Adam the Renegade

This is somewhat I've been feeling little after we buried my dad in NM. I felt that grief was tougher than when my grandpa died in 2018.

Also, I kept dreaming about my dad as well. In my mind I wanted to keep dreaming about him but then again, can't stick to the grief. Like last night, I dreamt of him...but the only thing I remember from that dream was that there was me, my brother, and dad was driving to an clinic of some sort and he was telling me something I can't remember but his voice sounded calm.

However when I saw his face.....geez man...he was smiling....a bit to wide and had his eyes wide as well. I think I almost fell for a trap. I didn' t felt saddness after that. Just a weird feeling.

Then came across this.
youtube.com/shorts/hNschSvd9Y...

3 days ago | [YT] | 0

Adam the Renegade

Never heard of this one. Oh my...word on pages in the testment? Idk.
youtube.com/shorts/QfeKsYA41u...

1 week ago | [YT] | 0

Adam the Renegade

Taking a break for a while. Also in NM with my late dad's folks.

The scenery in Grants is awesome. I can see some snow on some mountains from afar but it can get cold at nights. Dang dad...gone too soon for this.

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 0

Adam the Renegade

A late picture to the PPGs.

Speed art video of how I did it. (Also yeah there will be a draft picture that was gonna go with but decided to change it)
https://youtu.be/TV5iVPKi2Ns?si=UQ8N7...

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 0

Adam the Renegade

As someone who used to have a dad and was falsely accused of being a Mexican, who lost dad in May this year, this hit me. Help this person out to get the dad back.I never heard of this person. Just stumbled upon it in the recommended list.No one deserves this. Not even family members who worked hard to get food on the tables.
https://youtu.be/BjITpGbnUck?si=uJHdO...

4 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 1

Adam the Renegade

Yesterday, I hooked up my tv and vcr to watch some movies. BUT! Also giving myself a challenge:


Jurassic Park:Don't grab the phone at any point during the movie.✅

Men in Black: ✅

It felt different. Almost like I completely forgotten about it. Plus I wanted to get back to that feeling of not having a phone from years ago. Maybe I'll do that from now on.

And the whole point is tired of seeing ads at a certain time point during the movie. Even if its ads on repeating..which is getting old.

1 month ago | [YT] | 1

Adam the Renegade

When I'm not animating, I'm making my mine-imator comic project that involves the legacy skins, Prisoner Steve and Alex. Right now, I just made chapter 1.

If wanna see it tap or click on my gallery and tap/click the all tab and look for "Prisoner Steve and Alex comic" section. From there....ehhhh enjoy?

www.deviantart.com/adamtherenegadeguy/art/The-Pris…

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Adam the Renegade

1. How I felt about playing Gmod once more.

2. I did something that Scout posted it with a medi-bottle.
(Uuuuugh. You know how difficult it was to pose the fingers? I had a camera model but kept. Pressing. The. Undo. Button. Twice. So I just ended up being the camera... should've done that in the first place)

3. Green filtered...sorta.

4. Spy is at the lakeside. For unknown reasons.

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1 month ago | [YT] | 0

Adam the Renegade

1-2. I GOT A GHASTLING!!

3. LIL JUNIORS FLYIN!! YEAAAAH!!!😃

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1 month ago | [YT] | 0

Adam the Renegade

Sup. Been away for some time now. Just taking a break from animating and all.

But now I feel better and refreshed. However, the other day, my lil bro is in his first driving class. We went to take him and waited for him to get out around. 9am to 2pm. If dad was still around, he be proud of him.

1-3While we was waiting, we went to a fairground in Okmulgee to kill the time and saw some old school cars. They looked really nice. I would love to have one of these cars. I prefer old cars cause from what grandpa, uncle, dad, mom, that those type of cars back then were easy to understand and fix. I saw under the hood at some of these cars. Hopefully I can get my own classic ride one day...when I get my license.

4-5. While we was waiting for my brother to get done with class, we stopped and waited at a small park in a neighborhood. I only walked around the area and listen to my music. Then saw these. Funny how i came across this. Cause while we was waiting my brother, I somewhat felt like sadness in the air from my mom. All cause dad ain't here with us anymore. It really is hard to get used to..but we just have to move on. Its gonna be tough, but praying helps to take away the grief.

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