ForsakenAri

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Me being mentally insane

This WILL have an effect on the way you see me.

Proceed at your own risk.










































HAHA!

OHOHOHO, YOU’RE FUNNY!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

ME?

YOU’RE ACCUSING ME, SOMEONE WHO’S CUT THEMSELF JUST FOR YOU, OF BEING A FAKE FRIEND?

ME DISLIKING YOU?

MANIPULATING YOU?

I THINK YOU’RE FORGETTING WHO YOU’RE TALKING TO!

HAVE YOU EVER CAME TO CONSIDER THAT THIS WHOLE THING IS YOUR FUCKING FAULT?!

YOU RUINED YOURSELF!

YOU LIED!

YOU LIED TO ALL OF US!

YOU MAKE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU!

YOU FORCE EVERYTHING TO GO YOUR WAY!

AND YOU EXPECT ME - NO, US - TO JUST FORGIVE YOU?!

YOU HURT ME!

YOU HURT ME TO UNFORGIVABLE MEASURES!

AND WHATS NEXT - YOU SAY I DRAG YOU INTO MY PROBLEMS?

THAT I’M THE ONE AT FAULT?!

THEY TRUSTED YOU!

WE TRUSTED YOU!

I TRUSTED YOU.














































are you going to make another one?
saying things about how i’m a fake?
how i apparently dislike you?



i hope you know that i’ve called 988 multiple times because of you.

i hope you know that i stopped caring about myself for you - no, all of my friends.

and even some people from my major friend group think that i drag them into my problems or that i dislike them.

you hurt me.

so much.

and people saying that already make it worse.

if i get hurt again, i’ll do it.

is this the life you want?

for us?












for me?

6 days ago | [YT] | 0

ForsakenAri

I cared

I really did




I loved you
It’s true

Sometimes I feel like I still fucking do

And I hate that
I’m sorry


I really am

6 days ago | [YT] | 0

ForsakenAri

This is the only thing my mom doesn’t know about.

I feel so stupid to think that, even after knowing she saw my TT account, I would post how I feel anyway.

My friends think I hate them.
I drag everyone into my problems.

I’m such a fucking dumbass.







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Keep smiling.
Just keep smiling.
They won’t suspect anything.



I’m okay.
I’m sorry.

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1 week ago | [YT] | 0

ForsakenAri

I know.

4 weeks ago | [YT] | 0

ForsakenAri

I saw your newest video.
I know you aren’t doing alright.
And surprisingly, neither have I, haha.
Recently, I’ve tried so hard to be noticed by people I forgot about myself.
And when I saw your most recent video, I thought “what am I doing? Why am I trying so hard for somebody to mention me?” So I’m going to stop trying.

“Ari, you’re too young to help depressed people.”
Shut up. I’m old enough.

“He/she’ll never get better.”
I’ll try to fix him/her anyway.

“It’ll only hurt them more.”
Then I’ll ask them how I can make them better and I’ll try harder.

“Stop supporting them.”
NO.

All I’ve every paid attention to was trying to be noticed. To stop being ignored. Then I saw you. I thought it was my chance. To do something beyond just trying to get noticed, but helping someone.

When I saw your recent video, I came up with this.



Monday is the start of a new week. Yes, it’s far away from the weekend. But it opens up new possibilities. Even though every day is, Mondays help you get a new start. To start on a clean slate.

Tuesday. Closer to the weekend! I usually get things I like on Tuesdays. I also like to try something new or fun. Usually, I draw the things. It’s something that stuck with me.

Wednesday! Midweek! Sure, midweek can make some people upset. But I think of it like this: Tomorrow, it’s Thursday! Since it’s in the middle, I like it to be like balance. I could focus on balancing out what I wish to do, and what I need to do.

Thursday - one more day to Friday, and 2 more days until the weekend! I take this as a day to relax after school/work. It gives me time to think what I wish to do. Especially after school, where there are the most rude people, I like to relax or take a nap, it clears the mind of all things that may be making you upset.

Friday! This is the day! One day before the weekend! I like to go out to eat or do something today. Maybe see some friends, or take a break! You get time to admire that you did your hardest and put a lot of effort into this week.

Saturday and Sunday! The weekend! You get to do a lot of things today! Take a break (lol), go somewhere fun, see some friends, and more! Sunday may be bad because it’s one day to Monday, but try to enjoy it while it lasts.


Even when you think you have nobody, I’m here. I got your back.
‪@nuggetanimatez‬

3 months ago | [YT] | 0

ForsakenAri

I’m so happy to know you’re feeling better.

For some background of the image.
I was looking through my old sketchbooks, from when I was in 5th grade.
And then I found this. 1997.
I thought of you.
I know what my old self meant.
I knew that it meant that, no matter how lonely or depressed the person is, I’ll always be their friend.
What I decided to do was take an image and trace it on Apple’s Sketchbook.




















































































































































































































































































This may sound weird.
But I feel like you changed who I was as a person.
I became more thoughtful, more caring as a person. According to other people.
I want to thank you.
You’re an amazing person, Nugget.
‪@nuggetanimatez‬

3 months ago | [YT] | 0

ForsakenAri

Who cares about bad thoughts
I have a life to live
And someone to save from ending theirs










“A life to save” By Ari
‪@nuggetanimatez‬





































































Um
If you happen to have an Apple iPhone and want to text me
You can text me with my email, Apranikbrt@Gmail.com
Even though you may not want to
You’re going through a lot
I just want you to know you always have someone to talk to

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3 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 0

ForsakenAri

🌹❤️







Healing is a process. It may take days. Months. Years. Maybe never at all.
Trauma especially. I haven’t gotten over when my dad shoved my head into a pillow to the point I blacked out.
But if you’re sad all the time, you’ll never be happy.
When you feel hated, unloved…you have to pay attention to the little things. You’re alive. Flowers are blooming. The sun is shining. You are loved.

I’ll be your doctor when you’re sick.
I’ll be the light in your darkness.

I may not know you yet, but I do know one thing.
We all love you.
None of us know what happened. We may never know.
Trusting us strangers with what’s going on takes bravery.
And I am forever thankful that you trust us.




I know it feels like your whole world is falling apart.
Stay strong, Nugget.

Always be strong.
‪@nuggetanimatez‬

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3 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 0

ForsakenAri

Silly little doodles

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3 months ago | [YT] | 0

ForsakenAri

Hold on this ain’t ‪@Zeyn_Syre‬

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