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Chrisean makin’ it WAY too damn easy for her haters at this point. She handin’ these folks ammo on a silver platter like, “Here y’all go, talk about me some more, I insist.” Like girl… WHY?? Every time she hop on live talkin’ in circles, forgiving her “opps,” opening up about her life, airing out business that don’t need no air, I’m like here we go again, buckle up, ‘cause once she get pissed she gon’ spin the block and start wishin’ death on folks again. It’s the same tired cycle every. single. time.

I can’t even be a fan no more, respectfully — because how I’m supposed to support somebody who refuses to support their own growth? Sis talkin’ ‘bout “I ain’t got nothin’ to prove” but be on live every damn day TRYING TO PROVE SOMETHIN’. Like baby… if you really ain’t got nothin’ to prove, log off, take care of yourself, raise your son, and move in silence like you keep SAYING you gon’ do. Why you keep tryna clear your name when YOU the one keep makin’ it messy?

It’s like she addicted to chaos, addicted to attention, addicted to people bein’ in her business. She swear she “healed” then turn around and be on live spazzin’ out, threatenin’ folks, cussin’ out the same people she “forgave” two hours ago. Girl, at this point you forgivin’ and beefin’ at the same time — you the walking definition of “It’s a thin line between love and hate.” She be lovin’ her opps and hatin’ ‘em in the same breath. I ain’t never seen somebody switch up mid-sentence.

And the way she can’t articulate her point to save her life? Omg girl… she be talkin’ like all her thoughts fightin’ each other tryin’ to come out first. She start a sentence and then make five U-turns before she finish one thought. My brain be buffering like a weak WiFi connection. I’m TIRED.

She keep sayin’ she not tryna prove nothin’, sayin’ she grown, sayin’ she healed… meanwhile her actions be like: “Nah baby, same chapter, different day.” Ain’t nobody fooled. Ain’t nobody confused. Ain’t nobody surprised. Not even a little bit. She the queen of backtracking, like nah sis, keep that same energy you had when you was screaming on live — don’t try to flip the script later.

She doin’ the same ol’ same ol’ and swearin’ it’s brand new content. Girl BYE. We done seen this episode eighteen times and the plot still ain’t changin’. It’s exhausting. She too extra, too loud, too chaotic, too flip-floppy… she love you, she hate you, she cryin’, she yellin’, she forgivin’, she threatenin’ — like PICK A SIDE AND STAY THERE.

I’m officially tapped out. I can’t take it. I can’t defend it. I can’t pretend it makes sense. She gon’ keep doin’ what she do, but I don’t gotta stick around for the reruns.

Girl goodbye… grow up, log off, raise your baby, and stop givin’ the internet free drama to chew on.

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at this point Chrisean makin’ it real easy for her haters. Like girl, why you keep loadin’ up the clip for your own opps? You givin’ them free ammo, extended mag, fully loaded, all-access pass to talk crazy ’bout you every damn week. She hop on Live cryin’, explainin’, preachin’, forgivin’, threatenin’, then right back to the same cycle like she readin’ off a busted script. Sis, we tired. I’m tapped out. I can’t support this no more.

Every time she go Live talkin’ ’bout her life, her trauma, her growth, her “forgiveness journey”… here we go again. She open up, say she forgivin’ her opps, try to kumbaya the whole internet — then BOOM, the next day somebody piss her off and she right back threatenin’ death, throwin’ curses, goin’ full WWE cage match energy. Like damn girl, pick a side! You peaceful or you problematic? ’Cause right now you givin’ split personality with a ring light.

It’s the patterns for me. The same tired, recycled, been-watched-it-50-times storyline. She swear she movin’ different but be right back talkin’ in circles, swingin’ wild, contradictin’ her damn self every 24 hours. I’m watchin’ like, “Girl… what point are you even tryin’ to make?” She can’t articulate her side to save her life, and at this point I don’t even think SHE know what she tryna say. It’s just vibes, chaos, and confusion with WiFi.

And what blow me is she ALWAYS say, “I ain’t got nothin’ to prove.” Cool. Bet. So WHY you still hoppin’ on Live tryin’ to clear your name every time somebody sneeze your direction?? If you ain’t got nothin’ to prove, log off. Take the app out the rotation. Go raise your son, work on your peace, and mind the business that pays you. ALL she gotta do is move in silence, but she love the noise too much.

She be like, “I’m done with them!” but then be right back in somebody’s comments goin’ off with 40 emojis like girl please. Who you foolin’? ’Cause it ain’t us. We seen this too many damn times. The forgive–cuss–threaten–cry–repeat cycle is TIRED. That’s her whole personality now. She either lovin’ somebody one minute or hatin’ them with a passion the next — she is literally the poster child for “it’s a thin line between love and hate.”

Girl be the type to pray for you at 8:00, stab you with words at 8:05, hug you at 8:10, then threaten to fight you by 8:15. Too much. WAY too much. At this point I gotta tap out for my own sanity. I can’t do the emotional merry-go-round. Good luck to her, but I’m done being dizzy.

