Joy Ross

What a beautiful day it’s been!

Today marked the beginning of week two in my intensive outpatient group therapy—and wow, each session continues to bring new topics, fresh insights, and meaningful experiences.

This group setting truly feels like the perfect fit for me. As many of you know, I love to share. My life has always been an open book, and in this space, sharing is not only welcomed—it’s encouraged. I’ve really been enjoying telling my stories and hearing others open up about theirs. Today’s discussion focused on attachment styles and how we can intentionally create positive moments and experiences in our lives.

I had the opportunity to share about when I lost my sight completely in 2008. I spoke about the overwhelming challenges I faced, how I truly believed my life was over, and how being a mother to two baby girls gave me the strength to keep going. I talked about the decision I made to change my perspective, to not let my loss defeat me. I chose to find joy through the darkness.

Sharing how my blindness has actually brightened my life! I explained how, because I’ve walked through those hard places, I’m now able to offer hope to others navigating through their own struggles. I told the group that I wouldn’t change my life for anything, because what I’ve gained from my challenges far outweighs my losses. The response was overwhelming—they were moved. More than anything, in class I’m feeling seen, heard, and truly understood. It feels like I’m right where I’m meant to be.

After class something sweet happened. The instructor was about to help guide me out to the lobby, when a classmate came over and gently asked, “Can I ask you a question?” I said, “Of course.” She smiled and said, “Why aren’t you teaching these classes?” I laughed and thanked her sincerely. I told her that while I’ve been through a lot, I’m still learning and there’s always room to grow. She was so kind, saying she’d spent the entire class wondering why I wasn’t leading it. But I know why I’m here. Maybe it’s for something greater than I even realize. I don’t know what that is yet, but I’m open, I’m ready, and I’m so excited for what’s to come in the weeks ahead.

Photo description:
I’m standing confidently in my lush green yard, soaking in the warmth after class. I’m wearing a textured taupe crop top with dark blue wide-leg carpenter jeans. My long black hair is styled in a high ponytail with a rhinestone scrunchie. I’ve accessorized with large silver hoop earrings, a Tiffany-style chain necklace, bracelets, rings, and rhinestone espadrille wedges. My makeup is soft with a nude lip, long lashes, and sparkly silver fingernails. I felt cute, confident, and very ready to finally warm up after freezing in class, definitely bringing my jean jacket next time!

2 months ago | [YT] | 72

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In case you missed this video today, here it is for you! My newest blind girl makeup tutorial! I haven’t done this type of video in many years, and after all the hell I’ve gone through with my skin infections, I’m so proud to show you my bare face And show how I apply my makeup without my eyes!

2 months ago | [YT] | 12

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Going live here on my channel at 4:30 PM Pacific standard time. Hope to hear you there :-)

2 months ago | [YT] | 18

Joy Ross

Wow! Another successful day of intensive outpatient group therapy!

The first week is now behind me, now five more weeks to go, and I’m so excited!!! Yesterday’s sessions were great, all the topics are so good and exactly what I need to hear. Fun story, one of the students in class yesterday recognized me from Youtube lol. She said she used to watch my videos, she remembered very well the video of me going to Starbucks with my guide dog! How fun is that!? Everyone in class thought that was pretty cool!

I’m definitely getting more comfortable in the setting, sharing my heart in front of everyone is becoming easier. I ended up opening up yesterday, exposing, and sharing something very personal that I’ve never shared before out loud and it felt so freeing! This is such a safe space, and a judgment free Space where you feel loved, welcome, and accepted. It just feels so good to feel you’re not the only one going through stuff, you know? And I know that’s what this whole group therapy is all about. Listening to one another learning from one another, feeling you are not alone. Together, we can motivate one another to be Better, to be stronger in life and can cheer each other on as we grow!

