SMOKE AND MIRRORS



SMOKE AND MIRRORS

SO many students in my class do presentations so well. Then there is me with my flat, monotone, one-note voice who really tries. I try to make myself a lot less nervous and keep myself words steady but overall I just come off as boring and/or plain.

2 hours ago | [YT] | 0

SMOKE AND MIRRORS

My sister did it again!! Drawing my characters in her artstyle. This morning she drew Scarlet Rose Cresta and coloured it too. I really like how the hair looks.

Picture one is my sisters Drawing. Picture two is the characters design.

1 day ago | [YT] | 4

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STORY FACTS, because Im bored and felt like sharing

Fun fact : the story I am writing called "The Electrical S.W.I.F.T" takes place in 2017.

Funny thing is that this doesn't really have much to do with the story. The reason why I set it in 2017 is just because that was the year I started to realise I love writing and S.W.I.F.T is the first idea for a story I had. To think in the past I had many but they all never stuck around (until 2023 and 2024 where I got other good ideas)

Another little fact is that Oken Piston was born in 1987 and his sister Julia Piston was born in 1994. That means in the story Oken is 30 and Julia is 23

If you know these two characters what did you think their ages were before I said it?

2 days ago | [YT] | 2

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In class today we were drawing side profiles and my teacher said that females have smoother foreheads and males have protruding foreheads. She then said that everyone in my class had a pretty flat forehead and followed that up by saying that I am the student with the most protruding forehead. 🙃

5 days ago | [YT] | 1

SMOKE AND MIRRORS

I wonder where ‪@peistar‬ is.

She is probably making video after video to post on a constant schedule but I randomly remembered this again out of nowhere and thought. "It's been a long time.."

1 week ago | [YT] | 2

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Julia Pistons muscles
(Are her arms too awkward?)

1 week ago | [YT] | 2

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In my newest short "Meet Hydroga" my voice was NOT in optimal condition and I apologise if it makes your ears bleed 😬 but then again, my voice was always kind of flat..

1 week ago (edited) | [YT] | 2

SMOKE AND MIRRORS

Working on a new profile picture because .. I'm bored

You see whenever I am drained/exhausted and on the verge of a burnout I tend to just.. do random stuff related to what I like to try and keep myself in the groove.. I am so tired and discouraged and Im sorry if I sound like a broken record but if you have been here and are still with me. Thank you ❤️ I gotta say this kind of emotional stuff happens to me a lot!

Maybe I'm unlucky. Maybe I am a sketch who wants to skip right to the part where it is a painting at a museum being admired by millions. I used to say in 2024 that I am like a laptop trying to be a supercomputer because that is how inadequate I felt compared to everyone and everything else. Im sorry if things have been vent post after vent post but this is the first time in a long time where I actually have people who will hear me!

1 week ago (edited) | [YT] | 4

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I just came home from school and my sister showed me this drawing she did of Uzi from murder drones. She has gotten a lot better since last year.

( ‪@user-y7o4c‬ )

1 week ago | [YT] | 2

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I have nightmares related to public transport and getting scolded for some reason ..

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 1