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Chrisean makin’ this WAY too easy for folks who already don’t like her. She givin’ her own haters ammo like she passin’ out bullets at a block party, like “here you go, talk about me some more.” Every time she hop on Live talkin’ ‘bout her life, cryin’, explainin’, forgivin’ her opps, tryna sound deep — here we go again. Same rerun, same storyline, same cycle, like a damn TV show stuck on repeat.

And yeah, I BEEN tried to support her, but I’m tired, dawg. Like mentally EXHAUSTED tired. She talk in circles so damn hard she make you dizzy. She can’t articulate her point to save her life — she’ll start one sentence, jump to five new topics, forget the first one, then end it by cussin’ somebody out.

She keep sayin’ “I ain’t got nothin’ to prove”… OKAY then girl, GET OFF SOCIAL MEDIA. That’s what movin’ in silence is! You can’t say you don’t care what people think while goin’ Live every 48 seconds tryna clear your name. If you really don’t got nothin’ to prove, then live your life, raise your son, stay focused, stay prayed up, and stop lettin’ the internet bait you like a damn fish on a hook.

‘Cause at this point, who is she foolin’? Not me. Not the internet. Not the people watchin’. We seen this too many times: she forgive somebody, they breathe wrong, BOOM — now she back threatenin’, wishin’ death, goin’ off, swingin’ wild energy everywhere. Then two days later she “healed” again like girl, PICK A LANE AND STAY IN IT.

It’s the same ol’ same old. Same storyline. Same chaos. Same mess. Same temper. Same Live rants. Same tears. Same threats. Same “I’ma do better.” I’m done, respectfully. I can’t keep watchin’ the cycle like I’m addicted to toxicity — I’m not.

I ain’t even tryin’ to be a bad supporter, but at some point you gotta protect your own sanity. She gotta learn to move in silence, heal for REAL, stop oversharing, and stop tryna prove herself to people who gon’ drag her regardless.

Girl BYE. Enough is enough. I’m done. I checked out. You keep sayin’ you changed but the behavior look the same. You say you forgivin’ folks but you stay ready to cuss ‘em out the next hour. You say you ain’t got nothin’ to prove but you steady tryna plead your case.

I can’t ride this merry-go-round anymore. I’m dizzy. I’m done supportin’ until she prove she can break the cycle — not talk about breakin’ it.

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Mannn lemme tell you somethin’ real quick, cause I’m DONE done. I tried to rock with Chrisean, I really did, but baby girl lost me tonight. She on Live again, doing that same ol’ broken-record routine — crying, yelling, talking in circles, forgiving her opps one minute, then threatening to spin the block spiritually the next. Like damn, sis, pick a lane and stay IN it.

Every time she hop online it’s the same storyline: “I’m growing, I’m healing, I’m not proving nothin’ to nobody,” and then five minutes later she arguing with invisible haters, dropping death threats, cussin’ folks out, and acting shocked when people call her out. GIRL. PLEASE. We’ve seen this movie fifty-eleven times and the ending NEVER change.

At this point I ain’t even mad, I’m exhausted. I ain’t got the stamina to keep up with her emotional rollercoaster no more — my stomach weak and my spirit tired. Like sis, you keep sayin’ you got nothing to prove… OKAY THEN! Get off social media and stop tryna clear your name every time the wind blow wrong! Move in SILENCE like you keep preachin’. Focus on your baby, your bag, and your OWN peace instead of tryna convince the whole damn internet you not fazed when clearly you sweating bullets on Live every other day.

And be real — who you foolin’ at this point? Cause it damn sure ain’t us. Every time you “forgive,” give it 48 hours and boom — you right back cussin’ folks out, yelling into the front camera, talkin’ bout “I wish you would die” like that’s a personality trait. The pattern is so predictable at this point I could lip-sync the whole Live with her.

So yeah… I clock out. I resign. I retire my fan card. I love you girl but I can’t keep supporting someone who spin in circles like a broke ceiling fan and call it growth. I ain’t tryna be a bad supporter, I’m just tired of watching somebody run on a treadmill to nowhere while yelling “I’m healed!”

Girl, BYE. Until you really change, really grow, really shut the hell up and move in silence, I can’t do this no more.

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this whole Chrisean Rock goin’ live every five minutes talkin’ ’bout her life, forgivin’ her “opps,” kumbaya-ing folks that was JUST draggin’ her? Yeah… I’m over it.

Like here we go AGAIN. She hop on live all emotional, tryna be deep, tryna “grow,” tryna “heal,” and I swear the cycle be the same every. damn. time.
Give it two days — let somebody piss her off — she right back wishin’ death on folks, talkin’ crazy, threatenin’ everybody and their grandma. Girl… we TIRED.

I ain’t even tryna be a bad supporter, for real, but I just can’t keep rockin’ with this.
She talk in circles, can’t articulate nothin’, swear she don’t got nothin’ to prove… but stay on live tryna clear her name.

