amber and phosphophyllite °ʚ(*´꒳`*)ɞ°
throbbing heart full of pain and dimmed down echoes of hope [felt like it]
. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁*ੈ✩‧₊˚ this is all but a little flowing stream of collective thoughts be it calculated or just a measly write that I will laugh at ;; lightheartedly,, in the future . I'm insane but I'm thriving . I just want to feel the pulse of the earth rhyme with my heart alongside finding and creating destiny
or will fate lead me aright to an unknown sanctuary ? (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ)
૮₍ ˃ ⤙ ˂ ₎ა well, whatever it is! i wish you success and a good life ahead ˆ𐃷ˆ
Trust me, i can tell you're gonna go places ദ്ദി •⩊) ྀི
juvenile quantum rotform
I cant get upset having crushed my ego if my goal was to be the best version of myself. ok... ego... out the door. Soft little lessons weren't enough for me to get over my ego. Its a great beginning I trust.
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juvenile quantum rotform
I rawdogged my exam not good at all
1 week ago | [YT] | 1
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juvenile quantum rotform
I hate sleeping why do i need rest
4 months ago | [YT] | 4
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juvenile quantum rotform
I wanna convert to Christianity soon bc i genuinely find comfort in trusting Jesus and the holy spirit but it feels like im betraying the religion i was born into , pretty regional religion but I still feel so confused and lost on what im supposed to do
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juvenile quantum rotform
Sometimes i wish I could be a girl so i can lay around cozily in a pink room on a pastel mattress and drink hibiscus tea while flipping through the pages of the most psychologically damaging novels to ever exist just for the sake of it wearing a cozy flow frock
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juvenile quantum rotform
It's going to be so difficult, so painful to leave someone you know you loved once.
The laughters, the smiles, the comfort of a hand in your hand, the warmth.
All that facade that tricked my eyes, now has led me to this drain of sorrowful mourning.
And so was I naïve. So deceived. Those fleeting moments of... love. All to know it's poisoned.
But it's not intentional. Maybe it's God who decided that we weren't meant to walk this path of life together. That it's fate that chose to separate us.
You're so close, yet so far.
So far, yet so close.
When I think of you, I think -- betrayal, pain, bitterness.
But the hilarious junction-- my mind refuses to dissolve the fleeting, the temporary, the timelessness of your smile and your warmth. It's simply laughable. I couldn't bring myself to hate you, but why?...
Why am I even thinking about you? You betrayed me.
Yet your haunting presence will be ringing and humming in the back of my mind. My heart.
And it's so frustrating to not know what you think about me.
Am I a heartless, cruel person? Or another one of your puppets you controlled?
But I will forever be remained. Remain damned and annoyed, helpless. With unanswered questions and empty answers.
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juvenile quantum rotform
3 subscribers already?! gng we chill together bless 🙏
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