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Some men⌠they always, always end up hurtinâ themselves more than anybody else, and it ainât even âcause nobody did them wrongâitâs âcause they careless, plain and simple. Iâm talkinâ âbout the ones that walk around treatinâ blessings like they cheap, like the good things and good people in life ainât even worth a second thought. You know the typeâthey got love handed to âem, respect on a silver platter, loyalty sittinâ right there in front of âem, and what do they do? Act like itâs nothing. Take it for granted. Walk past it like itâs air.
See, life got a way of humbling folks, and it donât play fairâat least not on their schedule. It makes you watch, slow motion style, while somebody else comes through and sees the value in what you were blind to. Thatâs the kicker. Thatâs when it hits. That pride, that careless energy? It donât protect you. It donât save you. It just sets you up to feel that emptiness, that heartbreak you couldâve avoided if you just had eyes to see, heart to care, or respect to honor what was in front of you.
And I ainât even talkinâ just about women. Iâm talkinâ about blessingsâmoney, opportunities, time, moments, love, respect⌠even peace. You treat any of that like it ainât gold, life gonâ take it from you, and then somebody else gonâ value it. Somebody else gonâ cherish it. Somebody else gonâ see what you were too blind, too lazy, or too foolish to notice. And at that point? That heartbreak ainât nobody elseâs fault but yours. That lesson? Harsh, but necessary.
Itâs deeper than just âdonât cheat yourself.â Itâs about awareness. Itâs about energy. You canât walk through life careless and expect the universe to bend around your stupidity. Every action got consequences, every slight got karma, and every âI donât careâ eventually turns into a bitter pill you gotta swallow when you realize the blessing you lost is now in somebody elseâs hands.
Moral of the story? Respect whatâs real. Value the people who ride with you, the blessings that show up, and the love that donât ask for much but deserves everything. Donât play yourself. Donât sleep on it. Donât think just âcause itâs there today, it gonâ be there tomorrow.
Some men always create their own heartbreak because they refuse to see the worth in whatâs right in front of them. They gotta learn the hard way, slow, messy, and painful. Watchinâ somebody else appreciate, nurture, and ride for what they threw away? Thatâs lifeâs way of teaching humility. Thatâs the universe saying, âPay attention this time, or keep losing.â
So take note, grind with respect, love with intention, and never, ever take things and people for granted. âCause careless energy donât just hurt the world around youâit comes back full circle, bite you in your own heart, and leave you lookinâ foolish while everybody else out here valuing what you left on the floor.
Word. Thatâs real talk, deep street philosophy for yâall who need to hear it.
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real talk⌠some men, they straight up careless with whatâs real, whatâs golden, whatâs a blessing they got in front of them. They move through life like nothinâ matters, treatinâ love, loyalty, or the people ridinâ with them like they disposable. They play with things that cost heart and soul, act like they untouchable, like life ainât watchinâ.
But hereâs the thing⌠life donât sleep. Life got a way of showinâ you the value of what you threw away. The same blessings they disrespected, the same people they ignored, the same love they didnât nurture? Somebody else gonna step in and see it for what it truly is. And that man? He gotta sit back, humbled, watchinâ somebody else love, cherish, and hold sacred what he thought was free for the takinâ.
Thatâs the irony of careless heartsâthey create their own heartbreak. Ainât nobody need to curse them, ainât nobody need to do them dirty. Life gonâ humble âem, strip âem, show âem that the real wealth wasnât in the flashy streets or the clout, it was in the respect, the loyalty, the ones who stayed when it got hard. And when they finally realize it? Itâs too late. The blessing done grown, done elevated, done appreciated by someone who ainât playinâ no games.
So yeah⌠men like that? They architects of their own pain. They treat value like itâs cheap, but karma? Karma donât play. She waitinâ in the cut, silent, patient, ready to teach lessons the hard way. And the hardest part? Watchinâ them sit in that quiet regret, while life keep movinâ, while blessings keep growinâ, while the people they tossed aside? They thriving, they shining, they loved, and they untouchable.
Donât ever feel bad for walkinâ away, for valuing yourself, for protectinâ your peace. Some men ainât built to hold whatâs sacred. And some lessons? They gotta learn on the hard, lonely side of loss. You? You just keep your energy clean, your circle tight, and your blessings close⌠âcause you know real recognizes real, and whatâs yours? Nothinâ or nobody can ever take that.
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Im living proof
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You dont chase. You attract. Remember that! We work hard, we earn it! We build towards a better future! Yassss! Lets GO!!
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Chrisean makinâ it WAY too damn easy for her haters at this point. She handinâ these folks ammo on a silver platter like, âHere yâall go, talk about me some more, I insist.â Like girl⌠WHY?? Every time she hop on live talkinâ in circles, forgiving her âopps,â opening up about her life, airing out business that donât need no air, Iâm like here we go again, buckle up, âcause once she get pissed she gonâ spin the block and start wishinâ death on folks again. Itâs the same tired cycle every. single. time.
