crg★
i use this account for vents. i share thoughts here.
as most of you know by now, traumacore is *NOT* an aesthetic. it is a coping mechanism for abuse and trauma. it is not supposed to be visually appealing or cute, it is to let emotions out. if my content bothers u then dont be a dick, just click off my video, thanks.
crg★
i removed all my shorts bec i cant stand yt shorts but theyre all unlisted if anybody has them in their likes/wants to view them again.
2 weeks ago | [YT] | 30
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crg★
NEVER romanticize any sort of issue. My alcoholism is not cute. I despise my drinking, I have passed out, blacked out, been sick, hospitalized, harmed myself, harmed others and many other stupid things. I have struggled with addiction and mental health issues for as long as i can remember, self harm and all of that stuff will never be cute. its a horrible issue many people go through.
3 weeks ago | [YT] | 30
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i cried to my dad this night. i dont remember much. i just remeber unable to do anything asides from sob.
6 glasses of red wine, i miss the stronger stuff.
3 weeks ago | [YT] | 23
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crg★
Don’t idolize anybody, including me. I’m not perfect. Nobody is. I’m not someone you should truly look up to. I’m mentally ill, I’m an alcoholic and many more things.
3 weeks ago | [YT] | 34
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crg★
Thank you for two thousand and the support. I wish the best for everybody here.
4 weeks ago | [YT] | 37
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crg★
im fine if people think im odd or weird. maybe i share too much on this account, i know i do. sometimes this feels like the only place i can talk about some issues, even if im hiding the emotions by vague posts/images in my videos. even if you havent spoken with me personally, if youre lurking by just liking my videos or posts, thank you. i appreciate your support. it means a lot and i wish everybody the best in life. my apologies if you left a comment and i havent answered, my most popular video from about for years ago has many and often times i dont even get notified for them. i support all of you with your healing process. you matter
1 month ago | [YT] | 48
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I got arrested, won’t go anywhere though and I got released. I already reported her for what she did to me when I was younger recently, the cops working on my case informed the other cops who arrested me. Violence isn’t the answer, obviously. But I don’t believe people like this are worthy of sympathy or any kind of remorse. This girl is evil, I wasn’t her first victim and I won’t be the last until I take this to court. She’s a sick person. I don’t want to believe there’s truly anybody evil in this world, but people like this are an exemption. She went for the neck just like she did went I was younger, same injury almost just 5 years later.
1 month ago | [YT] | 30
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i beat up my rapist today
1 month ago | [YT] | 48
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CAN’T STOP WONT STOP CAN’T STOP WONT STOP CAN’T STOP WONT STOP
3 months ago | [YT] | 22
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It was one of my bestest friend’s birthday on the 27th. ILY Mina!! @lfeelsick <3
3 months ago | [YT] | 23
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