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Hey guys....
There was a black out in the UK today
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I WAS TERRIFIED I HATE THE DARK!
it happened at 5pm and lasted till 8.44pm!
If there's anyone from the UK seeing this lemme know if you had a black out!
The internet and lights are back on so...
That's good!
I won't be posting tonight sorry about that!
I might post tomorrow but no promises.
Sadly that's all the news I got for y'all but um hope everyone is okay and imma stop posting on here again and I'll just stick to shorts and videos.
-livvy out!

6 days ago | [YT] | 17

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I wasn't planning on posting anything here for awhile but a lot of my videos have been blocked and taken down so...if anyone's looked for them they're on tiktok
@stitchywithlivvyeditz
won't lie I'm upset about that.

I've also got a copyright strike now.

This happened because the song I used was copyright well it's all copyrighted music but most editors have used the same song and still have theirs upload.

This is so frustrating it makes me feel like YouTube hates me since this happens all-the-time!
But it's never been multiple video's.

I'm genuinely so upset about this because I enjoy looking back on those videos on my tv to help me improve.

If this keeps happening I might stop uploading on YouTube and if that happens just know I'm sorry.

-livvy out...

1 week ago (edited) | [YT] | 5

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I got a question from someone asking what song lyric that suits me as a person well....

"look at me look at me look at me look at me... because I exist I exist I exist I exist"

now why does this match me?
Well I don't like bringing this one up frankly I HATE talking about it so I stopped but when I was younger I never felt seen people ignored me until the age of 8 and I was seen as the weird kid who played with her shadow or the air I used to like believing I was special and there was a reason I was born I remember I used to pretend I had wind powers after watching a movie (forgot the name) but then stopped when I was called the weird kid
I remember being excluded and people telling me I couldn't play football or basketball because I was a girl I also remember changing myself and for a bit becoming kinda a bully before I left primary just to fit in because sadly my classmates were jerks just about all of them and if you didn't act like them you'd get pain but I then changed and stood up for what was right and now I always will and I'm ashamed of my past self.
I struggle with severe anxiety and depression I was laughed at and used as a kid it ended up wanting to self harm and k- myself things got worse in highschool to the point I left.
I joined YouTube as a way to cope and that's why I always will say I don't mind if I'm at 1 subscriber because I know as long as I made one person smile then I'm alright.

I ended up self harming over the years and sharing my struggles I've gained friends and lost some I even got people who have supported me and shockingly I fell in love with ‪@Clvrywflzzz_X3‬​ (she's my gf hi love ❤️)

I remember as a kid as mentioned was laughed at for wanting to be a singer and a voice actor two dreams I hope to achieve someday as for being used well not the brightest person in the world and I can be manipulated easily I won't go into too much detail but someone told me to replace the y in yuck with an f....and it didn't go well afterwards.

The reason I've shared this story is to inspire people though I'm healing that doesn't mean I'm still not hurting I'm just trying to be better for everyone,for my family, friends and gf.

This'll be the last post I'll make for awhile because honestly it hurt writing this and I've had to consider if I wished to share these things or not I really hope people don't judge me or make fun of me in the comments because it takes a lot of guts to do what I've done but don't worry I'll still make videos.

One day I'd like to learn animation and finally animated my story once I've healed.

Please don't take this story to be sad but take this story of mine as power because you can do anything if you put ur mind to it I sure did and look where I am today!

I may not be the most popular but people like me and love what I do and that's what matters and I've achieved so much even an animated show called journeys rising coming soon.

I'm so grateful for all of you truly and don't do what I did please never feel like you have to change yourself for other people because you'll never be happy that way and you come first before anyone else.

Thank you everyone.

-livvy out...

2 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 9

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So....I've been invited for the editing awards ‪@monkieeditingawards‬ genuinely thank you so so so much for inviting me I'll make sure to let you know which edits I'd like shown.

I don't know who else got an invite but I'm proud of myself for being noticed.
This is clearly something new happening to the LMK community and I'm glad I got to join the first year!

Thank you everyone for allowing this to happen by supporting me and I'll continue doing my best for you all.

Good luck to everyone who's invited and if you've joined....

I'm ready....

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 11

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Should I make an my hero academia edit?

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 2

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New video out 2 year anniversary on YouTube!
https://youtu.be/8NTBawpZ1p0?si=xG0_e...

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 4

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Me and ‪@Clvrywflzzz_X3‬ ❤️

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 6

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Finally all the Halloween videos are done!!!! For demon slayer fans I've made a demon slayer edit and now imma work very slowly on my 2 year anniversary video! (Like I did last year)
Thanks to everyone who joined the MEP btw!
And I hope everyone had a good Halloween :D

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 7

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I wish to say thank you for the support I got yesterday and I'm glad to know I'm some of ur favourite editors I don't know how I got so lucky to have amazing supporters but I'll continue trying to do my best for you all.
I also forgot my channel is now TWO YEARS OLD! (It was yesterday It turned 2 years old but I forgot to make anything for that so I'll do something special soon) It feels like yesterday I even remember how it all started maybe one day I'll share that story but for now I will share more laugh,cry and heart felt edits that really kick you in the feels!
Even though I'm changing content with other edits like demon slayer and hunger games (probably other edits will come soon) just know LMK will never stop being posted even if it doesn't get the views it should have.
I'm unsure what the feature holds but I'm so proud of myself for this year and what I've accomplished and just know I'm proud of every single one of my subscribers for being there for me, for making me laugh with Ur comments, for being excited about the show journeys rising and taking interest but most importantly I'm so proud of Ur support and watching my videos it really helps.
I won't lie to everyone who's ever commented I laugh or smile at them because I know I've done something right :D
I also wanna give a shout out to ‪@Clvrywflzzz_X3‬ my girlfriend for literally always being there for me and always being so supportive of me and my goals and dreams! Miss you a lot and never forget his much I love you ❤️.
With all that said I'm sorry this is so long and have an amazing Halloween everyone and an amazing day/night
(I don't celebrate Halloween so the same can't be said for me XD)
Oh and uh same thing applies I still won't be uploading much after today because I wanna be with my family more (family stuff but it's okay)
-Livvy out

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 5

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Hello everybody!
I recently got bullied for my edits and how the quality has decreased overtime and laziness.
I've deleted a lot of these comments because I HATE online bullying and I'm honestly so sorry that I haven't been at my full potential behind the scenes of editing I'm working on journeys rising and grabbing cast members and animators but also we need to remember I have a life beyond media and I can't always make the "greatest" or "fire" edit that people may have expected from a previous video bare in mind most of these are tiktok comments and I'm know a bit more on tiktok than YouTube (YouTube always hides my channel in my opinion)
But I hope everyone is okay and please not this isn't me getting annoyed I'm just frustrated at why people feel the need to make people upset or try to ruin someone's day and yes I know you're allowed opinions but please don't say something if you think it's mean.
Hope everyone is okay and don't worry I'm okay.
Same thing follows from yesterday after I'm done making videos for Halloween this will slow down a bit due to me wanting to spend time and be there for my family a bit more but don't forget the Halloween villain MEP comes out tomorrow!!! (There's some good news :D)
-Livvy out!

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 8