So in something of a departure from what I normally post on this channel, I just dropped a teaser trailer, not for an anime hole video, or a game review or anything. But rather for a map pack (mini campaign) I'm currently making for a game called Intravenous 2.
For the past year I've been in a creatively bankrupt state of mind, but ironically, a video game is what gets me to come back to being a creative person again. Creativity strikes from the weirdest and unexpected places.
Give the trailer a watch, and if this interests you at all, consider supporting @ExplosiveSquatGames by getting yourself a copy of IV2, especially if you are into stealth games.
But instead of leaving a post with sweet nothings in your ear, I at least wanted to shout out another channel I discovered last night on Halloween. A fledgling channel by the name of Mage made an excellent video on the Sweet Home (Famicom) game, that I thoroughly got a kick out of, and if you are into horror, especially horror video games, I strongly recommend the video.
If you do, and you enjoy the video, give him some support, possibly a sub, and let him know Axecept sent ya.
Hey guys, Ozzy here. I know, long time, no post, no video, no stream.
I want to use this community post to clear some things up on where my head is at right now at the moment. (If you want the TLDR version of this post, just head to the bottom of this post for the cliffnotes version)
As you guys may know, awhile ago I did some production streams for the next anime hole video I was/am working on, and while I did finish the notes, as well as started production on the script, things have definitely stalled, and you could probably tell by the long amount of time that has gone on with me not really saying anything.
So what happened? The short answer…life happened. The longer answer? Well about a month and a half ago I quit my job at the Dog Daycare I was working at because the job while I didn’t hate it, just didn’t give me enough freedom or time outside of work to feel motivated to work on anything related to YouTube or any of my creative ventures, as a result I had to find another job, which took way-WAY longer than I thought it would, which put me in some financial stress and even thought I may be evicted from where I was living at…thankfully that didn’t happen, and my financials are recovering but I’m not completely out of the hole just yet, so I’m definitely prioritizing getting that side of things resolved.
Also about 2 weeks ago, my dog passed away…needless to say I was pretty broken up about it and depressed, and needed time to heal, which obviously took time away from focusing on this channel in general. I’m doing better now, but with all the things that stacked on top of me and the amount of stress I’ve been dealing with, It really has taken a toll on my motivation to think about or even work on videos.
So what does this all mean? Am I quitting? No. I still love making videos, and I want to get back to resuming work on the projects I’ve sidelined. That being said I do want to make some changes, as all the things that have happened in recent months has made me reflect on the things I really want to do.
First off, one of the things I need to change is my approach to producing videos. For the longest time I’ve simply worked on videos when I felt like, but as I’ve grown older I’ve noticed this has been a more and more detrimental way to how I end up producing content, so, I’ve decided to make a schedule for myself to not only keep myself accountable, but also to allot myself time to do other things I’ve wanted to get back into like making art again and possibly even music in a very structured way. In the long run, I think this will be beneficial for me (and by extension you guys).
It may take me some time to get back in the swing of things, as I do want to take things slowly and steady, and to shake off the rust I’ve accumulated over the months, but I will get back to making videos I promise.
If you read this whole post, thank you for your patience, and I appreciate you guys. I will see you soon.
*TLDR: Personal life shit happened, my dog died, quit my last job, struggled to find another job, struggled with depression which took a toll on my motivation to make videos, and been dealing with financial issues, and I needed time to recover from shit that arose in my life…adulting. I will be back sometime in the near future.
Yo guys, Axecept here, I know it's been a bit quiet. Went through a lot of stuff during the holidays dealing with over 100 dogs a night at our doggy daycare that I work at, so it took quite a lot out of me, but I hope your holiday season was good, and hopefully had a good new years celebration.
That said I do got some good news. I finally finished the notes for the next Anime Hole video on Garzey's Wing. So now it's time to work on the script. Gotta do some research, pre-production sourcing of video and images and audio, as well as to record the on camera segments after the fact. But I'm hoping to be done with this either by the end of the month, or by early next month...no promises though, as things can easily change with how busy my life has been the past couple of months, but when it's done, you guys will be the first to know.
Yo guys, not sure if you saw it, but I'm going live with a livestream today at 5PM (PST)! Gonna be playing some World of Horror, which recently came out of early access.
Come on by in an hour, bring some popcorn, a beer (or a coke), and hang out! Can't wait to see you guys.
Yo guys, it's ya boi, Axecept, and just letting you guys know, I have (been) moved in officially to my new pad since the first.
