nisha☁︎⋆｡ #westandwithgaza

This silly kid promised to come back to content creating and broke her promise 9 months ago. Day by day we people realize how different and cruel this world is. I’m 17 now. I’m afraid to promise to come back again. But would anyone believe me if I said I really wanted to come back. But I needed this break and now I’m ready. Now I really want to come back.
Soon.

6 months ago | [YT] | 1

nisha☁︎⋆｡ #westandwithgaza

Despite the pic, I’m as much as conflicted as this whole world. I don’t deserve my new subscribers who subscribed me even though i stopped creating contents, ily. I kept coming, venting, promising to re start and then disappear. and despite all these months passed without touching the “upload video” button, this was the only safe place of mine. But sometimes you can’t have the energy to do it. Something. Anything. Forgive me for my empty promises and those who asked for a playlist and couldn’t get any answers or even the playlists. For the person who asked me for a playlist a long time ago. I feel the guilt from the bottom of my heart and didn’t forget about you. You’re in my to do list. I promise I didn’t. But when you don’t feel something, you can’t act or do anything related to that something. I’m doing my best to put everything in place. Trying to fix it. I don’t even think somebody would read it. But if you’re still reading it and you know me(maybe you don’t, it’s okay) thank you.
A lot has changed in a year. A lot. Can’t explain. Sometimes you feel like you can’t breath but it’s okay. Time makes you realize. Maybe maturing. I’m 16 now. I was 13? When i started a youtube channel. My first video was roblox stuff? Or editing some harry potter:)
It’s okay. I was a kid. I’m proud of myself for not givin up. I’ll make sure to come back so soon. And when i do it, I’ll be worthy of that 4k subscribers. Ily all. I really do. My safe place.

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1 year ago | [YT] | 4

nisha☁︎⋆｡ #westandwithgaza

New video finally uploaded🦥🦥🦥🦥

Enjoy it🔆

Most underrated playlist🧃🦖🦆

1 year ago (edited) | [YT] | 2

nisha☁︎⋆｡ #westandwithgaza

I feel like this video needs to be watched. Idk if it’s underrated or overrated. Every single word of this song’s is a sharp blade that cuts my heart and make it bleed. Everyone must listen to it atleast once.

“All Alone, all we know is haunting me,
Making it harder to breathe.”

“I thought it’d be easy to run but my legs are broken.”

“I swear to God the voices wouldn’t shut up.”

“And I figured it all to be love, but this isn’t lovely.”

“You fooled me from the start”

“It’s like a bunch of broken picture frames but the photo still remains the same.”


I needed to write down the dearest ones.


Have a good day love you💗

1 year ago | [YT] | 2

nisha☁︎⋆｡ #westandwithgaza

Thank you all for 4k subscribers!
I found out a great and underrated artist and I’m making a playlist rn💗

1 year ago | [YT] | 18

nisha☁︎⋆｡ #westandwithgaza

I’m back
(Again)

I don’t feel well now I decided to make playlists that talks about our emotions hm?


Thinking about making a playlist about losing someone we love, care about.

Feeling deja vu these days so sorry for being fr inactive🫶🏻

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1 year ago | [YT] | 38

nisha☁︎⋆｡ #westandwithgaza

NO WAY GUYSS WE HIT 3K ALREADY EVEN THOUGH I DONT DESERVE IT😭😭😭😭
IMA MAKE NEW PLAYLISTSS AND SPED UPSS MAYBE LYRICSSS DROP YOUR IDEAS IN COMMENTS🥳🥳🥳🥳




Thank you all for giving me this experience💗

2 years ago | [YT] | 9

nisha☁︎⋆｡ #westandwithgaza

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2 years ago | [YT] | 3

nisha☁︎⋆｡ #westandwithgaza

Hi there.
Looks like I need this.
I’ve been having bad time. It’s, about my best friend. Since may. I already had struggling with my studying, and then this.
I’ve been knowing her for 8 years. This year will be the 9th one. She was my savior, hero, sun, and one of the my life meanings. Yet I wasn’t even her closest friend. I was afraid. I was hella afraid that she would get broken that I did everything I can do. Then She misunderstood it. I always knew, that no matter what I do, she won’t choose me as a closest friend. I’ll always be a second or third choice. I was full of anger, sadness, disappointment… I said some things that would break her heart. Despite she was the one who’s hurting me all this time. I hurt her once and now we don’t even talk anymore. She says she forgave me. But not her heart, non mine will be the same. Couldn’t eat, couldn’t sleep, didn’t want to go outside, didn’t want to talk with anyone. She had a big part of my life. I lost it. I wasn’t feeling good since all of these things ended. Since June. I’m really sorry for being inactive. I’ll be active next weeks. I will also be active on my editing page and Spotify page. I’ll be sure to come back. If we come to my (ex) best friend. I accepted the truth. Even though she was always by my side when I needed someone and I was in deep pain, I wasn’t her closest, best friend at all. I’ll just let her live peacefully. We go to same school so it will be little hard for me to see her having good time with her friends without me. Fun fact, half of her friends are also my close friends. But probably I won’t be there, with them. I’ll just watch them. Idk tbh. Just, sometimes, it hurts to remember. Can’t take it. But that’s alright. I just wanted you guys to know that I’m back. Love y’all. Mean it💗🫶🏻

2 years ago (edited) | [YT] | 2

nisha☁︎⋆｡ #westandwithgaza

Looks like someone made a new playlist🐸

Enjoy it @0schlumpFi0 💗

2 years ago (edited) | [YT] | 2