RESPECT TO MY MOTHER FOR NOT KILLING ME- TYSM MOM ILYSM FOR THIS YOU WILL PROBABLY NEVER SEE THIS BUT TY FOR BEING WHO YOU ARE YAY- So my mom just asked what the heck I wanted to talk to her about because…efficiency, so I told her about my friends and their channels and my channel. (She keeps confusing South America with Africa which of course kisses and hugs to the people in Africa BUT STOP BEING SO DEGRADING ABOUT THIS OML-). But she understood mostly, except she wants me to draw less since she wants me to do mAtH and SpAniSh (respect I suppose) and BiOlOgy (Already 81% in high school biology Khan Academy course and 1% for AP College course guys let’s go) so I can get a good score on the AMC8, go to HaRvArd, be a DoCtor, and earn MoNEh. (I won’t be a disappointment guys totally-). Although all jokes aside, I understand her wants and I will try to be more focused on these subjects later on so…mm. THANK YOU MOM FOR NOT BEING LIKE DAD AND HITTING ME AFTER I GOT THE FIRST SENTENCE OUT- :DDDDDD
HAPPY BORTHDAY @Foxz_nowhere MY CUPID CHILD AND MY FRIENDOOOOOOO WE HAVE BEEN FRIENDS FOR OVER A YEAR AND THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE TO SUPPORT ME- YOUR ART HAS IMPROVED IMMACUATELY SINCE WE MET, FEEL PROUD OF YOURSELF OK? LYSM FOXXXXXXXX :DDDDDD
=IMPORTANT, THOUGH MAY DISCARD LATER= (Long text warning)
So my father is going traveling somewhere, and so it’s just gonna be my mother and I for a bit of a while. I’ve been thinking, since it has been 2 months of silent treatment between father and I because of ‘the incident’, it might be better if I tell my mother about what I’m doing. Or at least, show her my channel and my friends. This will include showing her videos and arts that have me in it, so she doesn’t go all ‘But your friends could be sentient computers and trying to do human trafficking.’. If all goes well, some introductions will be made on Friday. I’ll also be showing her some of my drawings, just to show her why I draw the things I draw and that for some reason people somewhat like it (somewhat).
Even though admittedly my father has always been the one to take care of me, and despite some moments has done a very good job caring for me and loving me, my mother is someone I trust with this. Not that she might know what to do with it, and god forbid how she views it, but I know she won’t do anything too bad to me. I think.
Something about my family is that they aren’t exactly super easygoing with sexualities and stuff. And plus even though they never directly say it they have stereotypical views of certain things (like race). I don’t want to be like them in this case, but now I realize that if I don’t show them they will continue to have these views. I’ll most probably only make them madder, but it’s worth a try (When Father found out about the drawings with Breadz and I, Mother actually seemed to like Breadz’s drawings so…perhaps?). But either way, since I do know most of my friends on this platform are in South America, everyday I talk to you guys and they know will be only a ticking disaster for me. Plus I’ve had a hypothetical question with my mother, and also some ranting with both my parents at the time of ‘the incident’, that if a child of hers viewed themselves as a homosexual how would she react. And it wasn’t a marvelous reaction to be fair.
Also, just to establish, I’m not lesbian entirely. I’ve had interest in boys, and in non-binary people. So I’m panromantic/pansexual. I like people based on their skills, their personalities, and their appearances to some degree depending on the situation (A bit cheesy, but everyone is beautiful in their own way <3). And even if I like someone because of all three of those things, it doesn’t mean I would immediately want to pursue a romantic relationship with them because that would be not good at all. I have felt admiration of these aspects to many of my irl and online friends and of course to my relatives, and I don’t care what you look like because to me you are a pleasant person to talk and enjoy life with and that’s all I need.
