suvu_charms 💓

Badi khushi si thi yeh tyohaar
Lekin tumhare bina?
Bohot adhura hai
Jinse umeed thi unka kuch nahi
Waise kisi aur se kaise umeed kar sakti hu?
Jab tum khud mujhe chodkar chale gaye bhagwan ke paas.

Daddy... Bappa se kaho mujhe thoda chein de
Nahi saha jaa raha hai mujhse
Thak gayi mai
Jaante ho na bohot jaldi aur zyada thak jaati hu.
Aaj toh bohot akele mehsus ho raha hai


Ganesh chaturthi din.....
Yaad hai mujhe kaise kaise kahaniyan sunaate the tum mujhe
Pehli ganesh chaturthi hai tumhare bina
Dil dukhta hai mera par kisse kahu
Tumne toh mujhe anath hi kardiya
Mai aur maa tumhare bina anaath hi toh hai
Maa ro rahi thi, mai royi thi
Koi nahi the yaha
Isiliye toh gussa hu bhagwan se

Leke jaao na daddy apne saath....
Saha nahi jaata!

5 days ago | [YT] | 4

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Ai is more fanning than me 😭🤧

1 week ago | [YT] | 9

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❤️❤️

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 6

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Once the most hated person,
Now eagers to see him,
Wants talk with him.
Eagers "why didn't he came today,
Wanna see him"

In just short time i increased very much affection with him.
Sometimes his presence resembles of my father
Whether it's his talks or fatherly love.


Well that's my problem, i fastly increases affection and later I'm the one who suffers

But you know jo janam se aaya kaha hi jaata hai


I actually fights with him alot but also he is my favourite


In childhood never experienced his love or maybe I don't remember,
But now each day atleast once wants to meet him.

The only memory with his in childhood was

He was uplifted me to shift to room in hospital when I was ill.

All i remember about him is his name and his voice.

Once I felt strange feel from his voice and now feels very familiar feel in his voice.



Hai koi jinse jhagadne keliye taang kheechne keliye
Unke pyar mehsus karne keliye tadapti hu
Chahe jitna bhi woh mile kam hi lagta hai



Haaa......
Ab thik hu free hu
Had to share this otherwise pagal hote Jaa Rahi hu 🥴

Hehe midnight thoughts 🥱🤭

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 5

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3 weeks ago | [YT] | 4

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https://youtu.be/lDsYXwpPShw?si=mIs67...

Need some reviews

4 weeks ago | [YT] | 3

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https://youtu.be/lDsYXwpPShw?si=WyPtU...

4 weeks ago | [YT] | 3

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https://youtu.be/yUEDYofslZk?si=OY2eD...

4 weeks ago | [YT] | 3

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4 weeks ago | [YT] | 49

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Today wanna share in inter conflicts.

I'm going to college regularly but not totally regularly

I will not go in my periods for whole 10 days.

And in normal days, when I feel too much weakness i would not go

This is what eats me more
That guilt which makes me feel why I do so..


Even though ekbaar weakness par bhi chali gayi thi college

That's when I thought
"It's better to put leave"

I don't know why
Everyone else are good except me


Meri dono friends regularly aate hai classes keliye even though unke unhealthy mein bhi
But mai nahi kar paa rahi hu aisa

Unhe lagta hoga na yeh ladki kya aisa karti hai
Mere teachers bhi sochte honge na aisa

Kabhi kabhi Rona aajaati hai
Kisise share karne ki mann karta hai but aisa koi nahi jisse bataa saku

That's the moment when I miss my father
Agar daddy hote shayad mujhe bolte ki
Kuch nahi hoga tum pehle thik hojaao
Tumhare health thik nahi hota

Yeah it hurts when I don't go but learning to live with it

1 month ago | [YT] | 8