heather the Halloween girl 🖤🖤

Oh my God

I can't believe my favorite user is leaving YouTube 😭

2025 has been the worst year ever with celebrities passing away and my friends quitting YouTube

And now SMG4 one of my favorite childhood users are now quitting

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heather the Halloween girl 🖤🖤

Feeling sad again

Not guilt tripping anyone

I haven't been in the right head space either

I have been feeling burnt out as well

My mental issues hasn't been the best either

That's how I feel at this point in the year


If you guys don't know I have autism and it triggers different emotions in me

Whenever I do sub seasons or if I get eliminated my anger gets triggered by eliminations or being called a threat

This year has been really rough for me I was kicked out of sister's house I lost my mamaw I was kicked out of a bunch of sub seasons and I lost a bunch of my friends too

And 2025 has been the worst year of my life

And my mental health has been shitty all year long

And I already partied ways with Caleb and Jake for getting me into this mess

And I also cut ties with Amy and Amanda and Leah for not being good friends to me

And I am no longer friends with Benji or venomous either for everything that happened this year

And I don't know if I want to stay in the community much longer

More of my friends have already left the community

And I have been feeling burnt out depressed sad all the time

I have been quiet as well I haven't been active as I used to be because of my mental health and not feeling like myself

And I'm really sorry for not responding to anyone else as well

I'm not guilt tripping people anymore but myself

I hope you guys understand how rough it has been lately

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heather the Halloween girl 🖤🖤

Vent/rant I meant to post it last night but verification wouldn't let me

So to be completely honest I'm getting tired of the drama that's been going on in the community

I am completely mad and really sad because every time I joined a sub season it automatically gets delayed or canceled

I was in mystics sub season and I was playing Ella and then all of a sudden a few of my former friends decided to cause drama and now he has quit his sub season thanks to a certain someone I don't want to mention

Well I am calling out hawk for his behavior for what he did last night and causing the sub season to get canceled

At this point I might leave the community at the end of the year because I'm getting sick and tired of Hawk driving my friends and making them quit and one of them ended up quitting because of him

Honestly I'm going to continue doing sub seasons idk for how long although it is an unhealthy obsession for me to join constantly

But at this point the community is making sad anger pissed and very aggravated

I also did cut ties with Amy and Amanda and Leah for not accepting me they weren't really good friends to me either but they continue to follow me into sub seasons and also try to ruin my reputation I already got kicked out of multiple sub seasons because of the things that happened on discord and I no longer interact with them since they did a lot of bad things to me months ago

But I do want to apologize to ‪@Cosmos_Editz‬ of course for the drama that happened last night although I didn't do anything wrong mystic if you do decide to redo your sub season and please don't include my former friends anymore I'm really sorry for what hawk and my other friends did to you last night I really hope you consider redoing your sub season I really don't want you to leave the community because I'm sad that I couldn't continue my story with Ella I hope you reconsider your decision and kick my former friends out because they always cause drama in sub seasons

Honestly I'm just really mad that the drama in the community has escalated although I don't get involved anymore it still hurts and I feel really bad for mystic having to cancel his season because of my former friends I remember in the past he had to take a break because of two of them that trying to get me kicked out

And I don't want to call any of my current friends out but I am just calling out the behavior of my former friends that did that last night

I also want to apologize for not realizing what was going on

I am now really disappointed in Hawk for his actions for what he did last night

I am standing up for ‪@Cosmos_Editz‬ myself as well and I am going to stand up for my friends that are getting bullied or hated on

And I will do everything in my power to make sure no More drama occurs in the community

It just really hurts that now one of my friends want to leave the community because of drama

I might do the same thing at the end of the year I really don't want to but the way things have been for me because of my anger issues

And nobody understands I am autistic myself because when I get eliminated in sub seasons it triggers my anger so bad to the point that I swear and stuff like that

Honestly how I really feel about the community at this point has really aggravated me

And I am also tagging ‪@tjmcdermott2665‬ and ‪@AlolaMasked‬ because I know they were trying to help me and mystic out

But at this point I might stay in the community unless more things happen

I am just more sad and angry because the sub seasons keep getting canceled because of drama

I am just voicing out my real opinion and my thoughts and everything because a lot has been in my head since last night

And hopefully things will be better

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