Because I know that IF my mother is tolerant of me drawing the things I draw and having friends who draw like me, she won’t want me drawing MYSELF into situations. So, I’ll be trying to make a new persona for myself instead of drawing a irl version of mEeEe (NSS? will stay though.). Will also be deleting the 150 sub special since that has a lot of things about me. (To the people who have seen my face, you are lucky but also plz don’t share without consent from this point on).
This is also to say that my mom really really wants me to practice math for math competitions to get to Harvard and yeah all that, so drawing will most likely be less often as much as I can help it to be (my current pace didn’t help at all actually, so doing less won’t affect a thing). So definitely no drawings that will be posted tomorrow and Friday (except something for a friend).
@RandomBread_An Love, I know that some days after the ‘incident’, you offered to talk with my parents. I know that you also have issues of your own, but I would like to ask if on Friday you can be on Magma and I’ll give my mother the computer to perhaps have a chat? I’ll tell her to be as civil as possible, and she might be blunt to some degree. I deeply apologize if this is inconvenient, but I love you so so so so much and perhaps even one day to have a life with you. So if you have time perhaps during 6:00 p.m. or so, we can have a talk. Of course tell me how you are doing first so it won’t be awkward <333
This is so long- But just to sum it up, I’m telling my mom about my online friends and social platforms and my sexual orientation (in my words) and hopefully I don’t get disowned. :D
I remember the first time I got into the animation/art community, Var_ms was the person who I first watched and became interested into fandoms and whatnot xDD (and the concept of putting comments). And back then, 2 year ago me (cringe-), really wanted to make fanart but couldn't (I didn't have community nor did I have a social media platform. I also made an art almost 2 years ago and I have no idea where it is.). And now I have community and I can make fanarts now!
...
I COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT THAT-
DRAWINGS FOR @Var_Ms I LOVE YOUR CONTENT, YOU INSPIRED ME IN SO MANY WAYS IDK HOW TO SAY IT ALL BUT THANK YOU FOR MAKING THE ANIMATIONS YOU MAKE AND PUTTING SO MUCH EFFORT IN THEM-
So fun little fact, in my middle school with have these 2 big trees outside. During outdoor recess we just go there, some people play on the playground, the blacktop, or the field. And then there’s my depressed arse who usually (if I’m not spending the rec time in the library) immediately goes to one of the trees and starts praying.
I’m not religious (crazy-), but some time during 6th grade I and possibly a friend made a cult centered around that tree and we called him/her/them the ‘Holy Tree’ (BLASPHEMY AT IT’S PEAK/ HUGE JOKE I was just incredibly uncreative at the time-) and we did ‘sack of rices’ (Asian 6th grade reformation of sacrifices) on each other. And I’m still the right-hand man and I get mad (totally) at other people who throw stuff at the tree.
So Day 4 was supposed to be favorite food- But truth be told I don’t have one and underneath that I have no idea how to draw food- (I felt like drawing an egg but oh well-)
So just have some ‘Christian Family’ Art :DD. Inspired by Var_Ms’s old DHMIS, couples swapping clothes XDDDD. I think they looked pretty cute. <33
Day 3: Beach Scene “So this is what water looks like.”
I may or may not got somewhat PTSD from this drawing because the last time I (attempted) to draw a beach scene it gave me depression and burnout for 4 days- But I think it looks alright now :D
Red Guy found a beach after the incident from Computers. He’s doing okay guys. :)
THIS ONE SUCKED A$$- AJSDIFJAISFJIAJSFIJASIFJISAJFASD-
Anyway, I don't think I told many people about my Welcome Home (dead af fandom rn- :,D). He's Rosel! ( mentioned him in some earlier post I think...). I want to bring him back, since he probably was my first male oc. And died terribly. I think I looked over him a lot, so I'll treat him better futurely (maybe).
NSS?
