When the world doesn't listen to you you help yourself! I'm a 31 year old male who suffers "Major Depressive Disorder" and "Social Anxiety Disorder" who just wants to become apart of the world but struggles with the very fears that prevent me from doing so. While I post vlogs that details this issue the main deal for my personal vlogs is simply used as a video journal that I post not for views but for myself. I'm not looking for subscribers just a place where I can finally belong. With a history of suicide and depression I'm practically desperate to seek for help but am cut off from any sources and therefore that's what I use partially my vlogs for as a way to get my feelings out while also using it to simply talk about what seems to be like an ending life. I've lived in shame and shadows for too long and I cannot be silent anymore so this is what my channel is for but on the side I love "The Sims" and I enjoy doing videos but for the time being I'm only doing touring videos!