I canât even be a fan no more, respectfully â because how Iâm supposed to support somebody who refuses to support their own growth? Sis talkinâ âbout âI ainât got nothinâ to proveâ but be on live every damn day TRYING TO PROVE SOMETHINâ. Like baby⌠if you really ainât got nothinâ to prove, log off, take care of yourself, raise your son, and move in silence like you keep SAYING you gonâ do. Why you keep tryna clear your name when YOU the one keep makinâ it messy?
Itâs like she addicted to chaos, addicted to attention, addicted to people beinâ in her business. She swear she âhealedâ then turn around and be on live spazzinâ out, threateninâ folks, cussinâ out the same people she âforgaveâ two hours ago. Girl, at this point you forgivinâ and beefinâ at the same time â you the walking definition of âItâs a thin line between love and hate.â She be lovinâ her opps and hatinâ âem in the same breath. I ainât never seen somebody switch up mid-sentence.
And the way she canât articulate her point to save her life? Omg girl⌠she be talkinâ like all her thoughts fightinâ each other tryinâ to come out first. She start a sentence and then make five U-turns before she finish one thought. My brain be buffering like a weak WiFi connection. Iâm TIRED.
She keep sayinâ she not tryna prove nothinâ, sayinâ she grown, sayinâ she healed⌠meanwhile her actions be like: âNah baby, same chapter, different day.â Ainât nobody fooled. Ainât nobody confused. Ainât nobody surprised. Not even a little bit. She the queen of backtracking, like nah sis, keep that same energy you had when you was screaming on live â donât try to flip the script later.
She doinâ the same olâ same olâ and swearinâ itâs brand new content. Girl BYE. We done seen this episode eighteen times and the plot still ainât changinâ. Itâs exhausting. She too extra, too loud, too chaotic, too flip-floppy⌠she love you, she hate you, she cryinâ, she yellinâ, she forgivinâ, she threateninâ â like PICK A SIDE AND STAY THERE.
Iâm officially tapped out. I canât take it. I canât defend it. I canât pretend it makes sense. She gonâ keep doinâ what she do, but I donât gotta stick around for the reruns.
Girl goodbye⌠grow up, log off, raise your baby, and stop givinâ the internet free drama to chew on.
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at this point Chrisean makinâ it real easy for her haters. Like girl, why you keep loadinâ up the clip for your own opps? You givinâ them free ammo, extended mag, fully loaded, all-access pass to talk crazy âbout you every damn week. She hop on Live cryinâ, explaininâ, preachinâ, forgivinâ, threateninâ, then right back to the same cycle like she readinâ off a busted script. Sis, we tired. Iâm tapped out. I canât support this no more.
Every time she go Live talkinâ âbout her life, her trauma, her growth, her âforgiveness journeyâ⌠here we go again. She open up, say she forgivinâ her opps, try to kumbaya the whole internet â then BOOM, the next day somebody piss her off and she right back threateninâ death, throwinâ curses, goinâ full WWE cage match energy. Like damn girl, pick a side! You peaceful or you problematic? âCause right now you givinâ split personality with a ring light.
Itâs the patterns for me. The same tired, recycled, been-watched-it-50-times storyline. She swear she movinâ different but be right back talkinâ in circles, swinginâ wild, contradictinâ her damn self every 24 hours. Iâm watchinâ like, âGirl⌠what point are you even tryinâ to make?â She canât articulate her side to save her life, and at this point I donât even think SHE know what she tryna say. Itâs just vibes, chaos, and confusion with WiFi.
And what blow me is she ALWAYS say, âI ainât got nothinâ to prove.â Cool. Bet. So WHY you still hoppinâ on Live tryinâ to clear your name every time somebody sneeze your direction?? If you ainât got nothinâ to prove, log off. Take the app out the rotation. Go raise your son, work on your peace, and mind the business that pays you. ALL she gotta do is move in silence, but she love the noise too much.
She be like, âIâm done with them!â but then be right back in somebodyâs comments goinâ off with 40 emojis like girl please. Who you foolinâ? âCause it ainât us. We seen this too many damn times. The forgiveâcussâthreatenâcryârepeat cycle is TIRED. Thatâs her whole personality now. She either lovinâ somebody one minute or hatinâ them with a passion the next â she is literally the poster child for âitâs a thin line between love and hate.â
Girl be the type to pray for you at 8:00, stab you with words at 8:05, hug you at 8:10, then threaten to fight you by 8:15. Too much. WAY too much. At this point I gotta tap out for my own sanity. I canât do the emotional merry-go-round. Good luck to her, but Iâm done being dizzy.
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Chrisean makinâ this WAY too easy for folks who already donât like her. She givinâ her own haters ammo like she passinâ out bullets at a block party, like âhere you go, talk about me some more.â Every time she hop on Live talkinâ âbout her life, cryinâ, explaininâ, forgivinâ her opps, tryna sound deep â here we go again. Same rerun, same storyline, same cycle, like a damn TV show stuck on repeat.
