In 2019, I thought I had found my place here in this community, regardless of the content I was creating. For the first time in a long time, I felt comfortable despite the dishonesty of some who betrayed me and others who used the worst methods and yet think they are my friends when they are not. But I never would have thought that people I trusted so much would actually be fake. All the people I considered to be minimally mature and worthy examples of what humanity should be were not even real. My faith in humanity has taken a huge blow, and I can no longer cope; this burden is too heavy. To some, this may seem like a funny joke, but to me, it's not funny at all. I don't belong here anymore, and I realized it far too late. Outside of YouTube, you know where to find me. Be sure of one thing: I will never again get involved in such causes on YouTube. It's over.