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In life, the only time you'll fail is not when you fall, it's when you refuse to get back up. πŸ›‘οΈπŸ—‘οΈ

I make videos about Drum Pad Machine, Groovepad, Drum Pads 24, my vacations, my life, life lessons, trends and more. I also wish to spread positivity and awareness, and make others' lives better.

Please subscribe to my channel and have a good day. ;)

Name: Jing Xuan
Country: Malaysia πŸ‡²πŸ‡Ύ
Culture: Chinese πŸ‘²
Race (current): Tan πŸ–πŸΌ (Been tanning my skin lately)
Religion: Buddhism ☸️, Christianity ✝️ (little bit)
Age: 15
Birthday: May 18, 2010
Zodiac: Taurus ♉
Chinese Zodiac: Tiger 🐯
Languages I speak: English, Chinese, Malay, Hindi (little bit)
Personality: Kind, disciplined, humorous, emotional, hotheaded

Favorite stuff:
Music genre: Dubstep πŸ”ŠπŸ’₯πŸ”₯
Color: Blue πŸ’™
User: James The Amazing Wand 🌟
Fictional characters: Smiling Critters πŸ’œπŸ§‘πŸ’™πŸ’›β€οΈπŸ’–πŸ€πŸ’š
Food: Sushi 🍣
Spicy food?: Yes 🌢️πŸ”₯

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1.2K subscribers


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Anything but return Roblox Chat πŸ’”πŸ₯€

1 hour ago | [YT] | 0

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You guys, I need to tell you something important...

Remember the post when I said I'm a chosen one? Well, the reason why life has been quite heavy for me is because I'm about to enter something that God has created for me.

You see, everyone keeps looking down on me, I felt hopeless, everytime I prayed to God, my prayers seem rejected. But in reality, God heard my prayers, and God is preparing and molding me to enter a new era of my life, where no one can deny me, all doors I never walked through will open and I will smile with genuine happiness.

So for that, I have written a declaration for the liberation of my spirit:

I release the old season, I embrace the new season.
I let go of my past, I embrace my future.
I move on from the darkness, I move towards the light.
In the almighty name and power of God, I revolutionize the life I once lived.
Instead of being looked down on, I demand respect.
Instead of denial, I demand acceptance and acknowledgement.
Instead of being shallow, I remain preserved.
Instead of seeking excuses, I seek discipline.
I don't pursue success and popularity, I pursue personal growth and purpose.
My fears, emotions and worries have no power over me.
God has plans and assignments for me, and I will accept them with my heart whole and open.
God shall bless me with miracles, fortune and peace.
God shall help me through the fires and darkness I will face.
God shall redirect me to my assigned path.
This is not just for today, tomorrow or throughout the year, this is for eternal.
This won't happen tomorrow, next week or next year, this happens now.
Instead of confusion, there will be clarity.
Instead of smiling with force, I will smile genuinely.
Instead of just surviving, I will be thriving and healing.
The darkness knew the works of God to make me rise, and tried to disrupt God's works and plans.
But that doesn't stop me from breaking my chains.
I will rise and show the world who I really am.
I will take every last opportunity I can get my hands on.
And I will live my life with genuine peace and happiness.

12 hours ago | [YT] | 7

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Hey guys. I'm back from my CNY vacation. It was memorable, from receiving angpau's, to Lou Sang with my relatives, CNY is a tradition and holiday worth celebrating.

1 day ago | [YT] | 7

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POV: You cried in front of the Beasts

Shadow Milk: *laughs* Aww, look at you, getting all soft on the inside! Such a sight to behold!

Eternal Sugar: Oh, my sweet darling...there's no need for tears, let me take you to my Garden of Delights to lighten up your mood.

Mystic Flour: Embrace apathy, and all your pain and sorrows shall vanish into thin air.

Burning Spice: Ugh, I can't deal with crybabies like you, so annoying!

Silent Salt: *He hardly cares, he just stands there watching you cry.*

1 day ago (edited) | [YT] | 7

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Here's your daily dose of Eternal Sugar Cookie

1 day ago | [YT] | 7

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POV: You hug more CRK Cookies

Marshmallow Bunny: *giggles* I have never received a hug as big as yours!

Lemon Cookie: Hey! Don't get too close, unless if you wanna get zapped.

Milky Way: I appreciate the kind gesture, but I need to get back to work now.

Pumpkin Pie: Aww, how sweet! Can Pompom have one too?

Rockstar Cookie: Woah! Looks like I got myself a loyal fan!

2 days ago | [YT] | 10

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So guys, besides my life goals being getting good grades, gaining more subs on my YT channel, pursuing my ambition and just look after myself, another one of my life goals is to seek freedom.

In case you didn't get what I mean, I want to be an independent person, away from my parents. For all these years until how, I've been living with my parents, and I'm unsatisfied with that. I want a life where NO ONE has eyes on me, not even the people who have birth to me. That way, I am able to do whatever I want to do without being watched or judged.

Don't get me wrong, I still love my parents like I always do. But freedom is calling out to me, and I am starting my journey to break free from my parents' reach. Once I achieved freedom, a new identity and a new life will be formed.

3 days ago | [YT] | 7

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Bottom: It says I'm offline.

Top right: I have mobile data on.

Google do be tweakin' every now and then.

3 days ago (edited) | [YT] | 7

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Ranking my childhood shows (Part 2):

Puppy Dog Pals: 8/10, it's not bad, though I don't pay much attention to this show.

PJ Masks: 10/10, who doesn't love watching superheroes saving the day as a kid?

Vampirina: 8/10, this show does help me get over my fear of creepy stuff.

Max and Ruby: 9/10, it was entertaining, I don't have much to say.

Peppa Pig: 7/10, it's fine, but I'd rather have Bluey as part of my childhood instead.

Team Umizoomi: 9/10, basic geometry and maths is no tough feat after watching this.

Wonder Pets: 8/10, despite only taking up a small part of my childhood, it was a memory to remember.

Teletubbies: 8/10, it's one of those shows that you enjoy watching when you're young, but doesn't sit right with you as you age.

Andy's Adventures: 9/10, whether it's the Prehistoric, Safari or Dinosaur series, this show was a legend.

Swashbuckle: 10/10, is there anything more thrilling than watching a pirate-themed game show?

3 days ago (edited) | [YT] | 8