And yeah, I BEEN tried to support her, but Iâm tired, dawg. Like mentally EXHAUSTED tired. She talk in circles so damn hard she make you dizzy. She canât articulate her point to save her life â sheâll start one sentence, jump to five new topics, forget the first one, then end it by cussinâ somebody out.
She keep sayinâ âI ainât got nothinâ to proveâ⌠OKAY then girl, GET OFF SOCIAL MEDIA. Thatâs what movinâ in silence is! You canât say you donât care what people think while goinâ Live every 48 seconds tryna clear your name. If you really donât got nothinâ to prove, then live your life, raise your son, stay focused, stay prayed up, and stop lettinâ the internet bait you like a damn fish on a hook.
âCause at this point, who is she foolinâ? Not me. Not the internet. Not the people watchinâ. We seen this too many times: she forgive somebody, they breathe wrong, BOOM â now she back threateninâ, wishinâ death, goinâ off, swinginâ wild energy everywhere. Then two days later she âhealedâ again like girl, PICK A LANE AND STAY IN IT.
Itâs the same olâ same old. Same storyline. Same chaos. Same mess. Same temper. Same Live rants. Same tears. Same threats. Same âIâma do better.â Iâm done, respectfully. I canât keep watchinâ the cycle like Iâm addicted to toxicity â Iâm not.
I ainât even tryinâ to be a bad supporter, but at some point you gotta protect your own sanity. She gotta learn to move in silence, heal for REAL, stop oversharing, and stop tryna prove herself to people who gonâ drag her regardless.
Girl BYE. Enough is enough. Iâm done. I checked out. You keep sayinâ you changed but the behavior look the same. You say you forgivinâ folks but you stay ready to cuss âem out the next hour. You say you ainât got nothinâ to prove but you steady tryna plead your case.
I canât ride this merry-go-round anymore. Iâm dizzy. Iâm done supportinâ until she prove she can break the cycle â not talk about breakinâ it.
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Mannn lemme tell you somethinâ real quick, cause Iâm DONE done. I tried to rock with Chrisean, I really did, but baby girl lost me tonight. She on Live again, doing that same olâ broken-record routine â crying, yelling, talking in circles, forgiving her opps one minute, then threatening to spin the block spiritually the next. Like damn, sis, pick a lane and stay IN it.
Every time she hop online itâs the same storyline: âIâm growing, Iâm healing, Iâm not proving nothinâ to nobody,â and then five minutes later she arguing with invisible haters, dropping death threats, cussinâ folks out, and acting shocked when people call her out. GIRL. PLEASE. Weâve seen this movie fifty-eleven times and the ending NEVER change.
At this point I ainât even mad, Iâm exhausted. I ainât got the stamina to keep up with her emotional rollercoaster no more â my stomach weak and my spirit tired. Like sis, you keep sayinâ you got nothing to prove⌠OKAY THEN! Get off social media and stop tryna clear your name every time the wind blow wrong! Move in SILENCE like you keep preachinâ. Focus on your baby, your bag, and your OWN peace instead of tryna convince the whole damn internet you not fazed when clearly you sweating bullets on Live every other day.
And be real â who you foolinâ at this point? Cause it damn sure ainât us. Every time you âforgive,â give it 48 hours and boom â you right back cussinâ folks out, yelling into the front camera, talkinâ bout âI wish you would dieâ like thatâs a personality trait. The pattern is so predictable at this point I could lip-sync the whole Live with her.
So yeah⌠I clock out. I resign. I retire my fan card. I love you girl but I canât keep supporting someone who spin in circles like a broke ceiling fan and call it growth. I ainât tryna be a bad supporter, Iâm just tired of watching somebody run on a treadmill to nowhere while yelling âIâm healed!â
Girl, BYE. Until you really change, really grow, really shut the hell up and move in silence, I canât do this no more.
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this whole Chrisean Rock goinâ live every five minutes talkinâ âbout her life, forgivinâ her âopps,â kumbaya-ing folks that was JUST dragginâ her? Yeah⌠Iâm over it.
Like here we go AGAIN. She hop on live all emotional, tryna be deep, tryna âgrow,â tryna âheal,â and I swear the cycle be the same every. damn. time.
Give it two days â let somebody piss her off â she right back wishinâ death on folks, talkinâ crazy, threateninâ everybody and their grandma. Girl⌠we TIRED.
I ainât even tryna be a bad supporter, for real, but I just canât keep rockinâ with this.
She talk in circles, canât articulate nothinâ, swear she donât got nothinâ to prove⌠but stay on live tryna clear her name.
Like babe⌠if you donât got nothinâ to prove, LOG OFF.
Move in silence. Focus on your LIFE. Your PEACE. Your SON.
Stop lettinâ the internet bait you every time.
At this point she gonâ keep doinâ the same olâ same olâ and who she foolinâ?
Not us.
Not no more.
Girl BYE. We done seen this movie too many times.
You forgive folks then turn right back around cussinâ âem out, sendinâ threats, and startinâ beef again.
Iâm done. I canât take it no more.
Do better or stop talkinâ like you ready to change when you ainât even tryna break your own cycle.
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