you.

And I ain’t even talkin’ just about women. I’m talkin’ about blessings—money, opportunities, time, moments, love, respect… even peace. You treat any of that like it ain’t gold, life gon’ take it from you, and then somebody else gon’ value it. Somebody else gon’ cherish it. Somebody else gon’ see what you were too blind, too lazy, or too foolish to notice. And at that point? That heartbreak ain’t nobody else’s fault but yours. That lesson? Harsh, but necessary.

It’s deeper than just “don’t cheat yourself.” It’s about awareness. It’s about energy. You can’t walk through life careless and expect the universe to bend around your stupidity. Every action got consequences, every slight got karma, and every “I don’t care” eventually turns into a bitter pill you gotta swallow when you realize the blessing you lost is now in somebody else’s hands.

Moral of the story? Respect what’s real. Value the people who ride with you, the blessings that show up, and the love that don’t ask for much but deserves everything. Don’t play yourself. Don’t sleep on it. Don’t think just ‘cause it’s there today, it gon’ be there tomorrow.

Some men always create their own heartbreak because they refuse to see the worth in what’s right in front of them. They gotta learn the hard way, slow, messy, and painful. Watchin’ somebody else appreciate, nurture, and ride for what they threw away? That’s life’s way of teaching humility. That’s the universe saying, “Pay attention this time, or keep losing.”

So take note, grind with respect, love with intention, and never, ever take things and people for granted. ‘Cause careless energy don’t just hurt the world around you—it comes back full circle, bite you in your own heart, and leave you lookin’ foolish while everybody else out here valuing what you left on the floor.

Word. That’s real talk, deep street philosophy for y’all who need to hear it.

1 day ago | [YT] | 0

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real talk… some men, they straight up careless with what’s real, what’s golden, what’s a blessing they got in front of them. They move through life like nothin’ matters, treatin’ love, loyalty, or the people ridin’ with them like they disposable. They play with things that cost heart and soul, act like they untouchable, like life ain’t watchin’.

But here’s the thing… life don’t sleep. Life got a way of showin’ you the value of what you threw away. The same blessings they disrespected, the same people they ignored, the same love they didn’t nurture? Somebody else gonna step in and see it for what it truly is. And that man? He gotta sit back, humbled, watchin’ somebody else love, cherish, and hold sacred what he thought was free for the takin’.

That’s the irony of careless hearts—they create their own heartbreak. Ain’t nobody need to curse them, ain’t nobody need to do them dirty. Life gon’ humble ’em, strip ’em, show ’em that the real wealth wasn’t in the flashy streets or the clout, it was in the respect, the loyalty, the ones who stayed when it got hard. And when they finally realize it? It’s too late. The blessing done grown, done elevated, done appreciated by someone who ain’t playin’ no games.

So yeah… men like that? They architects of their own pain. They treat value like it’s cheap, but karma? Karma don’t play. She waitin’ in the cut, silent, patient, ready to teach lessons the hard way. And the hardest part? Watchin’ them sit in that quiet regret, while life keep movin’, while blessings keep growin’, while the people they tossed aside? They thriving, they shining, they loved, and they untouchable.

Don’t ever feel bad for walkin’ away, for valuing yourself, for protectin’ your peace. Some men ain’t built to hold what’s sacred. And some lessons? They gotta learn on the hard, lonely side of loss. You? You just keep your energy clean, your circle tight, and your blessings close… ’cause you know real recognizes real, and what’s yours? Nothin’ or nobody can ever take that.

1 day ago | [YT] | 0

GodFirstAlways

Im living proof

1 day ago | [YT] | 2

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You dont chase. You attract. Remember that! We work hard, we earn it! We build towards a better future! Yassss! Lets GO!!

1 day ago | [YT] | 0

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Chrisean makin’ it WAY too damn easy for her haters at this point. She handin’ these folks ammo on a silver platter like, “Here y’all go, talk about me some more, I insist.” Like girl… WHY?? Every time she hop on live talkin’ in circles, forgiving her “opps,” opening up about her life, airing out business that don’t need no air, I’m like here we go again, buckle up, ‘cause once she get pissed she gon’ spin the block and start wishin’ death on folks again. It’s the same tired cycle every. single. time.

I can’t even be a fan no more, respectfully — because how I’m supposed to support somebody who refuses to support their own growth? Sis talkin’ ‘bout “I ain’t got nothin’ to prove” but be on live every damn day TRYING TO PROVE SOMETHIN’. Like baby… if you really ain’t got nothin’ to prove, log off, take care of yourself, raise your son, and move in silence like you keep SAYING you gon’ do. Why you keep tryna clear your name when YOU the one keep makin’ it messy?

