illneas - Invidious

It was kinda a roller coaster year for me, alternating from lows to highs.
Ending my military duties, moving countries, and starting a master's at TU Delft.

Moving countries was a big reset for me, starting almost everything from scratch.
Life moves fast when everything is new, and looking back, it all feels oddly distant.

This channel somehow survived all the bumps on the road, and I’m genuinely glad I’ve kept sharing parts of my life and, in a way, parts of me here.

I'm always tough on myself, especially during birthdays, which often come disguised as times of reflection.

But lately, I’ve been working on changing my internal dialogue. To not just focus on what needs fixing, but also to acknowledge what I’ve done right.
And whatever we’re doing here is definitely one of the right things.

If you still find yourself following me on the internet after all of this, thank you.
Your presence means more than you probably know.

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illneas

a self-reminder for a path-dependent life

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On that day

I got chased off a graveyard cause I was filming (apparently illegally)
I filmed a dirty cat making a statement that it's not afraid of me
and also filmed a homeless person in Thessaloniki while hiding their identity.

The last shot gave me an ethical dilemma, being an overthinker is a common occurrence...

I used to love this hobby because it gave me space to step back and think critically not only about art but also about responsibility.

Most decisions involve trade-offs, and this one was no different but that day, I decided that communicating my reality honestly mattered more than staying within predefined boundaries.

what do you think? to what extent can art break rules?

https://youtu.be/5S9HNM31XUQ?si=TVyzZ...