Hiiii youtube, Sorry for being MIA since 2 Sundays but your girl is going to be back THIS sunday 💘 I’m flying out tomorrow and geeeeeee I’m so excited to take you along. i had a mini glow up/ maintenance this week and i am recording it allll ✨
hi youtube! i’ve shared all my happy and ‘feeling like the whole world is falling apart’ moments on this channel so far and this is one of the latter type.
I lost my grandmother on 18th July, 2024. I will not go into too many details but she was suffering with her health in these past few months/ years before she passed away.
Something that not many people know is that she was also one of my best friends. She raised me. She was my #1 hype queen. She validated all my feelings. She always said “all the best” while saying bye to me as if I was going to fight some war. She loved talking to people about literally anything. She always used to come up with new jokes and crack me up.
Sometimes we used to argue but only because I couldn’t spend enough time with her. Man, how much i wish i could spend more time with her.
There is so much left to talk and say to you daadi, but I have been doing that everyday before bed and will continue to do so. 🤍
It’s really been HARD the past few days. Everything reminds me of her: from the bag of chips at the grocery that my daadi used to loveee to leaving the house while saying “bye daads”.
Healing is weird. One moment you feel okay and in the next, someone’s cutting onions.
But I guess it’s “life”
I need her to look at me from above and be proud and happy. for that, i need some time to heal, process and learn to live with just her memories.
On that note, I will take a week’s time off from all social media and will be back next week, hopefully with a new video. Thank you for sticking by.
Reminder: Hug your grandparents a little longer for me. 💌
Good morning beautiful people! I missed Friday’s upload last week but i had to make sure you guys know where I’m at currently so read below for a storytime:
Last Sunday someone abandoned a puppy in my parking lot, i was so clueless and confused as to where to keep him because if I could’ve, I would’ve instantly adopted him but unfortunately i can’t, i live with my parents and we already have 2 dogs.
Anyways, a chai waala bhaiya was kind enough to keep him but he couldn’t take care of him well (this includes not providing him with a warm environment and no walks)
The puppy was there with him for 2 days but after that, i bought him home. I kept him in his crate at a warm spot in my parking lot. He was a very terrified puppy (this usually happens if puppies/dogs have been hit by their previous people or they carry some trauma)
However, he started opening up to me and we became so close in less than a week. I took him for walks and made sure he got all the love and care in the world.
Unfortunately, yesterday morning, when i went to check on him, he was missing from his cage. It’s impossible for him to escape by himself since the cage stays locked and I put a thick plywood in front of his cage which was intact when he was missing from the cage.
I have been looking for him all day yesterday and the search won’t stop until i find him.
I really just wanted to pour my heart out here and let you all know what’s been up. If you are still reading this, the new video is ready but my heart is not ready to post it yet. Kindly pray that if someone took him with good intentions, he is safe and warm. 💕
New video will be out really soon. Thank you for understanding. 💌
I can’t thank you all enough for the beautiful birthday wishes. sending virtual hugs 🫂🥹💕💕💕💕 Thank you for making YouTube my safe space again, can’t wait to unfold what this year brings for all of us!!! ❤️ we’re only getting older & fineeeee-r. 😉
HIIIII YOUTUBE, we just hit 50 subscribers!!!! 💕💕💕💕
no matter the number, it makes me feel so grateful that I’m finally able to put my heart out here again & I already have 50 people to support me and see my journey!
if my journey resonates with you or even if we think on the same page about life, becoming our first priority, better & happier, coming out of bad mental places and rebuilding to become a better version of ourselves, i hope you have a cozy forever stay on my channel.
this is just the beginning and i promise to be as real on here and continue to pour my heart out on this channel. ❤️
OkSanjana
OkSanjana
helllooo everyone! checking in - how is your week going? did you work towards your goals? any progress? I’d love to know ✍️
ALSO STAY TUNED FOR TODAY’S VIDEO AT 9PM 💕
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Hiii YOUTUBE!!!!! ✨🩷
I missed you so much.