It’s like she addicted to chaos, addicted to attention, addicted to people bein’ in her business. She swear she “healed” then turn around and be on live spazzin’ out, threatenin’ folks, cussin’ out the same people she “forgave” two hours ago. Girl, at this point you forgivin’ and beefin’ at the same time — you the walking definition of “It’s a thin line between love and hate.” She be lovin’ her opps and hatin’ ‘em in the same breath. I ain’t never seen somebody switch up mid-sentence.

And the way she can’t articulate her point to save her life? Omg girl… she be talkin’ like all her thoughts fightin’ each other tryin’ to come out first. She start a sentence and then make five U-turns before she finish one thought. My brain be buffering like a weak WiFi connection. I’m TIRED.

She keep sayin’ she not tryna prove nothin’, sayin’ she grown, sayin’ she healed… meanwhile her actions be like: “Nah baby, same chapter, different day.” Ain’t nobody fooled. Ain’t nobody confused. Ain’t nobody surprised. Not even a little bit. She the queen of backtracking, like nah sis, keep that same energy you had when you was screaming on live — don’t try to flip the script later.

She doin’ the same ol’ same ol’ and swearin’ it’s brand new content. Girl BYE. We done seen this episode eighteen times and the plot still ain’t changin’. It’s exhausting. She too extra, too loud, too chaotic, too flip-floppy… she love you, she hate you, she cryin’, she yellin’, she forgivin’, she threatenin’ — like PICK A SIDE AND STAY THERE.

I’m officially tapped out. I can’t take it. I can’t defend it. I can’t pretend it makes sense. She gon’ keep doin’ what she do, but I don’t gotta stick around for the reruns.

Girl goodbye… grow up, log off, raise your baby, and stop givin’ the internet free drama to chew on.

2 days ago | [YT] | 0

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at this point Chrisean makin’ it real easy for her haters. Like girl, why you keep loadin’ up the clip for your own opps? You givin’ them free ammo, extended mag, fully loaded, all-access pass to talk crazy ’bout you every damn week. She hop on Live cryin’, explainin’, preachin’, forgivin’, threatenin’, then right back to the same cycle like she readin’ off a busted script. Sis, we tired. I’m tapped out. I can’t support this no more.

Every time she go Live talkin’ ’bout her life, her trauma, her growth, her “forgiveness journey”… here we go again. She open up, say she forgivin’ her opps, try to kumbaya the whole internet — then BOOM, the next day somebody piss her off and she right back threatenin’ death, throwin’ curses, goin’ full WWE cage match energy. Like damn girl, pick a side! You peaceful or you problematic? ’Cause right now you givin’ split personality with a ring light.

It’s the patterns for me. The same tired, recycled, been-watched-it-50-times storyline. She swear she movin’ different but be right back talkin’ in circles, swingin’ wild, contradictin’ her damn self every 24 hours. I’m watchin’ like, “Girl… what point are you even tryin’ to make?” She can’t articulate her side to save her life, and at this point I don’t even think SHE know what she tryna say. It’s just vibes, chaos, and confusion with WiFi.

And what blow me is she ALWAYS say, “I ain’t got nothin’ to prove.” Cool. Bet. So WHY you still hoppin’ on Live tryin’ to clear your name every time somebody sneeze your direction?? If you ain’t got nothin’ to prove, log off. Take the app out the rotation. Go raise your son, work on your peace, and mind the business that pays you. ALL she gotta do is move in silence, but she love the noise too much.

She be like, “I’m done with them!” but then be right back in somebody’s comments goin’ off with 40 emojis like girl please. Who you foolin’? ’Cause it ain’t us. We seen this too many damn times. The forgive–cuss–threaten–cry–repeat cycle is TIRED. That’s her whole personality now. She either lovin’ somebody one minute or hatin’ them with a passion the next — she is literally the poster child for “it’s a thin line between love and hate.”

Girl be the type to pray for you at 8:00, stab you with words at 8:05, hug you at 8:10, then threaten to fight you by 8:15. Too much. WAY too much. At this point I gotta tap out for my own sanity. I can’t do the emotional merry-go-round. Good luck to her, but I’m done being dizzy.

2 days ago | [YT] | 0

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Chrisean makin’ this WAY too easy for folks who already don’t like her. She givin’ her own haters ammo like she passin’ out bullets at a block party, like “here you go, talk about me some more.” Every time she hop on Live talkin’ ‘bout her life, cryin’, explainin’, forgivin’ her opps, tryna sound deep — here we go again. Same rerun, same storyline, same cycle, like a damn TV show stuck on repeat.

And yeah, I BEEN tried to support her, but I’m tired, dawg. Like mentally EXHAUSTED tired. She talk in circles so damn hard she make you dizzy. She can’t articulate her point to save her life — she’ll start one sentence, jump to five new topics, forget the first one, then end it by cussin’ somebody out.