RESPECT TO MY MOTHER FOR NOT KILLING ME- TYSM MOM ILYSM FOR THIS YOU WILL PROBABLY NEVER SEE THIS BUT TY FOR BEING WHO YOU ARE YAY-
So my mom just asked what the heck I wanted to talk to her about because…efficiency, so I told her about my friends and their channels and my channel. (She keeps confusing South America with Africa which of course kisses and hugs to the people in Africa BUT STOP BEING SO DEGRADING ABOUT THIS OML-). But she understood mostly, except she wants me to draw less since she wants me to do mAtH and SpAniSh (respect I suppose) and BiOlOgy (Already 81% in high school biology Khan Academy course and 1% for AP College course guys let’s go) so I can get a good score on the AMC8, go to HaRvArd, be a DoCtor, and earn MoNEh. (I won’t be a disappointment guys totally-). Although all jokes aside, I understand her wants and I will try to be more focused on these subjects later on so…mm.
THANK YOU MOM FOR NOT BEING LIKE DAD AND HITTING ME AFTER I GOT THE FIRST SENTENCE OUT- :DDDDDD
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HAPPY BORTHDAY @Foxz_nowhere MY CUPID CHILD AND MY FRIENDOOOOOOO
WE HAVE BEEN FRIENDS FOR OVER A YEAR AND THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE TO SUPPORT ME-
YOUR ART HAS IMPROVED IMMACUATELY SINCE WE MET, FEEL PROUD OF YOURSELF OK?
LYSM FOXXXXXXXX :DDDDDD
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=IMPORTANT, THOUGH MAY DISCARD LATER=
(Long text warning)
So my father is going traveling somewhere, and so it’s just gonna be my mother and I for a bit of a while. I’ve been thinking, since it has been 2 months of silent treatment between father and I because of ‘the incident’, it might be better if I tell my mother about what I’m doing. Or at least, show her my channel and my friends. This will include showing her videos and arts that have me in it, so she doesn’t go all ‘But your friends could be sentient computers and trying to do human trafficking.’. If all goes well, some introductions will be made on Friday. I’ll also be showing her some of my drawings, just to show her why I draw the things I draw and that for some reason people somewhat like it (somewhat).
Even though admittedly my father has always been the one to take care of me, and despite some moments has done a very good job caring for me and loving me, my mother is someone I trust with this. Not that she might know what to do with it, and god forbid how she views it, but I know she won’t do anything too bad to me. I think.
Something about my family is that they aren’t exactly super easygoing with sexualities and stuff. And plus even though they never directly say it they have stereotypical views of certain things (like race). I don’t want to be like them in this case, but now I realize that if I don’t show them they will continue to have these views. I’ll most probably only make them madder, but it’s worth a try (When Father found out about the drawings with Breadz and I, Mother actually seemed to like Breadz’s drawings so…perhaps?). But either way, since I do know most of my friends on this platform are in South America, everyday I talk to you guys and they know will be only a ticking disaster for me. Plus I’ve had a hypothetical question with my mother, and also some ranting with both my parents at the time of ‘the incident’, that if a child of hers viewed themselves as a homosexual how would she react. And it wasn’t a marvelous reaction to be fair.
Also, just to establish, I’m not lesbian entirely. I’ve had interest in boys, and in non-binary people. So I’m panromantic/pansexual. I like people based on their skills, their personalities, and their appearances to some degree depending on the situation (A bit cheesy, but everyone is beautiful in their own way <3). And even if I like someone because of all three of those things, it doesn’t mean I would immediately want to pursue a romantic relationship with them because that would be not good at all. I have felt admiration of these aspects to many of my irl and online friends and of course to my relatives, and I don’t care what you look like because to me you are a pleasant person to talk and enjoy life with and that’s all I need.
Because I know that IF my mother is tolerant of me drawing the things I draw and having friends who draw like me, she won’t want me drawing MYSELF into situations. So, I’ll be trying to make a new persona for myself instead of drawing a irl version of mEeEe (NSS? will stay though.). Will also be deleting the 150 sub special since that has a lot of things about me. (To the people who have seen my face, you are lucky but also plz don’t share without consent from this point on).
