Jay Monserrate

Hi soul family — I haven’t been posting much lately because I’m deep in a creation phase.
I’m working on something transformative that requires me to stay private until the official pieces are in place.
Legally, I can’t say too much yet — but know that everything is aligning.
The silence isn’t a retreat, it’s preparation.
Thank you for your patience, your energy, and your loyalty.
When I return, it will make sense.

<3 ~Jay~

1 month ago | [YT] | 8

Jay Monserrate

Today, I thought a lot about everything that’s happened—the pain, the lessons, and the people who’ve shown up for me in ways I didn’t expect.

For a while, I felt like I was standing alone. But looking closer, I realized I’m not. I do have support—real, solid support—from people who believe in me, remind me who I am, and help me keep going when things get heavy.

It’s easy to focus on who hurt you or who doesn’t see your truth, but gratitude changes everything. I’m thankful for the ones who stayed, the ones who checked in quietly, the ones who prayed for me, and even the ones who taught me boundaries.

I may have lost a lot, but I’ve gained perspective, strength, and love that’s real. I’m learning that healing isn’t about proving anything to anyone—it’s about recognizing the blessings already around you.

So thank you—to my true supporters, my friends, my family, and the ones who believe in second chances. I see you. I appreciate you. And I’m moving forward with grace.

~Jay~

1 month ago | [YT] | 16

Jay Monserrate

You know what’s crazy? Sometimes I listen to everything that’s being said and I can’t help but think — I wish I had the kind of support other people seem to have.

I’ve never taken money from anyone, never begged, even after losing so much and having to start my life over completely on my own. I don’t do drugs. I don’t destroy people. I’ve always provided for my child and tried to do the right thing, even when I was hurting.

I’ve been called names, lied about, and torn apart for simply defending myself. And still, I helped when I didn’t have to — even people who hurt me. I gave when I was empty, because I believed doing what’s right matters more than being right.

Just because I write funny songs or laugh things off doesn’t mean I’m not deeply hurting. People say “check on your happy friends” — well, I’m that friend. I’ve dealt with harassment, fear, and pain just for loving the wrong people and trying to see the good in them.

It’s common for survivors of abuse to end up in similar cycles; that doesn’t make us weak — it makes us human, still learning, still healing. I’m not asking for sympathy. I just want people to see that growth doesn’t erase the scars, and sometimes the ones smiling are the ones surviving the hardest battles.

~Jay~

1 month ago | [YT] | 15

Jay Monserrate

I’ve seen some things being said about me online that just aren’t true. I know I’ve had my share of drama in the past, but I’m not interested in living there anymore. I’ve been putting my energy into healing, building, and moving forward.

To clarify — I haven’t stolen from anyone, and no one else has funded my work. Everything I’ve been creating has come from my own time, effort, and dedication.

I’m aware of what’s being said, but I’m choosing peace over chaos this time. I’m focused on growth, real projects, and the people who’ve supported me through it all.

Thanks to everyone who continues to believe in honesty and progress — that’s where my focus is staying.

— Jasmine

1 month ago | [YT] | 13

Jay Monserrate

🙏🏼❤️

1 month ago | [YT] | 4

Jay Monserrate

I watched this with my daughter last night and I’m absolutely obsessed if you can read between the lines this movie is about a phenomenon that is currently occurring if you have the frequency you already know 💛

1 month ago | [YT] | 4

Jay Monserrate

To my friend with the freaky long fingers thank you for teaching me the things you did about audio graphic design marketing thank you for teaching me everything making me more self aware then I was and helping me learn how to regulate my emotions and discipline my self more I know you don’t do it for thank yous but I thank you and I love you even if you gave me massive migraines it was worth it and I’m sorry for being a pain in the butt my self I’m sending you the most gratitude 🙏🏼 I think about you everyday while I’m working

1 month ago | [YT] | 4

Jay Monserrate

Happy Birthday to the biggest pain in the ass I appreciate you 🙄 I’m gonna celebrate with a marathon of Hunter × Hunter 💛

2 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 3

Jay Monserrate

Mood

3 months ago | [YT] | 6

Jay Monserrate

Psalm 105:14-15

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