exhausted and looking like a mess but I made it back to turkey

leaving pieces of myself behind as I exit the relationship

I had my glow up at 30! so be patient if you feel kinda ugly

it seems to be a very common female human experience to feel not good enough

I became physically addicted to a relationship that was affecting me negatively

lessons I've learned from being with an avoidant partner for 8 years

my mom said we could have a bidet in our next house

sometimes you can't be anything for anyone and that's ok

change is scary but it would have been scarier to stay stuck in this relationship

I'm just stayin alive in case something good happens

July - Noah Cyrus (cover)

I'm not here to make you comfortable

Eternal Flame - The Bangles 1989 (acoustic guitar cover)

the autistic late start to life

if you don't like me someone else will

the only reason I’m scared after finally leaving this relationship… (beach vlog)

healthy anger

I was so scared that nobody else would love me

I'm going to be celibate until I meet the love of my life

Manhattan - Sara Bareilles (guitar cover)

body image and self worth

been looking for a place that feels like home my whole life and I still haven't found it

the real reason for this breakup after 8 years

why trauma makes it so hard to feel the good feelings again (along with the bad)

it's either the wrong person or the wrong time, it has nothing to do with your worth

at least I know what I want in a relationship now (sewing and chatting)

trauma makes you unrelatable and lonely… as does autism

eating sardines & moving back to turkey

why I choose to share my struggles on the internet

reminiscing about my childhood dvd collection (asmr)

trauma is something you learn to carry, not something you can get rid of

grief comes in waves

Landslide - Fleetwood Mac (acoustic cover)

the sobering reality of what my relationship had become

when the body gets lonely… (beach vlog)

a message for my fellow witches who also don't wanna be here

honestly I kind of just wanna be a housewife (no kids)

finding peace being single after my 8 year relationship

trying the new mccrunchy chicken from mcdonalds!

what it feels like coming out of an 8 year long relationship

thank you for your letters (the end of dear sadie&p)

why i thought no one would ever like me

Sadie&P. the final Q&A

maybe it's ok to want things

Final Season of the Sadie&P Show

getting ready to frolic in the fields and look for mushrooms (asmr)

I Need You To Turn To - Elton John (cover)

I really thought I wasn't gonna wake up this morning...

My Comprehensive Guide To Growing Long & Healthy Hair

I have feelings for someone who's already taken... Polyamory?

Overcoming Shame | Internalized Homophobia, Age-Gapphobia & Fatphobia

the girl I fell in love with in India was forced into an arranged marriage

Lesbian Bed Death? Let’s Discuss…

Fear of Intimacy and Avoidant Attachment in a Lesbian Couple

They're Finally Together Again! (student-teacher love story update)

youtube is for the lonely people | keyboard typing asmr (Keychron Q1 Max - Purple)

how I almost ended up in a psych ward & BPD discussion

Two Lesbians Brought Together By Destiny!

I'm so in love with my teacher and I think that she might like me back!

A straight woman asked if I wanted to date her, should I go for it?