This is somewhat I've been feeling little after we buried my dad in NM. I felt that grief was tougher than when my grandpa died in 2018.
Also, I kept dreaming about my dad as well. In my mind I wanted to keep dreaming about him but then again, can't stick to the grief. Like last night, I dreamt of him...but the only thing I remember from that dream was that there was me, my brother, and dad was driving to an clinic of some sort and he was telling me something I can't remember but his voice sounded calm.
However when I saw his face.....geez man...he was smiling....a bit to wide and had his eyes wide as well. I think I almost fell for a trap. I didn' t felt saddness after that. Just a weird feeling.
Adam the Renegade
This is somewhat I've been feeling little after we buried my dad in NM. I felt that grief was tougher than when my grandpa died in 2018.
Also, I kept dreaming about my dad as well. In my mind I wanted to keep dreaming about him but then again, can't stick to the grief. Like last night, I dreamt of him...but the only thing I remember from that dream was that there was me, my brother, and dad was driving to an clinic of some sort and he was telling me something I can't remember but his voice sounded calm.
However when I saw his face.....geez man...he was smiling....a bit to wide and had his eyes wide as well. I think I almost fell for a trap. I didn' t felt saddness after that. Just a weird feeling.
Then came across this.
youtube.com/shorts/hNschSvd9Y...
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