See you tonight at 9PM with my new challenge for this winter arc. 📀
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Hiiii youtube,
Sorry for being MIA since 2 Sundays but your girl is going to be back THIS sunday 💘 I’m flying out tomorrow and geeeeeee I’m so excited to take you along. i had a mini glow up/ maintenance this week and i am recording it allll ✨
see you on sunday, 9pm? 💌
also, drop topics you’d want me to yap about 👁️👁️
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hi youtube!
i’ve shared all my happy and ‘feeling like the whole world is falling apart’ moments on this channel so far and this is one of the latter type.
I lost my grandmother on 18th July, 2024. I will not go into too many details but she was suffering with her health in these past few months/ years before she passed away.
Something that not many people know is that she was also one of my best friends. She raised me. She was my #1 hype queen. She validated all my feelings. She always said “all the best” while saying bye to me as if I was going to fight some war. She loved talking to people about literally anything. She always used to come up with new jokes and crack me up.
Sometimes we used to argue but only because I couldn’t spend enough time with her. Man, how much i wish i could spend more time with her.
There is so much left to talk and say to you daadi, but I have been doing that everyday before bed and will continue to do so. 🤍
It’s really been HARD the past few days. Everything reminds me of her: from the bag of chips at the grocery that my daadi used to loveee to leaving the house while saying “bye daads”.
Healing is weird. One moment you feel okay and in the next, someone’s cutting onions.
But I guess it’s “life”
I need her to look at me from above and be proud and happy. for that, i need some time to heal, process and learn to live with just her memories.
On that note,
I will take a week’s time off from all social media and will be back next week, hopefully with a new video. Thank you for sticking by.
Reminder: Hug your grandparents a little longer for me. 💌
1 year ago | [YT] | 38
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Good morning beautiful people! I missed Friday’s upload last week but i had to make sure you guys know where I’m at currently so read below for a storytime:
Last Sunday someone abandoned a puppy in my parking lot, i was so clueless and confused as to where to keep him because if I could’ve, I would’ve instantly adopted him but unfortunately i can’t, i live with my parents and we already have 2 dogs.
Anyways, a chai waala bhaiya was kind enough to keep him but he couldn’t take care of him well (this includes not providing him with a warm environment and no walks)
The puppy was there with him for 2 days but after that, i bought him home. I kept him in his crate at a warm spot in my parking lot. He was a very terrified puppy (this usually happens if puppies/dogs have been hit by their previous people or they carry some trauma)
However, he started opening up to me and we became so close in less than a week. I took him for walks and made sure he got all the love and care in the world.
Unfortunately, yesterday morning, when i went to check on him, he was missing from his cage. It’s impossible for him to escape by himself since the cage stays locked and I put a thick plywood in front of his cage which was intact when he was missing from the cage.
I have been looking for him all day yesterday and the search won’t stop until i find him.
I really just wanted to pour my heart out here and let you all know what’s been up. If you are still reading this, the new video is ready but my heart is not ready to post it yet. Kindly pray that if someone took him with good intentions, he is safe and warm. 💕
New video will be out really soon. Thank you for understanding. 💌
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OkSanjana
I can’t thank you all enough for the beautiful birthday wishes. sending virtual hugs 🫂🥹💕💕💕💕
Thank you for making YouTube my safe space again, can’t wait to unfold what this year brings for all of us!!! ❤️ we’re only getting older & fineeeee-r. 😉
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OkSanjana
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!! MAY THIS YEAR BE FILLED WITH A LOT OF LOVE AND GROWTH ✨✨✨
also thank you so much for 100 subs, i appreciate y’all so much ❤️
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HIIIII YOUTUBE, we just hit 50 subscribers!!!! 💕💕💕💕
no matter the number, it makes me feel so grateful that I’m finally able to put my heart out here again & I already have 50 people to support me and see my journey!
if my journey resonates with you or even if we think on the same page about life, becoming our first priority, better & happier, coming out of bad mental places and rebuilding to become a better version of ourselves, i hope you have a cozy forever stay on my channel.
this is just the beginning and i promise to be as real on here and continue to pour my heart out on this channel. ❤️
a huge thank YOU to all 50 one of you and more! 🫂
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