I am a female to male to female detransitioner exploring my various issues in order to better understand myself and to provide support for others like me.


Courtney Coulson

Someone recently told me that I was "demisexual". I looked it up. Okay, so now modesty and chastity are considered abnormal. If you aren't a whore, you must be asexual. What are we teaching this generation? Casual sex is now the norm, if you don't put out until you're in a secure committed relationship, you're the weird one. What a world.

3 days ago | [YT] | 47

Courtney Coulson

Good news, everyone! I've got a couple of shorter videos on the way in the near future. While my memoir manuscript is still being finalised, I don't have time to do a research intensive long form video, but I realised that shouldn't stop me making shorter videos.

2 months ago | [YT] | 31

Courtney Coulson

Stassja is back at it again with her excellent Desexing Society Podcast, it's a fair ways into season 2 now. The research is top notch as always.

2 months ago | [YT] | 7

Courtney Coulson

I have decided to create an Australian detrans support group on Discord: discord.gg/gzwm8U6kZD

There have been a few such groups in the past that failed, or the mod gave up and deleted it. I figure I am the best person to run such a group, I've got the experience, plus I can connect detransitioners with researchers or journalists willing to hear their stories.

2 months ago | [YT] | 26

Courtney Coulson

Sorry I've been gone a couple of months, I've been busy trying to get my memoir manuscript complete to submit to publishers soon. After that, I can focus on videos again.

3 months ago | [YT] | 26

Courtney Coulson

Posting this here so the next person to accuse me of being Autistic can bash it up their bum.
It's bizarre to live in a time when you can't just be a weirdo, you must be Autistic. You can't just be androgynous, you are "nOnBiNaRy".

Sorry, but I'm just an androgynous weirdo, I am perfectly aware of the way I am, it's a choice, not a disability. I face none of the challenges an Autistic person does. It wouldn't be fair for me to pretend I am one of them.
Stop pathologising normal human behaviour!

I might make a video going through this test one day.

5 months ago | [YT] | 44

Courtney Coulson

What's the topic of my next video?

5 months ago | [YT] | 12

Courtney Coulson

I filmed two videos in one month? A miracle, I know. Here's the outfit.

6 months ago | [YT] | 30

Courtney Coulson

Exogenous testosterone fucks you up for life. I had a similar experience to this patient.

6 months ago | [YT] | 8

Courtney Coulson

I'm feeling better now, so I might be able to get videos out more regularly again. I used to get one video out each month until last year, I only uploaded four times in 2024.

7 months ago | [YT] | 22