Gensis M

Might go live tomorrow playing dod around 6-8 pm maybe?, I don't know yet, also,I may use my one png or one of my other ones

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1 month ago | [YT] | 1

Gensis M

Today's live will be around probably 8-9 and will end after a hour at most and my bf will most likely be in the game with me and today I will be using my mequot png

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1 month ago | [YT] | 0

Gensis M

Tomorrow I'll probably go live on die of death but my boyfriend will be joining me with this live (I never had his roblox before and I just got it now from like a few days ago so now he's gonna join me with this live stream tomorrow but sense the app I use to go live on doesn't let me put two pngs on the screen and only works with only my audio and game audio that means I can't be on call with him so he's gonna only have to be able to chat on Roblox lol


(I love my huzz fr lol)

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1 month ago | [YT] | 0

Gensis M

Hey guys I'm back from the mental health hospital and... honestly it just made me worse cuz now I ended up lashing out on everyone that I love because of the place not giving me my shoes and bracelets and stuffie back

And SOME of the staff were really mean but yeah

1 month ago | [YT] | 0

Gensis M

Idk if this will post or not cuz my mobile data is bad but I just wanted to let y'all guys know that I'll be gone or maybe a week or so idk cuz I am getting send to there

2 months ago | [YT] | 0

Gensis M

Hey guys I wanted to let y'all know that if I don't post for awhile that probably means I was send to the mental health hospital cuz tomorrow aka today since it's 2am I'm going to my therapist and since I haven't been doing good (I'm not going to go into what for the sake of myself and respect for myself I'm just going to say I haven't been doing good) but yeah, it's gotten bad to the point that I'm going to tell my therapist that I don't feel safe and that I really want to be send to the mental health hospital, idk if I will or not but idk. If I do then this is me saying I hope to see y'all again soon and to let y'all know why if I don't post in awhile more then a break

2 months ago | [YT] | 0

Gensis M

I'm going to probably take a break idk.. because today was the last straw when my boyfriend broke up with me. I'm not going to say why because I don't wanna bother him if he sees this. Bye for now guys (probably)

2 months ago | [YT] | 0

Gensis M

I swear, sometimes I feel like I won't even live to make it to see my favorite YouTubers ik this might sound kid-ish but I really like watching Itsfunneh and her other siblings there all amazing people and when I was younger I would watch them 24/7, when I would go to bed I would but something from them on and I would have so many laughs but honestly guys I don't even think I'll live long enough to get older and see any of them or my favorite YouTubers. Cuz as some of y'all know (this was only kept between me and my friends and stuff but now I think it's a good time to share it) but after my cousin past from "over dosing"(at this point we don't know cuz the investigators can't find anything, even though there a bunch of bruises and cuts on him but even that they just said he over dose) but yeah ever since his death my mental health has been declining and rn I don't feel safe with my self so I'm trying to see if my mom can make me a appointment with my therapist more early and imma tell and ask my therapist if she can send me to the mental health hospital or psych ward cuz I already sh again for the 3 or so time and already people have been telling and demanding me to get help aka go to a mental health hospital and I wanna try but honestly if it doesn't work then I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm so lost, I don't know who I am anymore. All I know is that I'm this so called "YouTuber who makes people happy with my videos" who has this big to make it big where I can see people I always wanted to meet or make new friends and have people watch my videos and enjoy it, not for the views but for the support and friends I make a long the way. Also for those people who think everythings ok, no nothing is ever ok my old cat that I had for 3 years past away two months ago and my cousin past away 1 month ago and the bullying at my school is getting worse and rn my mom's in debt though trying to make money off doordashing and other apps like doordash which ofc don't pay good enough and I have stuff like ADHD and serve depression and social anxiety and they have all been diagnosed from my doctors and therapist and psychiatrist and of which with having those stuff I need to get stuff for my needs like any type of squeeze ball or plushie to help me while in public and the same thing goes for clothes, I have a sensory issue and have a hard time wearing certain clothes but my mom cant always get me clothes for my needs so I usually stuck with all of my clothes for a whole year until school starts up and my dad takes me shopping with my mom. My parents are not together, they split up sometimes after I was born, I don't know why.my mom never told me why. My room at my mom's isn't good, my bed frame is broken and my light is dead and there's stains everywhere cuz my room used to be my 18 year old brother and which he was a gamer with his friends and he would always spill stuff. But hey it's better then not having a room at all like how it was when I was little and stuff. I got this room when I was like 12 or something but while younger I never had my own room at my mom's so I would have to sleep on the couch or sleep in my mom's bed. Also when I was younger younger like maybe 7 or something like that, my mom married a man and for awhile he was good but then after a bit he started getting verbally abusive and after a bit got psychically abusive. Not to me or my siblings but to my mom though I don't reamber all of it ALOT. I only remember when my mom and him got into a big fight where my mom had to take me and my siblings to a motel and stay there for a night, That's the only main thing I reamber that was bad about him. I only remember good times, I think my mind had gotten to that point were it tries to get rid of those memories and make them forgotten but I don't know. Theres more but that's all more personal and don't feel comfortable sharing but yeah. If I don't post in awhile that means I got send to the mental health hospital or psych ward or something. Btw back to the topic of Itsfunneh, if you don't know her or her siblings then you should really watch them. Her channel is Itsfunneh. I really enjoy watching her and her siblings btw sorry if I spelled it wrong. I have a hard time spelling

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2 months ago | [YT] | 1

Gensis M

can anyone who's friends with insert/mealy pls block him he and his girl mite had broke up and he after the break up he started telling people that she abused him but she never had and has been either any tryna cheat on mite with a person name meilo or something (idk name), and has now raped the person meilo which ofc was on vr but the thing is that I'm also guessing that the person isn't his age and also ik rape is not really bad on vr but either way it's still sexual harassment and is not a good thing pls everyone, as for me there was more reasons but those are more personal

2 months ago | [YT] | 1

Gensis M

Yo ‪@P0w3rsh3l1‬ wanna start our own skittle squad like with me, you and mite? And mite let me be pr3typriincess and either way I'm used to being pr3typriincess so do you wanna be bluudude and mite be coolkid(if she still wants to) also I ask you here cuz I don't have your discord or anything to contact you on so sorry if you didn't want to be in this post, I just didn't know how else to ask you since I won't really be on vr for a few days cuz of school lol

2 months ago | [YT] | 0