⭐BlackStarShine⭐

I'm dumb...I'm so dumb, SO SO DUMB, I know when the time comes (?)

2 hours ago | [YT] | 1

⭐BlackStarShine⭐

When the 6 hour stream comes, you guys can recommend what games I can play online, or if I decide to draw on PC what stuff I should draw, or if I should sing something live, or edit videos live, watch videos and so on, basically recommend me anything because when the time comes I'll do lots of stuff as I said, due to the fact how long the stream would be

(Also when the stream is gonna reach the end we are gonna play the song that goes like "IT'S THE FINAL COUNTDOWN" since it will fit)

2 hours ago | [YT] | 1

⭐BlackStarShine⭐

Just know if I ever do a 6 hour stream then I got the day of when I will meet...HIM

3 hours ago | [YT] | 0

⭐BlackStarShine⭐

TAWOG Anton = South Park Kenny

9 hours ago | [YT] | 4

⭐BlackStarShine⭐

I always wonder if [REDACTED] was responding to my statuses, all the hints I keep giving...
HaHAha, to keep my mind busy, and to pass my time, I was drawing random Yokai Watch characters digitally, I didn't finish the drawings yet, and I was listening to a song that goes like "IT'S THE FINAL COUNTDOWN", that song will be really useful when the day comes, speaking of songs, I hate how I am relating to the song "Wasted Summers" currently because I know it's corny











Just a little more

1 day ago | [YT] | 5

⭐BlackStarShine⭐

You guys liking this ARG thing I'm going for so far?

1 day ago | [YT] | 0

⭐BlackStarShine⭐

It's my fault I'm not being patient, maybe if I was patient enough I would know when the time will come, I tried to give hints in my statuses on some app, only to end up putting lyrics on a random song I am starting to relate to with my current situation

I wonder how I am still close with someone even after the way I acted back in March and April

1 day ago | [YT] | 2

⭐BlackStarShine⭐

There was a point, somewhere between the blur of late nights and calendar scrolling, where I went on a crisis, not loudly, not all at once, just a quiet rupture, the kind that starts as a tremor and ends in silence you can’t explain, I kept flipping between timelines, asking questions I couldn’t voice out loud: June or August? Days blurred into a prelude I couldn’t place, a script missing its page numbers, I wasn't doing good, I wasn’t in the moment, I was orbiting...stuff, haunted by the weight of something unscheduled but inevitable, the worst part? I didn’t know what version of me would be standing when the moment finally arrived, and maybe that’s what broke me, not fear, not excitement, just…the unbearable pause between knowing it’s coming, and not knowing when, I became a glitch in my own lore, a corrupted save file, replaying the same countdown with different endings in my head, and every day since then, I’ve been rewriting myself, waiting for the correct date to make sense of who I am again

HahaHAha, am I gonna act like this until...HE finally comes to visit me? Maybe, I wish politics weren't so corrupt for countries so I could go instead but, at least I'll meet him, maybe that's why I am going slowly insane aswell, I spent passing my time by drawing some 2 characters, man I really love the colors blue and green, I know that's random to say but whatever

I feel so tired, just a little more

1 day ago | [YT] | 1

⭐BlackStarShine⭐

Whose school year starts in June?? Mine just ENDED (mine starts again in September), like I get August, July aswell somehow, but school starting in JUNE? I am confused with different country school systems

2 days ago | [YT] | 5

⭐BlackStarShine⭐

June or August, June or August, June or August, I'M LOSING MY MIND, IT'S EITHER BETWEEN THOSE MONTHS SOME IMPORTANT PART OF MY LORE WILL HAPPEN, JUST WHEN IS THE QUESTION, (in a good way) I'M ACTUALLY GONNA GO INSANE, I HAVE BEEN GRINDING RANDOM STUFF TO PASS MY TIME, I HAVE BEEN BINGE WATCHING THE YOKAI WATCH ANIME SLOWLY, HOW MUCH DAYS IS THERE LEFT, HOW MUCH??

2 days ago | [YT] | 3