Taylor Nicole Dean

New video is up now! Introducing my new frog and showcasing how horrible he is at jumping!!! (or moving…or existing at all really)

https://youtu.be/DtjmkTGbmQE?si=OyuVn...

I also just wanted to already say thank you so much to anyone who swings by to watch the new videos when they come :) I’ve mentioned this before, but I feel like many core components of my personality have really begun to come back to me lately- parts that I was SURE I had lost for good- and it’s really making recording SO much more enjoyable again. Even just in these last few weeks alone I’ve noticed so many new positive changes for me. the longer I stay sober and continue to work on my wellbeing, the more i continue to find who I am once again.

hopefully these parts of me will begin to shine through my videos again as I continue to share new things. I don’t feel so empty anymore, there actually feels like there’s someone behind my eyes again. It’ll only keep getting easier to film more and more often. ❤️

Anyways, thanks so much to those who have watched with kindness and empathy and patience over the years, even when I surely didn’t make it the easiest thing to do. I continued to pop back up and make empty promises about being back, only to disappear and spiral more, then pop back up and repeat over and over. I know I reached a very low place and was very unstable and kept coming back online when I genuinely should’ve just remained off and made sure I began to heal first, I was just extremely unwell and couldn’t see just how much work I truly had ahead of me at the time. So I really am grateful to everyone for being interested at all in anything I now share after everything. things are looking so good now ❤ it’s only going to get better from here. One year and 6 months sober! thank you for everything and I hope anyone who reads this is doing well 🥹 know that you are never hopeless or too far gone, you’re stronger than you know.

Hope y’all enjoy the lil frog video for now 💚🐸

1 year ago (edited) | [YT] | 646

Taylor Nicole Dean

Hey guys, I'm starting to use my 2nd channel again for more fun personal things, and discussions about addiction. I posted my first video in about a year today on there where I discuss my journey in rehab, and a realistic look inside drug and alcohol rehabilitation centers. This is a story I haven't told anywhere else yet and think it can really help anyone curious on what rehab is like!!!

5 years ago | [YT] | 408

Taylor Nicole Dean

New video has been spontaneously posted! just a kinda laid back random one, but just wanted to keep my weekly consistency going for you guys even if it is a simple video. Working on something for week already! Love you guys!!!

5 years ago | [YT] | 193

Taylor Nicole Dean

New video posting within the hour. This video was extremely hard to film and goes over the last two years of my life in an extremely personal way, discussing everything that happened and why everything changed for me. I hope you understand why I found it necessary to make such a long in-depth video, and can look over the emotional parts and not get too annoyed by me lol. I love you guys so much, it'll be live as soon as it's been processed to be in HD.

5 years ago | [YT] | 5,736

Taylor Nicole Dean

Make sure to tune in to the premiere of my next video at 4pm central time!! I LOVED how this one turned out and it’s absolutely ridiculous lmao. I really hope u all like it as much as I do 🧀❤️ https://youtu.be/5jaiqkzc8Eg

6 years ago | [YT] | 1,435