𝕾𝖙𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖎𝕷𝖔𝖛𝖊

My dad died this morning. He was 68. He and my mom just celebrated 38 years together on August 1st. My mom had just returned home when she heard him fall in the shower. When she checked on him, it was bad bad. He was hit with 7 rounds of epinephrine along with multiple hits of electricity but it just wasn't enough. He was pronounced dead at 7:29 am.
I genuinely thought my dad would live forever.
I know we didn't always get along but that doesn't change how much I love him. I can't believe he's gone. Today just can't be real.... 😭

8 months ago | [YT] | 1

𝕾𝖙𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖎𝕷𝖔𝖛𝖊

Y'all, your girl ended up in the newest ‪@nerdcity‬​ video and I didn't even notice till watching Kavos cover it and I watched Nerd's first 🤣
I'm glad Azzy is finally getting the support she deserves for no fault of her own. ❤️
Haven't watched yet? Here's the link;
https://youtu.be/LMyKLNeA8SY?si=3cw-U...

1 year ago (edited) | [YT] | 5

𝕾𝖙𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖎𝕷𝖔𝖛𝖊

Just under 3 weeks!

1 year ago | [YT] | 1

𝕾𝖙𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖎𝕷𝖔𝖛𝖊

Well I have a new youtube video coming I never expected; my apartment was flraided by the police, the swat team and the national guard! They were looking for an escaped convict and somehow it turned into my fiancé, our son and myself were missing or potentially kidnapped and both our mom's freaked out and I feel so bad because out of us 3, only I had a phone and it was about dead.
After 8 hours we were finally let back in and apparently we got lucky because the place wasn't too trashed, nothing got stolen and unlike the others in our complex - we didn't lose our windows when they shot the tear gas or rubber bullets so yay for that I guess, lol.
I'll make an actual video once I can find some video from the event to go with what I have. Maybe us being evacuated made the news, lmao I wish I was kisldding.
Hopefully my new sleepy time cereal will help my son and I sleep. We are kinda wired now.

1 year ago (edited) | [YT] | 3

𝕾𝖙𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖎𝕷𝖔𝖛𝖊

I'll be returning sometime this week with a less than stellar life update because I don't know where else to turn. I hope everyone else is doing better than me.

1 year ago | [YT] | 2

𝕾𝖙𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖎𝕷𝖔𝖛𝖊

I planned on recording my first video back yesterday as it was also my son's first day of school but that didn't happen.
Instead my dad was air lifted to Hamot Hospital in Erie, PA after getting pinned by a tree he was cutting down. I could type a lot here but I'm just going to do a video because why not. This is legit the second time my dad has been so stupid but the first time he was fortunate enough to limp home. This time he couldn't. I am mad at my dad because this could have been easily avoided and after the time in 2019/2020 when he broke his right fibula and shattered the webbing of his toes and took 8 months before he could unassisted doing the same fucking thing,, I am quite angry.. I'm honestly a mess of emotions. Did you know 911 doesn't show in your call log like normal phone calls? This first time in my 29 years of life I have ever had to call 911 and I also had to flag down an ambulance. Thankfully my mom was a volunteer for the closest VFD that arrived and knew the paramedics so that's nice. Dad has a compound fracture and his bone was sticking out of his leg. He will be hospitalized until further notice because more surgery is needed but it is too swollen currently for them to do anything. They had to cut his pants and his boot off which I did save the boot a a souvenir because yes my dad definetly will want it. Dad enjoyed his helicopter ride at least; he had never rode in one but always wanted to, just never expected it to be because he's being rushed to surgery. He has rods externally pinned into his bones holding them together so he's unable to move. Mom called off work today and is back with dad right now. My dad will at least have a cellphone after today again since I put it in the bag with his wallet and other essentials he will need while in the hospital.
I don't now when I will be able to see my dad though... Covid is bad where I live and all the hospitals are genuinely at max capacity, so there are restrictions; 1 support person over 18 only and that's my mom. So not only do I not know when I will see my dad but my poor mom has to drive all the way to Erie and back alone because she's the only one of us allowed. I'm stressed to the max.
I'm not taking a longer hiatus though because I think I need the break from personal hell more than ever. I can't promise my first video back won't have me crying but I will have it posted by next week at the latest, my goal is to have it upload while I sleep Friday night/Saturday morning.

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2 years ago (edited) | [YT] | 4

𝕾𝖙𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖎𝕷𝖔𝖛𝖊

Highly recommend, regardless of your gender or sex and yes, they are very much different.
This is something EVERYONE should know because the problem isn't just a sex problem, but a quality of life problem that has a solution; education and treatment access. The ability to seek treatment should be accessible in every facility that offers gynecological services and treatments and should be cojsidered standard practice since is something that affects so many.
Thanks for coming to my TED talk, lol.

2 years ago | [YT] | 2

𝕾𝖙𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖎𝕷𝖔𝖛𝖊

Good evening 🌎 and all who inhabit it!
My life has been really chaotic these last 3ish years and at this point I'm done letting anything stop me from pursuing this channel.
I just wanted to post an update letting anyone interested know I'm working on a bunch of videos right now and once I have a few done I'll begin posting again. I can't say for sure when because I don't want to run into the same issues as before where I'm constantly attempting catch up on made up deadlines. OCD has made this passion project difficult but I'm positive that this is going to be worth it.
Until then, have a good one ✌🏻❤

2 years ago | [YT] | 3

𝕾𝖙𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖎𝕷𝖔𝖛𝖊

Another phenomenal video from ‪@TehMimi‬ about an app I had never heard of. So happy this video was in my notifications as a mom.
Another app to add to the 'Not Allowed" List for my child. If you have kids in your life, please watch. It's truly imperative that we inform ourselves and protect the kids we know because it's obvious this app and the people behind it won't.

2 years ago | [YT] | 1

𝕾𝖙𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖎𝕷𝖔𝖛𝖊

A fantastic deep dive, highly recommend.

2 years ago | [YT] | 1