♡Jack_The_Sword♡ #AwarenessForJay

‪@Ash-ESSA‬
Hii 💜
I saw that you put #awarenessforjay in your user, that’s very sweet of you thank you so so so much 💜💜

12 minutes ago | [YT] | 0

♡Jack_The_Sword♡ #AwarenessForJay

Im so freaking embarrassed
I want to cry
How did I get in last place in an edit comp when the first two were extremely simple (and i mean last place, only four people joined)
I’m such an arrogant jerk
And I know I’m a sore loser
And I don’t know why I’m writing this
But it hurts
And I’m not even good at editing idk why I expected to win
I just lose everything and I’m done
I’m sorry you have to read this
I know how bad it sounds

1 hour ago (edited) | [YT] | 7

♡Jack_The_Sword♡ #AwarenessForJay

(Im back in my Wednesday phase)
Is no one going to talk about the implication in season one that Wednesday could have been bullied
Like some boys cornered her on the street and held her down and made her watch as they killed her pet scorpion when she was six
That couldn’t have been the only time

19 hours ago (edited) | [YT] | 14

♡Jack_The_Sword♡ #AwarenessForJay

How weird would it be if I gaslighted myself into thinking I was some big editor and went undercover as a kdh editor on tiktok knowing full well aint nobody’s gonna recognize me

21 hours ago | [YT] | 22

♡Jack_The_Sword♡ #AwarenessForJay

Is it bad how much I change my pfp 😭🙏
(If you couldn’t guess im abt to change it again—)

23 hours ago | [YT] | 25

♡Jack_The_Sword♡ #AwarenessForJay

Did a bot seriously comment on one of my vids 😭🙏

1 day ago | [YT] | 25

♡Jack_The_Sword♡ #AwarenessForJay

Hate on me if u want

But I don’t ship Wenclaire
I like them as friends

1 day ago | [YT] | 32

♡Jack_The_Sword♡ #AwarenessForJay

So…
I feel like I’m getting kinda arrogant..
Whenever someone criticizes my edit or like just calls them “pretty good” i get angry
And like if the person who’s criticizing me is not a great editor I just get so mad because I’d like to see you do it
And like I shouldn’t get angry over that
I feel like such a horrible and selfish person..

1 day ago (edited) | [YT] | 21

♡Jack_The_Sword♡ #AwarenessForJay

‪@thedamsnack_bar‬ heyyy
So i finally found a border i think i like for edits, but i realized it’s the samw border u use
So I wanted to ask if u were okay with that? I don’t want to seem like im copying u or smth
If not its totally fine!!
(This question might seem weird im kinda paranoid lmao—)

1 day ago | [YT] | 26

♡Jack_The_Sword♡ #AwarenessForJay

‪@P1NK4M3N4-eetsErasers4supper‬ heyy Faithh
This would be a very weird thing to say irl or even over text so im saying it here
Ilysm and I actually think you have a lot of potential for editing the way you figured it out so quickly and remembered everything a day after
Way better than I was when I started
I might be a better teacher than I thought hehehehe
Anyway I’m proud of you and ily I’m very grateful for you
💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
This is so uncharacteristic of me—

1 day ago | [YT] | 31