My memory is bad, and I have a short focus, which causes me to double-check things and second guess myself all the time. I think about life on a daily basis, and the subscribers and videos I watched have some significance, but only a few, so it will explain some of my choices for some videos I make.
(I watch many things and wait for things to happen, whether it's the end or beginning. I will watch it all if I find it interesting. I watch everything, and miss a few things while thinking of participating in a conversation such as commenting.)