I know I've been a little quiet on this front, but that was because I didn't have a great internet connection up until now. I just got an ethernet adapter to plug directly to the internet at this place, and now I have much MUCH faster speeds than I used to, and considering I'm hooked in directly to the internet, it should make even doing streams more consistent.
Speaking of tech shit as well, I also decided to make an investment and decided to purchase a new graphics card for my computer, which should be showing up tomorrow. (For those who are curious, I purchased a AMD 6700XT) So that should make not only editing my videos much more faster and buttery smooth, but should also help carry the load when I decide to stream.
Still got some boxes and stuff to unpack, but the place is coming along.
Might do an impromptu stream tonight around 3 or 4pm (pst) this evening. See you guys soon.
Yo guys, it's me, ya Boi, Ozzy. Since my last update video I mentioned I was looking for a new place to live...well I found a place, and I'm moving in on the 1st of October.
Already paid the 1st, last, and deposit on the room I'm moving to. Now I'm the process of packing all my stuff.
I was planning on doing a 'before I move out' stream to commemorate the move, but things are proceeding faster than I thought, and I'm gonna be moving stuff to the new place over the next 2 days, so my computer is gonna be unplugged today after I get home from work.
It's gonna be an interesting week, but I should have everything moved and unpacked over the course of the next week, and when my computer is setup (which will be the first thing I setup), I'll make sure to make an update video for you guys.
Once I get settled in, I'll try and get a livestream scheduled, and then be back on the grind of making videos again.
Yo guys, Stream is happening tonight around 5pm PST, so if you wanna hang, chat, and watch me play some Armored Core 6, come on and hang out. Once the Stream is live, I'll make another community post with the link.
Holy FUCK, I'm finally done with Persona 5 Royal. I knew it would be long, but I didn't know it would be THAT long, let alone take over 133 hours of my time.
That aside, I did have a good time with the game, and I'm glad to have finished the game after 7 years when I originally bought the game for the PS3 and just never finished it.
Well at least in the mean time, Persona 5 isn't gonna be a time sync in my life anymore, and I can get back to the things that matter. Making videos.
Axecept
So in something of a departure from what I normally post on this channel, I just dropped a teaser trailer, not for an anime hole video, or a game review or anything. But rather for a map pack (mini campaign) I'm currently making for a game called Intravenous 2.
For the past year I've been in a creatively bankrupt state of mind, but ironically, a video game is what gets me to come back to being a creative person again. Creativity strikes from the weirdest and unexpected places.
Give the trailer a watch, and if this interests you at all, consider supporting @ExplosiveSquatGames by getting yourself a copy of IV2, especially if you are into stealth games.
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I know, long time no video, again, my apologies.
But instead of leaving a post with sweet nothings in your ear, I at least wanted to shout out another channel I discovered last night on Halloween. A fledgling channel by the name of Mage made an excellent video on the Sweet Home (Famicom) game, that I thoroughly got a kick out of, and if you are into horror, especially horror video games, I strongly recommend the video.
If you do, and you enjoy the video, give him some support, possibly a sub, and let him know Axecept sent ya.
Hope your Halloween went well.
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Hey guys, Ozzy here. I know, long time, no post, no video, no stream.
I want to use this community post to clear some things up on where my head is at right now at the moment. (If you want the TLDR version of this post, just head to the bottom of this post for the cliffnotes version)
As you guys may know, awhile ago I did some production streams for the next anime hole video I was/am working on, and while I did finish the notes, as well as started production on the script, things have definitely stalled, and you could probably tell by the long amount of time that has gone on with me not really saying anything.
So what happened? The short answer…life happened. The longer answer? Well about a month and a half ago I quit my job at the Dog Daycare I was working at because the job while I didn’t hate it, just didn’t give me enough freedom or time outside of work to feel motivated to work on anything related to YouTube or any of my creative ventures, as a result I had to find another job, which took way-WAY longer than I thought it would, which put me in some financial stress and even thought I may be evicted from where I was living at…thankfully that didn’t happen, and my financials are recovering but I’m not completely out of the hole just yet, so I’m definitely prioritizing getting that side of things resolved.
Also about 2 weeks ago, my dog passed away…needless to say I was pretty broken up about it and depressed, and needed time to heal, which obviously took time away from focusing on this channel in general. I’m doing better now, but with all the things that stacked on top of me and the amount of stress I’ve been dealing with, It really has taken a toll on my motivation to think about or even work on videos.
