I was already missing you before I left. I been missing us for years. Think ima take a train to Chicago.
We won't have to say goodbye if we all go All we need, the Lord will give us All we want, we'll take with us Maybe things will be better in Chicago But seriously, you have to go to Chicago to get to anywhere west. So that means savannah to Washington DC or New York, then to Chicago, then to Seattle, L. A., Denver or flagstaff. I'm hoping to stop at clines corner and camp at that pull off just north of there. And of course two guns Arizona. Cochise stronghold, Got to get a better backpack. Was gonna meet a girl at Lowes today with a nice one to sell me, but dickwad fucked that up. I ain't Making enough money to keep me here. And can't afford to buy tools to do anything but work for someone else. And not sure if I can work a 40 yet. Why I ain't went to Chattanooga. Anyways I'm laying in bed watching apocalypse noW, smoking a bowl and blocking out thoughts so I don't lose my head. If I have to go to new york ima go on up to Maine then the northwest route. Il miss Wyoming and South Dakota but who knows which way the wind blows me.
Damn, you can't understand how much I miss our conversations. No one matches it. I hear the same storys over and over. Nothing relivent, nothing new. Just a spoon in the ass And boat warrantys I'd like to talk about the pope dieing after Vance meets with him. Did he pass the demon to Vance? I mean Vance gonna be prez.... I don't watch Tim pool or crowder or anything at all really. Just music when I can stand it. Mpr but it's shit. I am writing alot though, A page aday about the day, plus thoughts, plans, had to buy a second notebook. Threw my art box away before I left little rock. Kept a few pencils and charcoal but gave them to a guy in Jacksonville Florida. He seems to appreciate them alot. 2 kittens are gone, one still there. I guess the mommy moved them. Hopefully
Lost in the world I left behind. Refuse to catch up to the last runner, when I can stop and just wait till everyone get so far ahead they'll be behind me soon. I'm not playing this game of serpents and adders. The t.v. is laughing at my sneer, As I'm unplugging it.
New feeling unlocked Embrace the absence Remember and appreciate. Time with, and time without... Happiness is best when shared, But there's a lot of sorrow to be felt between the moments of happiness. For better or for worse,
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the ugly truth
I forget so much before I can write it down or record it. Important stuff.
To me
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I took out the signal....
Well at least to one small community.
They dont say call before you paint.
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I was already missing you before I left.
I been missing us for years.
Think ima take a train to Chicago.
We won't have to say goodbye if we all go
All we need, the Lord will give us
All we want, we'll take with us
Maybe things will be better in Chicago
But seriously, you have to go to Chicago to get to anywhere west. So that means savannah to Washington DC or New York, then to Chicago, then to Seattle,
L. A., Denver or flagstaff.
I'm hoping to stop at clines corner and camp at that pull off just north of there.
And of course two guns Arizona.
Cochise stronghold,
Got to get a better backpack. Was gonna meet a girl at Lowes today with a nice one to sell me, but dickwad fucked that up.
I ain't Making enough money to keep me here. And can't afford to buy tools to do anything but work for someone else.
And not sure if I can work a 40 yet.
Why I ain't went to Chattanooga.
Anyways I'm laying in bed watching apocalypse noW, smoking a bowl and blocking out thoughts so I don't lose my head.
If I have to go to new york ima go on up to Maine then the northwest route. Il miss Wyoming and South Dakota but who knows which way the wind blows me.
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My mind needs rest,
I can't handle my thoughts,
I messed up. Again
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Damn, you can't understand how much I miss our conversations.
No one matches it.
I hear the same storys over and over.
Nothing relivent, nothing new.
Just a spoon in the ass
And boat warrantys
I'd like to talk about the pope dieing after Vance meets with him.
Did he pass the demon to Vance?
I mean Vance gonna be prez....
I don't watch Tim pool or crowder or anything at all really. Just music when I can stand it.
Mpr but it's shit.
I am writing alot though,
A page aday about the day, plus thoughts, plans, had to buy a second notebook.
Threw my art box away before I left little rock. Kept a few pencils and charcoal but gave them to a guy in Jacksonville Florida. He seems to appreciate them alot.
2 kittens are gone, one still there. I guess the mommy moved them. Hopefully
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Lost in the world I left behind.
Refuse to catch up to the last runner, when I can stop and just wait till everyone get so far ahead they'll be behind me soon.
I'm not playing this game of serpents and adders.
The t.v. is laughing at my sneer,
As I'm unplugging it.
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New feeling unlocked
Embrace the absence
Remember and appreciate.
Time with, and time without...
Happiness is best when shared,
But there's a lot of sorrow to be felt between the moments of happiness.
For better or for worse,
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I never tried to please anyone, like I did with you.
From social settings, to our personal lives. I just didn't fit.
You whittled me down to kinlin
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Still baking
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I had just said last night, that I'd get another kitty if these strays had a litter. And this morning I heard them
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