"I don't care if people think you'll get out early, I really hope you go far"
12 Episodes later...
I know I was a bit late for 6-11, but I feel like I need to get started with Part 3 as soon as Possible. But I'll wait until tomarrow, I'm still healing from what happened in Episode 12...
So I had a question I wanted to ask but never got to. If I did a Part 3 of the My Thoughts on The Carnival of Chaos Cast. Should I skip over characters that I either have no changed opinions on and just make brief?
I've been thinking about something for a bit, and I just want to get this off of my chest.
If you know me, you know I give questions about videos you guys wanted to see, and I end up not doing it. I do feel sorry about lying all the time like this, But I do need to mention, It's not that I'm lazy with making anything, But more so that I've been really busy either doing my own thing or just helping either my family or friends. Now there's nothing wrong with helping out those you like, everyone appreciates the help one can give. But within the online world, I just think "Why do I keep distracting myself from my own channel? I promise so much but the slightest thing that sets me off just makes all of that seem pointless.."
And this has come into mind a lot more when I realize Capcut/TikTok has an extension from it's ban in 90 Days, which the only thing I make from this extension stuff was just the 1 Disventure Camp vid I did. The rest of it however.. was videos that J (my friend who wishes to remain anonymous) wanted me to make for their series. I won't lie, I really feel drained out from all of this, and it's not just a one time thing, it's like an entire year that I've done this kind of thing. (I know I'm complaining, I'm apologize for that)
I also feel like sometimes I rely too much on you guys for choices on this channel. WHICH IS NOT A BAD THING Do not take it as me being rude to you guys. But I do feel like every time I make a video on something that I like nobody watches, but anytime I make a video that everyone likes that gets more attention than a video I make that's something that I like, I feel like I don't have control on my own channel and feel like a puppet.
So I want to make something very clear for something I want to do for now on to Improve myself. While relying on you guys is a good thing, I won't do it too much. You guys are the best and I will not take that away from you, But if I feel like I'm being too insecure of my own channel, you gotta tell me if I am. Another thing I want to say is that I want to try and focus more on making stuff for my channel than anywhere else. I've been trying to Improve myself since 2 years ago and this has been the one thing that I've been struggling the most to deal with.
So yeah, that's all that I wanted to say in terms of what the next set of this year is gonna be like. Again, this is in no mean any hate towards you guys. Y'all are understanding being and even if your a newcomer or someone who's been around the channel, thank you for watching my stuff. As for what I want to make next, I'm not too sure. But I definably want to branch out a bit from the usual stuff. Maybe some gaming related content? Reactions? Eh, I guess I'll go wherever my mind takes me. Until we meet again for another post or video. Peace <3
So it's been awhile since the Disventure Camp Season 4 Cast vid, and I'm planning on going back to go over how I now feel about them within Episodes 1-3 (Possibly 4)
But! Before I do that, which generation of the Disventure Camp Cast do you want to see my thoughts on? (Both will have some people be composite to their All-Star counterparts)
DevenaComet
While I'm working on the script for MTONDCS4C (6-12), I got a little something I want to do For Fun that I already got some stuff done for.
Stay tune for what's to come, a new series will await for you soon ;)
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DevenaComet
"I don't care if people think you'll get out early, I really hope you go far"
12 Episodes later...
I know I was a bit late for 6-11, but I feel like I need to get started with Part 3 as soon as Possible. But I'll wait until tomarrow, I'm still healing from what happened in Episode 12...
1 week ago | [YT] | 1
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DevenaComet
Forget what I said about last post, you're getting my thoughts on the cast rn!
Check out the latest episode :)
1 month ago | [YT] | 1
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DevenaComet
Soooo normally I would start planning out the "My thoughts on the DCS4 Cast [As of Episode 10], but...
Y'all wouldn't mind if we can wait for 1 more episode for that part 3 vid?
(Cause if you know what happened at the end of Episode 10, you know)
1 month ago | [YT] | 2
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DevenaComet
You thought it was over? Think again...
1 month ago | [YT] | 3
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DevenaComet
So I had a question I wanted to ask but never got to. If I did a Part 3 of the My Thoughts on The Carnival of Chaos Cast. Should I skip over characters that I either have no changed opinions on and just make brief?
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DevenaComet
I've been thinking about something for a bit, and I just want to get this off of my chest.
If you know me, you know I give questions about videos you guys wanted to see, and I end up not doing it. I do feel sorry about lying all the time like this, But I do need to mention, It's not that I'm lazy with making anything, But more so that I've been really busy either doing my own thing or just helping either my family or friends. Now there's nothing wrong with helping out those you like, everyone appreciates the help one can give. But within the online world, I just think "Why do I keep distracting myself from my own channel? I promise so much but the slightest thing that sets me off just makes all of that seem pointless.."
And this has come into mind a lot more when I realize Capcut/TikTok has an extension from it's ban in 90 Days, which the only thing I make from this extension stuff was just the 1 Disventure Camp vid I did. The rest of it however.. was videos that J (my friend who wishes to remain anonymous) wanted me to make for their series. I won't lie, I really feel drained out from all of this, and it's not just a one time thing, it's like an entire year that I've done this kind of thing. (I know I'm complaining, I'm apologize for that)
I also feel like sometimes I rely too much on you guys for choices on this channel. WHICH IS NOT A BAD THING Do not take it as me being rude to you guys. But I do feel like every time I make a video on something that I like nobody watches, but anytime I make a video that everyone likes that gets more attention than a video I make that's something that I like, I feel like I don't have control on my own channel and feel like a puppet.
So I want to make something very clear for something I want to do for now on to Improve myself. While relying on you guys is a good thing, I won't do it too much. You guys are the best and I will not take that away from you, But if I feel like I'm being too insecure of my own channel, you gotta tell me if I am. Another thing I want to say is that I want to try and focus more on making stuff for my channel than anywhere else. I've been trying to Improve myself since 2 years ago and this has been the one thing that I've been struggling the most to deal with.
So yeah, that's all that I wanted to say in terms of what the next set of this year is gonna be like. Again, this is in no mean any hate towards you guys. Y'all are understanding being and even if your a newcomer or someone who's been around the channel, thank you for watching my stuff. As for what I want to make next, I'm not too sure. But I definably want to branch out a bit from the usual stuff. Maybe some gaming related content? Reactions? Eh, I guess I'll go wherever my mind takes me. Until we meet again for another post or video. Peace <3
2 months ago | [YT] | 2
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DevenaComet
So Community Posts are just called post Now?
This is definitely something that I'm gonna have to get used too :/
2 months ago | [YT] | 3
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DevenaComet
Welp... R.I.P to CapCut
(I do at least have an APK on Phone so I should be good but it's such a shame that this is happening...)
(And TikTok too but I don't really use it)
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DevenaComet
So it's been awhile since the Disventure Camp Season 4 Cast vid, and I'm planning on going back to go over how I now feel about them within Episodes 1-3 (Possibly 4)
But! Before I do that, which generation of the Disventure Camp Cast do you want to see my thoughts on? (Both will have some people be composite to their All-Star counterparts)
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