Like babe… if you don’t got nothin’ to prove, LOG OFF.
Move in silence. Focus on your LIFE. Your PEACE. Your SON.
Stop lettin’ the internet bait you every time.

At this point she gon’ keep doin’ the same ol’ same ol’ and who she foolin’?
Not us.
Not no more.

Girl BYE. We done seen this movie too many times.
You forgive folks then turn right back around cussin’ ’em out, sendin’ threats, and startin’ beef again.

I’m done. I can’t take it no more.
Do better or stop talkin’ like you ready to change when you ain’t even tryna break your own cycle.

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I’m tapped out on Chrisean Rock at this point. Every time sis hop on live talkin’ bout “I’m forgivin’ my opps,” “I’m growin’,” “I’m elevatin’,” here we go again with the same merry-go-round circus. ’Cause the MINUTE somebody piss her off, she right back wishin’ death on folks, throwin’ threats, doin’ the whole WWE promo speech like she ain’t just preachin’ peace yesterday.

It’s the same pattern, same script, same rerun, and I’m tired of watchin’ the season finale that never ends. I can’t even support her no more ’cause she talk in circles so bad it make my head spin. Sis be ramblin’ like she fightin’ invisible demons and losin’. She can’t articulate her own point to save her life — just loud noise with no direction.

I ain’t even tryna be a bad supporter, but damn… at some point you gotta grow, not just yell. She keep hollerin’ “I ain’t got nothin’ to prove!” Okay cool — then get off live, stay out the drama, stop tryna clear your name every five minutes. If you ain’t got nothin’ to prove, stop actin’ like you do!

Move in silence, take care of yourself, focus on your son, and let people talk. ’Cause the back-and-forth, the chaos, the contradictions — I just can’t take it anymore. It’s exhausting.

I’m done. I wish her the best, but I ain’t ridin’ this rollercoaster no more.

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Man look… I’m over this whole Chrisean cycle, straight up. Every time she hit “Live,” here we go again...she back telling her life story, crying, forgiving her opps, tryna be the bigger person… and then soon as somebody sneeze wrong, she right back cussin’ folks out, wishing death on ’em like she ain’t just say she “healing.”

It’s like déjà vu with her every damn week. She be talkin’ in circles like a merry-go-round with no brakes. One minute it’s peace and love, next minute it’s “I’m spinning the block on everybody.” Girl, I can’t keep up. My brain got whiplash watching her lives.

And look, it ain’t even on no hating shit ....I tried to support her, fr fr. I tried to understand her pain, her chaos, her trauma… but she don’t even articulate her point long enough to make it make sense. It’s like she start a sentence in English and finish it in confusion.

I’m honestly tired. Like mentally exhausted tired. I’m at the point where I can’t be no fan no more. Not when every time she open her mouth, it’s a whole rollercoaster that don’t go nowhere but back to the same drama. She gotta learn to move in silence, ’cause this loud-ass healing she doing ain’t healing nobody.

I’m done. I tap out. My spirit can’t take another one of her “I’m changed” speeches that expire in 48 hours.

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1. Cool the burn ASAP

Not ice — cool running water.

🟦 Put your fingers under cool (not ice-cold) running water for 10–20 minutes.
This helps pull the heat out and slows down the burning underneath the skin.

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2. If they’re still stinging after the water

Try one of these safe home remedies:

Aloe vera (best option)

If you have aloe gel or a plant:
• Apply a layer on the burn
• It cools, calms inflammation, and reduces pain

Honey

If aloe isn’t around:
• Smooth a thin layer on the burn
• Honey is naturally soothing and antibacterial

Cold compress

If no aloe or honey:
• Take a clean cloth
• Wet it with cool water
• Press it gently on the burn
• Re-cool it as it warms up

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3. DO NOT put on:

❌ Ice directly on skin
❌ Butter
❌ Oil
❌ Toothpaste
They trap heat and make the burn worse.

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4. Cover it if it’s still stinging
• Use a loose clean gauze or cloth
• Keeps air from hitting it (which causes stinging)

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5. If you see blisters

Do NOT pop them. That’s your skin protecting you.

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6. Pain relief

If you have:
• Ibuprofen or acetaminophen (Tylenol) can help calm the throbbing

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IMPORTANT – Seek care if:
• Burn area is large
• Blister is huge
• Skin is white, dark, or numb
• Pain gets worse instead of better
• You spilled water on your nails, joints, or finger pads and it looks bad

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That’s why I gotta keep you in line, You talk big, but the moment I do what I do you melt poppa!😍😍😍😩🥺😅😏😏😏😏

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Pulling it all together for the whole squad vibe — we can call these four:

The Brain & Baddie Squad, Lil Queens of Swagger, Tiny Titans, Clever Chaos Crew, Sassy Scholars, or if you wanna really street: The Princess Clique That Runs It.

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