Photo description; here I am once again posing in my luscious green beautiful yard right before heading off to class. I am posing all cute wearing this really pretty sleek tight fitted long maxi dress with one hand on hip, striking pose with confidence! The dress has spaghetti, straps, scoop neck, but the back of the dress is where all the fun is! The whole back is cut out down to pretty much the waist. There is a black string that crosses the back right at the midpoint where the bra line would be. The back shape is like a V shape opening, super cute! However, my long black hair is straight down, which covers most of the back so in the photo where I’m showing my back of the dress I had my hair pulled to the side to expose the cute style. I’m wearing soft and pretty makeup with pink lip, silver, jewelry, and silver rhinestone 4 inch tall wedge sandals. I felt elegant and fun with this ensemble, ready for the day to begin!

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2 months ago | [YT] | 53

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You know, my eyes have been causing me pain and trouble, today in my latest video I talked about the pain and the possibility of having my eyes removed. I also talked about what I’ve been going through, my mental health journey as well. I am coming back to life, coming back to posting again, I am just having to take it slowly, but I’m loving it. I have missed you all so much! Watch till the end, I talk about why I’m posting my singing videos and what that means to me. All of your love and encouragement truly is brightening my days and helping me through the challenging times. Life is getting better and I am so excited! Thanks for coming on the journey with me ❤️

Talking about having my eyes removed! Choosing Joy through pain and mental health issues! 
https://youtu.be/amkQenodS_M

2 months ago | [YT] | 16

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Hey beautiful friends, just wanted to give you an update on things. So, I started my group therapy this week! Yesterday was my first day, returning this afternoon and again tomorrow for three hours each day, three days a week. As you all know, I have been suffering from bipolar one, chronic depression, and anxiety, along with medical issues, and now I’m on the road to recovery!!! I’m excited to begin this six week journey with the group therapy, excited to get out of the house, get all dressed up, connect with others and learn More about myself so I can be a better me! Thank you for all your encouragement on my journey, I will keep you updated as the days and weeks come, I will be doing some video updates as well so stay tuned to my YouTube channel Joy Ross. This is a good thing, so excited for what God is doing in my life! I feel amazing! Praying it continues. 💛

Photo description; I am posing in my luscious green yard posing cute with my bedazzled white cane wearing this really sleek and beautiful black halter neck scalloped edge tight fitted bodysuit with medium wash blue jeans. I have on a black and silver studded belt, large silver hoop earrings, coordinating silver bracelets, rings, and Tiffany silver chunky chain heart pendant necklace. I have paired the ensemble with my tall 4 inch rhinestone, wedge sandals, I have on lovely makeup, and my black hair is styled long down my back all pretty. This photo was taken right before I jumped in the car to head to my first day of group therapy! looking already for the day!

2 months ago | [YT] | 86

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Hey guys, wanted to let you know that I will be going live here on my channel at 4 PM Pacific standard time today and you guys are gonna get to see Arabella Faith! I’ll give you the update on her and her cancer diagnosis and how she’s doing. Also, I’ll be available to chat and to answer any questions About what’s going on with me as well. Look forward to seeing you hearing you on the live stream! Love you.

2 months ago | [YT] | 27

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How I’m getting through my dark days! #Blind #MentalHealth 
https://youtu.be/4Zd08Da8uZw

2 months ago | [YT] | 18

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In case you missed this video today, here’s a little song that will make you move and smile! “You Win My Love”! One of my favorite songs by Shania Twain! I love putting all of the emotion and movements into my singing, it brings the song to life! It doesn’t matter if I cannot see, I see when I sing!

Sexy Shania Twain song performed by Blind Joy Ross! “You win my love”! 
https://youtu.be/Z9PMgouzG_M

2 months ago | [YT] | 5

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Had so much fun singing and performing this song today! In case you missed it, here it is again! Love expressing myself through my voice. My eyes may not work, but that’s OK, I see when I sing!

Belting some high notes, singing, Barbra Streisand‘s “My Man“! 
https://youtu.be/q6LMW3lZevc

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