She keep sayin’ “I ain’t got nothin’ to prove”… OKAY then girl, GET OFF SOCIAL MEDIA. That’s what movin’ in silence is! You can’t say you don’t care what people think while goin’ Live every 48 seconds tryna clear your name. If you really don’t got nothin’ to prove, then live your life, raise your son, stay focused, stay prayed up, and stop lettin’ the internet bait you like a damn fish on a hook.

‘Cause at this point, who is she foolin’? Not me. Not the internet. Not the people watchin’. We seen this too many times: she forgive somebody, they breathe wrong, BOOM — now she back threatenin’, wishin’ death, goin’ off, swingin’ wild energy everywhere. Then two days later she “healed” again like girl, PICK A LANE AND STAY IN IT.

It’s the same ol’ same old. Same storyline. Same chaos. Same mess. Same temper. Same Live rants. Same tears. Same threats. Same “I’ma do better.” I’m done, respectfully. I can’t keep watchin’ the cycle like I’m addicted to toxicity — I’m not.

I ain’t even tryin’ to be a bad supporter, but at some point you gotta protect your own sanity. She gotta learn to move in silence, heal for REAL, stop oversharing, and stop tryna prove herself to people who gon’ drag her regardless.

Girl BYE. Enough is enough. I’m done. I checked out. You keep sayin’ you changed but the behavior look the same. You say you forgivin’ folks but you stay ready to cuss ‘em out the next hour. You say you ain’t got nothin’ to prove but you steady tryna plead your case.

I can’t ride this merry-go-round anymore. I’m dizzy. I’m done supportin’ until she prove she can break the cycle — not talk about breakin’ it.

2 days ago | [YT] | 0

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Mannn lemme tell you somethin’ real quick, cause I’m DONE done. I tried to rock with Chrisean, I really did, but baby girl lost me tonight. She on Live again, doing that same ol’ broken-record routine — crying, yelling, talking in circles, forgiving her opps one minute, then threatening to spin the block spiritually the next. Like damn, sis, pick a lane and stay IN it.

Every time she hop online it’s the same storyline: “I’m growing, I’m healing, I’m not proving nothin’ to nobody,” and then five minutes later she arguing with invisible haters, dropping death threats, cussin’ folks out, and acting shocked when people call her out. GIRL. PLEASE. We’ve seen this movie fifty-eleven times and the ending NEVER change.

At this point I ain’t even mad, I’m exhausted. I ain’t got the stamina to keep up with her emotional rollercoaster no more — my stomach weak and my spirit tired. Like sis, you keep sayin’ you got nothing to prove… OKAY THEN! Get off social media and stop tryna clear your name every time the wind blow wrong! Move in SILENCE like you keep preachin’. Focus on your baby, your bag, and your OWN peace instead of tryna convince the whole damn internet you not fazed when clearly you sweating bullets on Live every other day.

And be real — who you foolin’ at this point? Cause it damn sure ain’t us. Every time you “forgive,” give it 48 hours and boom — you right back cussin’ folks out, yelling into the front camera, talkin’ bout “I wish you would die” like that’s a personality trait. The pattern is so predictable at this point I could lip-sync the whole Live with her.

So yeah… I clock out. I resign. I retire my fan card. I love you girl but I can’t keep supporting someone who spin in circles like a broke ceiling fan and call it growth. I ain’t tryna be a bad supporter, I’m just tired of watching somebody run on a treadmill to nowhere while yelling “I’m healed!”

Girl, BYE. Until you really change, really grow, really shut the hell up and move in silence, I can’t do this no more.

2 days ago | [YT] | 0

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this whole Chrisean Rock goin’ live every five minutes talkin’ ’bout her life, forgivin’ her “opps,” kumbaya-ing folks that was JUST draggin’ her? Yeah… I’m over it.

Like here we go AGAIN. She hop on live all emotional, tryna be deep, tryna “grow,” tryna “heal,” and I swear the cycle be the same every. damn. time.
Give it two days — let somebody piss her off — she right back wishin’ death on folks, talkin’ crazy, threatenin’ everybody and their grandma. Girl… we TIRED.

I ain’t even tryna be a bad supporter, for real, but I just can’t keep rockin’ with this.
She talk in circles, can’t articulate nothin’, swear she don’t got nothin’ to prove… but stay on live tryna clear her name.

Like babe… if you don’t got nothin’ to prove, LOG OFF.
Move in silence. Focus on your LIFE. Your PEACE. Your SON.
Stop lettin’ the internet bait you every time.

At this point she gon’ keep doin’ the same ol’ same ol’ and who she foolin’?
Not us.
Not no more.

Girl BYE. We done seen this movie too many times.
You forgive folks then turn right back around cussin’ ’em out, sendin’ threats, and startin’ beef again.

I’m done. I can’t take it no more.
Do better or stop talkin’ like you ready to change when you ain’t even tryna break your own cycle.

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