This is my main channel I'll post boring things on here and stream. I support The Entire LGBTQ+ community if you don't, Leave. Discord: lilolstar

I'm me, a force, a will, lost hope, something best forgotten, something left behind, nothing worth tears, flaws incarnate, the best and worst of humanity, worthlessness, joy, hurt, and most of all I am pain. I am not pain just for myself but for everyone who I talk, care, love, hate and touch. I spread like a disease, a plague. I cause pain as every muscle in your body rots slowly and you understand what true agony is, then only will you see me. I'll be the one to claim your life and guide your descent to back from whence you came, just so we can do it all over again. Know I don't smile because of your agony, but for it's all I know and can't help but feel at home in your torment. if I didn't force a smile, gave into the pain, the stars, planets and beyond would collapse between my palms as I unwrap my fingers that were once upon my heart