This is also to say that my mom really really wants me to practice math for math competitions to get to Harvard and yeah all that, so drawing will most likely be less often as much as I can help it to be (my current pace didn’t help at all actually, so doing less won’t affect a thing). So definitely no drawings that will be posted tomorrow and Friday (except something for a friend).
@RandomBread_An Love, I know that some days after the ‘incident’, you offered to talk with my parents. I know that you also have issues of your own, but I would like to ask if on Friday you can be on Magma and I’ll give my mother the computer to perhaps have a chat? I’ll tell her to be as civil as possible, and she might be blunt to some degree. I deeply apologize if this is inconvenient, but I love you so so so so much and perhaps even one day to have a life with you. So if you have time perhaps during 6:00 p.m. or so, we can have a talk. Of course tell me how you are doing first so it won’t be awkward <333
This is so long- But just to sum it up, I’m telling my mom about my online friends and social platforms and my sexual orientation (in my words) and hopefully I don’t get disowned. :D
4 months ago | [YT] | 11
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NSS?
I remember the first time I got into the animation/art community, Var_ms was the person who I first watched and became interested into fandoms and whatnot xDD (and the concept of putting comments). And back then, 2 year ago me (cringe-), really wanted to make fanart but couldn't (I didn't have community nor did I have a social media platform. I also made an art almost 2 years ago and I have no idea where it is.). And now I have community and I can make fanarts now!
...
I COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT THAT-
DRAWINGS FOR @Var_Ms I LOVE YOUR CONTENT, YOU INSPIRED ME IN SO MANY WAYS IDK HOW TO SAY IT ALL BUT THANK YOU FOR MAKING THE ANIMATIONS YOU MAKE AND PUTTING SO MUCH EFFORT IN THEM-
AND DT IS BACK WOOOOOOOOOOO- :DDDDDDDDDDDD
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Day 5: Tree :DD
So fun little fact, in my middle school with have these 2 big trees outside. During outdoor recess we just go there, some people play on the playground, the blacktop, or the field. And then there’s my depressed arse who usually (if I’m not spending the rec time in the library) immediately goes to one of the trees and starts praying.
I’m not religious (crazy-), but some time during 6th grade I and possibly a friend made a cult centered around that tree and we called him/her/them the ‘Holy Tree’ (BLASPHEMY AT IT’S PEAK/ HUGE JOKE I was just incredibly uncreative at the time-) and we did ‘sack of rices’ (Asian 6th grade reformation of sacrifices) on each other. And I’m still the right-hand man and I get mad (totally) at other people who throw stuff at the tree.
So yeah, I’m mentally very unstable. :D
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NSS?
So Day 4 was supposed to be favorite food-
But truth be told I don’t have one and underneath that I have no idea how to draw food- (I felt like drawing an egg but oh well-)
So just have some ‘Christian Family’ Art :DD.
Inspired by Var_Ms’s old DHMIS, couples swapping clothes XDDDD. I think they looked pretty cute. <33
Also Ft. awesome relatives @MrKwangjuziku and @Gian_2000
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Office worker Faith?
Sure :D
(I was gonna do a clothes swap for Bin and Faith but I got lazy so I’ll do Bin’s version tomorrow XDDDDDD)
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Day 3: Beach Scene
“So this is what water looks like.”
I may or may not got somewhat PTSD from this drawing because the last time I (attempted) to draw a beach scene it gave me depression and burnout for 4 days-
But I think it looks alright now :D
Red Guy found a beach after the incident from Computers.
He’s doing okay guys. :)
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NSS?
Day 2: Flowers
THIS ONE SUCKED A$$- AJSDIFJAISFJIAJSFIJASIFJISAJFASD-
Anyway, I don't think I told many people about my Welcome Home (dead af fandom rn- :,D). He's Rosel! ( mentioned him in some earlier post I think...). I want to bring him back, since he probably was my first male oc. And died terribly. I think I looked over him a lot, so I'll treat him better futurely (maybe).
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