I love you
The three hardest words to say
And the three easiest to lie about
Three words I forgot to say to you
Before I was gone
I miss you
Your voice
Your humor
Every moment I'm not with you
I feel as if I don't deserve life
As if I'm inpure
As if I'm not whole
So I mark my arm
Two letters carved into a heart
A lowercase m
And an uppercase J
Until then
I will never forget you
You were the best part of my life
I don't think I can go on without you
And I don't have the guts to take a gun and quit
Eventually I'll have the will
But all I can do now is cry
Cry and wait
For my time
For our time
To be together again
In heaven