It's going to be so difficult, so painful to leave someone you know you loved once. The laughters, the smiles, the comfort of a hand in your hand, the warmth. All that facade that tricked my eyes, now has led me to this drain of sorrowful mourning. And so was I naïve. So deceived. Those fleeting moments of... love. All to know it's poisoned. But it's not intentional. Maybe it's God who decided that we weren't meant to walk this path of life together. That it's fate that chose to separate us. You're so close, yet so far. So far, yet so close. When I think of you, I think -- betrayal, pain, bitterness. But the hilarious junction-- my mind refuses to dissolve the fleeting, the temporary, the timelessness of your smile and your warmth. It's simply laughable. I couldn't bring myself to hate you, but why?... Why am I even thinking about you? You betrayed me. Yet your haunting presence will be ringing and humming in the back of my mind. My heart. And it's so frustrating to not know what you think about me. Am I a heartless, cruel person? Or another one of your puppets you controlled? But I will forever be remained. Remain damned and annoyed, helpless. With unanswered questions and empty answers.
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It's going to be so difficult, so painful to leave someone you know you loved once.
The laughters, the smiles, the comfort of a hand in your hand, the warmth.
All that facade that tricked my eyes, now has led me to this drain of sorrowful mourning.
And so was I naïve. So deceived. Those fleeting moments of... love. All to know it's poisoned.
But it's not intentional. Maybe it's God who decided that we weren't meant to walk this path of life together. That it's fate that chose to separate us.
You're so close, yet so far.
So far, yet so close.
When I think of you, I think -- betrayal, pain, bitterness.
But the hilarious junction-- my mind refuses to dissolve the fleeting, the temporary, the timelessness of your smile and your warmth. It's simply laughable. I couldn't bring myself to hate you, but why?...
Why am I even thinking about you? You betrayed me.
Yet your haunting presence will be ringing and humming in the back of my mind. My heart.
And it's so frustrating to not know what you think about me.
Am I a heartless, cruel person? Or another one of your puppets you controlled?
But I will forever be remained. Remain damned and annoyed, helpless. With unanswered questions and empty answers.
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