Playing music & talking about life & death... Call it the grief channel. I will share some methods and techniques I have accidentally come across for dealing with the grief.
I watched my wife convulse and die after having metastatic breast cancer for 10 years. This was on Sept. 18, 2019. I say one of the most significant events I have experienced in my life. I will never forget the ghastly look on her bodies face, nor her soul's ascension to the next realm... on her ascension she had a smile of blissful ignorance on her face.
U won't ever get over losing a spouse, child, or friend... u can, however, learn to live with it....