So what does this all mean? Am I quitting? No. I still love making videos, and I want to get back to resuming work on the projects I’ve sidelined. That being said I do want to make some changes, as all the things that have happened in recent months has made me reflect on the things I really want to do.
First off, one of the things I need to change is my approach to producing videos. For the longest time I’ve simply worked on videos when I felt like, but as I’ve grown older I’ve noticed this has been a more and more detrimental way to how I end up producing content, so, I’ve decided to make a schedule for myself to not only keep myself accountable, but also to allot myself time to do other things I’ve wanted to get back into like making art again and possibly even music in a very structured way. In the long run, I think this will be beneficial for me (and by extension you guys).
It may take me some time to get back in the swing of things, as I do want to take things slowly and steady, and to shake off the rust I’ve accumulated over the months, but I will get back to making videos I promise.
If you read this whole post, thank you for your patience, and I appreciate you guys. I will see you soon.
*TLDR: Personal life shit happened, my dog died, quit my last job, struggled to find another job, struggled with depression which took a toll on my motivation to make videos, and been dealing with financial issues, and I needed time to recover from shit that arose in my life…adulting. I will be back sometime in the near future.
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Yo guys, Axecept here, I know it's been a bit quiet. Went through a lot of stuff during the holidays dealing with over 100 dogs a night at our doggy daycare that I work at, so it took quite a lot out of me, but I hope your holiday season was good, and hopefully had a good new years celebration.
That said I do got some good news. I finally finished the notes for the next Anime Hole video on Garzey's Wing. So now it's time to work on the script. Gotta do some research, pre-production sourcing of video and images and audio, as well as to record the on camera segments after the fact. But I'm hoping to be done with this either by the end of the month, or by early next month...no promises though, as things can easily change with how busy my life has been the past couple of months, but when it's done, you guys will be the first to know.
See you guys soon.
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Axecept
Yo guys, not sure if you saw it, but I'm going live with a livestream today at 5PM (PST)! Gonna be playing some World of Horror, which recently came out of early access.
Come on by in an hour, bring some popcorn, a beer (or a coke), and hang out! Can't wait to see you guys.
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Yo guys, it's ya boi, Axecept, and just letting you guys know, I have (been) moved in officially to my new pad since the first.
I know I've been a little quiet on this front, but that was because I didn't have a great internet connection up until now. I just got an ethernet adapter to plug directly to the internet at this place, and now I have much MUCH faster speeds than I used to, and considering I'm hooked in directly to the internet, it should make even doing streams more consistent.
Speaking of tech shit as well, I also decided to make an investment and decided to purchase a new graphics card for my computer, which should be showing up tomorrow. (For those who are curious, I purchased a AMD 6700XT) So that should make not only editing my videos much more faster and buttery smooth, but should also help carry the load when I decide to stream.
Still got some boxes and stuff to unpack, but the place is coming along.
Might do an impromptu stream tonight around 3 or 4pm (pst) this evening. See you guys soon.
1 year ago | [YT] | 5
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Axecept
Yo guys, it's me, ya Boi, Ozzy. Since my last update video I mentioned I was looking for a new place to live...well I found a place, and I'm moving in on the 1st of October.
Already paid the 1st, last, and deposit on the room I'm moving to. Now I'm the process of packing all my stuff.
I was planning on doing a 'before I move out' stream to commemorate the move, but things are proceeding faster than I thought, and I'm gonna be moving stuff to the new place over the next 2 days, so my computer is gonna be unplugged today after I get home from work.
It's gonna be an interesting week, but I should have everything moved and unpacked over the course of the next week, and when my computer is setup (which will be the first thing I setup), I'll make sure to make an update video for you guys.
Once I get settled in, I'll try and get a livestream scheduled, and then be back on the grind of making videos again.
See you guys soon.
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I'm Live Folks!
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Yo guys, Stream is happening tonight around 5pm PST, so if you wanna hang, chat, and watch me play some Armored Core 6, come on and hang out. Once the Stream is live, I'll make another community post with the link.
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Holy FUCK, I'm finally done with Persona 5 Royal. I knew it would be long, but I didn't know it would be THAT long, let alone take over 133 hours of my time.
That aside, I did have a good time with the game, and I'm glad to have finished the game after 7 years when I originally bought the game for the PS3 and just never finished it.
Well at least in the mean time, Persona 5 isn't gonna be a time sync in my life anymore, and I can get back to the things that matter. Making videos.
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