frozen in grief. cptsd and me.

Verbal Processing and radical acceptance, recovery, becoming whole, much love to all from all of me.

Coast to Country hwy 26E Rainy day drive time lapse.

So green! end of January 2026, North Oregon Coast 101 cruise.

DIY install yoga sling or punching bag, ceiling mount. I’m actually #250lbs hehe

Coastal 101N misty drive 4k Widescreen.

Short walk to the beach. 4k res.

Still Serving. Disabled Veteran Wants You To Use Your Voice.

Quiet camp cookout. Cucumber salad and Special Ramen Spinach bowl.

Hana & deeja go to the Beacha! A short walking chat on standing up for each other.

Reading to Hana, “Dear deeja” comment & poem from my dear friend.

if you see it, pick it up! Hana & I clean up the beach, keeping others safe! Kindness matters.

Cape Lookout State Park, Oregon.

Debilitating conditions while shopping! Fun times!

Martial Arts movement and stretching in the beach for Self Love, Self Care, Find yourself.

Beautiful stormy beach cabin morning.

Fixing cabin fan to dry out the storm water!

Keep moving. Stay safe.

Sunset Ocean Therapy 4k

Winter cheer for my friends dear.

Beautiful day to pack up camp!

Howdy campers! Survived 46 mph winds!

Waking up and trying to organize my day in my brain.

Twilight Bay.

“I AM NOMAD, I AM NO MAN” poem

Broken.

CRV Love. So clean.

we do what we can, when we can do it, because we never stop trying to do the things we can’t.

Grateful.

Drive me home.

Quiet Chilly Woodsy Walk.

Tiptoe.

NO ONE EFFING UNDERSTANDS MY DISABILITIES I AM BEYOND FRUSTRATED & EXHAUSTED

All along. by deeja.

Exploring Champoeg Heritage Area, Oregon

River Autumn views.

Lovely vibrations and feelings of calmness.

Lamp Oral Hygiene.

“Be like a Honey Bee” song by deeja.

Wet wood makes a smokey fire. Good flavor on these Vegan Snausages.

Time lapse Depoe Bay to Siletz Bay

Camp cooking with deeja. #vegetarian #vegan

let’s walk and chat shall we? how do you handle “happy” I know it’s different for each of us.

Tarp over leaking tent time lapse.

“life is a broken microphone” improv song by deeja

Here’s to another year of torture and misery! Welcome to my unhappy bday tent extravaganza!

“dream for you, dream for me, dream of kindness and love for humanity” improv song by deeja.

Exploring with Hana!

my life is my art, It’s sad and beautiful, abstract, and I don’t understand it. Art is Life is Art

Did I do okay? I feel like i’m spending too much!

In disbelief that I have finally been validated.

Infinity Stone… “Vapor Sky” Trance Focus Instrumental Full Quality Audio (Song Only) by deeja love

optical illusion Ambient sound and “Vapor Sky” Instrumental, Low Quality Sound. Nehalem Bay, Oregon.

“Vapor Sky Pt.3” Live Vocal Improv Music Recording.

widescreen “Keep Climbing”

Dignity in a bucket is still dignity. Self care. Deployed Soldier state of mind.

Hana world.

Coastal Trees Pacific Northwest

CRV Loadout ever changing!

FINALE Mt. Hood National Forest: “Big Eddy & overcoming FEARS” Hana swimming! deeja healing heart 💜