hi youtube! i’ve shared all my happy and ‘feeling like the whole world is falling apart’ moments on this channel so far and this is one of the latter type.
I lost my grandmother on 18th July, 2024. I will not go into too many details but she was suffering with her health in these past few months/ years before she passed away.
Something that not many people know is that she was also one of my best friends. She raised me. She was my #1 hype queen. She validated all my feelings. She always said “all the best” while saying bye to me as if I was going to fight some war. She loved talking to people about literally anything. She always used to come up with new jokes and crack me up.
Sometimes we used to argue but only because I couldn’t spend enough time with her. Man, how much i wish i could spend more time with her.
There is so much left to talk and say to you daadi, but I have been doing that everyday before bed and will continue to do so. 🤍
It’s really been HARD the past few days. Everything reminds me of her: from the bag of chips at the grocery that my daadi used to loveee to leaving the house while saying “bye daads”.
Healing is weird. One moment you feel okay and in the next, someone’s cutting onions.
But I guess it’s “life”
I need her to look at me from above and be proud and happy. for that, i need some time to heal, process and learn to live with just her memories.
On that note, I will take a week’s time off from all social media and will be back next week, hopefully with a new video. Thank you for sticking by.
Reminder: Hug your grandparents a little longer for me. 💌
OkSanjana
hi youtube!
i’ve shared all my happy and ‘feeling like the whole world is falling apart’ moments on this channel so far and this is one of the latter type.
I lost my grandmother on 18th July, 2024. I will not go into too many details but she was suffering with her health in these past few months/ years before she passed away.
Something that not many people know is that she was also one of my best friends. She raised me. She was my #1 hype queen. She validated all my feelings. She always said “all the best” while saying bye to me as if I was going to fight some war. She loved talking to people about literally anything. She always used to come up with new jokes and crack me up.
Sometimes we used to argue but only because I couldn’t spend enough time with her. Man, how much i wish i could spend more time with her.
There is so much left to talk and say to you daadi, but I have been doing that everyday before bed and will continue to do so. 🤍
It’s really been HARD the past few days. Everything reminds me of her: from the bag of chips at the grocery that my daadi used to loveee to leaving the house while saying “bye daads”.
Healing is weird. One moment you feel okay and in the next, someone’s cutting onions.
But I guess it’s “life”
I need her to look at me from above and be proud and happy. for that, i need some time to heal, process and learn to live with just her memories.
On that note,
I will take a week’s time off from all social media and will be back next week, hopefully with a new video. Thank you for sticking by.
Reminder: Hug your grandparents a little longer for me. 💌
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