disregard lol i dont want my haters to find me so iv effectively given up this channel


FromCellar

i want to cease existence por favor ik nobody cares but still i wanna bish about it

2 months ago | [YT] | 0

FromCellar

rly wanting to become a tree ornament rn ik nobody cares but thought id vent to the void regardless

2 months ago | [YT] | 0

FromCellar

wantin to unal1v3 myself "in minecraft" rn

well honestly the whole entire past year or so lol can't even talk about it without getting a guidelines slaponthewrist

not that anyone cares. feels good to cry to the void anyway

2 months ago | [YT] | 0

FromCellar

just uploaded my first real videos πŸ‘‰πŸ»πŸ‘ˆπŸ» am i a real youtuber now

2 months ago | [YT] | 0

FromCellar

just scheduled my first big girl upload πŸ‘‰πŸ‘ˆ

2 months ago | [YT] | 0

FromCellar

still very not sleeping at all lol help

2 months ago | [YT] | 0

FromCellar

the saga continues: dont be impulsive like me πŸ˜… dont wreck ur sleep schedule to try to 'improve' it lol. just make tiny incremental changes to get it to where u wanna be. cuz iv pretty much been out of commission for almost 2 weeks lmao and havent really worked on anything because of how dead my brain is rn

2 months ago | [YT] | 0

FromCellar

absolutely ruined my sleep schedule in order to fix it lol so iv had very little energy the past week it feels like. dont think its gonna be fixed tho, i may end up sinking back into what it was

thats not to say that i dont have enuf energy to make vids. i dont lol but thats not the reasonn. im gonna stick with my plan of droppin multiple videos at the same time

2 months ago | [YT] | 0

FromCellar

probably gonna sacrifice having a vid up this week to have multiple up next week, so that if people discover those videos then theyll have more relevant things to watch if theyr interestedπŸ˜…

especially since my first uploaded videos were not exactly the bag that i wanna deliver the most, just had some forced discipline n thats the reason that i put those up first pretty much. break that surface tension yknow

2 months ago | [YT] | 0

FromCellar

me when its 20Β° and the whole town was having its annual unscripted multiple hour power outage

2 months ago | [YT] | 0