heather the TD girl 2025

Guys I am so sorry for getting upset or disappearing for a couple of days

I am not quitting sub seasons at all

I was taking a break because I wasn't in a very good place I keep getting really impatient

And I wasn't in a good place at all and I'm sorry for not saying anything about taking a break or anything like that

I had the worst year of my life but it's slowly getting better

I want to apologize to ‪@LakeFromDcIsCool‬​​​ for getting upset I didn't mean to feel like that I Miss having you make me feel better i wish you were here to cheer me up right now

And I have been thinking about my Mamaw lately I miss her so much 😭😭😭

‪@thepansexualking‬​​​ ‪@Courtneysvsp‬​​​ ‪@disventuremarleyৎ‬​​​ ‪@ddcastle358‬​​​ ‪@Coatbismuth‬​​​ ‪@GreenMohawkEdits‬​​​ ‪@EnzoDoesSomeStuff‬​​​ ‪@Loganisthebestomg‬​​​ ‪@Hannahforthewinnumber1‬​​​ ‪@toadettegirl20‬​​​ ‪@Tess.notebook‬​​​ ‪@TotalHannahStan‬​​​ ‪@Twice_Gwen‬​​​ ‪@AlolaMasked‬​​​ ‪@Liamhaspapersomehow‬​​ ‪@LakeFromDcIsCool‬​​ ‪@LoganLoganR19‬​​
‪@Lawsongamez802‬​ ‪@Rosieheartsies‬​
‪@TDCoal‬ ‪@Cadentotaldrama‬ ‪@AlolaMasked‬

I had a rough year this year because my sister kicked me out I wasn't in the best place at all my anger issues were really bad I lost a lot of friends and former friends a lot of people have Left me alone




I feel so bad for crashing out on you guys because life has been rough and busy for me lately

This is how I feel I am not guilt tripping anyone at all I feel really sad about everything that happened to me

And not to mention a lot of drama happened to me this year as well

I only took a few days to think about everything and I was really busy and keeping my mind off of everything that happened

I have missed you guys so much

I am so sorry for getting upset and disappearing for a while

Please forgive me.....

And I promise I will be more active if I can I was only taking a break because my mental health wasn't good and I promise I will not be quitting the sub seasons either

I just feel upset about Nate's sub season as well it really hurts

And well my life hasn't been easy either

I'm so sorry if I was a burden to you guys I feel really guilty so much for hurting my friends

I hope someone can make me feel better

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1 hour ago (edited) | [YT] | 0

heather the TD girl 2025

Guys I feel so bad for being inactive for the longest time

Well the reason why I was away for so long is because my mental health wasn't good

I kept getting angry at my friends and crashing out

I was getting upset too much

And I was spending time with my dad and stepmom because Christmas is coming up and I needed time away from YouTube and sub seasons

And I was at my Christmas festival in my town yesterday afternoon and yesterday evening I didn't get home until really late last night

I was out all day today and not realizing I was inactive very much

‪@NateDragoncorn‬​​ ‪@AlolaMasked‬​​ ‪@thepansexualking‬​​ ‪@Coatbismuth‬​​ ‪@YaBoiSam-g9g‬​​ ‪@lucacostanesi5123‬​​ ‪@TheFioreFan‬​​ ‪@TotalHannahStan‬​​ ‪@Twice_Gwen‬​​ ‪@LoganLoganR19‬​​
‪@GreenMohawkEdits‬​​ ‪@AmelieandEnidluv‬​ ‪@Courtneysvsp‬​ ‪@ddcastle358‬​ ‪@EnzoDoesSomeStuff‬​ ‪@SproutSolos‬​
‪@stevethewiseguy27‬​ ‪@disventuremarleyৎ‬
‪@Cadentotaldrama‬ ‪@ChloetheDuckTalesFan9547‬

I am so sorry for being gone so long

I just needed a mental health break because I was depressed crashing out too much and getting angry at everyone

I feel so bad for not telling anyone else I was going to be inactive

I'm so sorry guys please forgive me I feel like I don't exist anymore because I feel so freaking bad

And ‪@NateDragoncorn‬​​ I guess I don't deserve to win your sub season it's my fault I'm so disappointed in myself for not telling you anything I guess I am not good enough

I feel like I am not good enough for the sub seasons

I'm so sorry for being gone....

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4 hours ago (edited) | [YT] | 0

heather the TD girl 2025

Guys I am so sorry for being inactive again because I was spending time with my dad and stepmom

And I was taking a mental health from YouTube because I wasn't doing too well for a few days

‪@Coatbismuth‬​​ ‪@AlolaMasked‬​​ ‪@TotalHannahStan‬​​ ‪@GreenMohawkEdits‬​​ ‪@lucacostanesi5123‬​​ ‪@TheFioreFan‬​​ ‪@NateDragoncorn‬​​ ‪@YaBoiSam-g9g‬​​ ‪@tjmcdermott2665‬​​ ‪@LakeFromDcIsCool‬​​
‪@Twice_Gwen‬​​ ‪@AmelieandEnidluv‬ ‪@EnzoDoesSomeStuff‬ ‪@ChloetheDuckTalesFan9547‬ ‪@Hannahforthewinnumber1‬ ‪@Courtneysvsp‬ ‪@ddcastle358‬ ‪@toadettegirl20‬ ‪@thepansexualking‬

Please don't be mad at me because I have a life outside YouTube and I was spending more time with my family

And I was taking a break for my mental health and I needed a break

I am so sorry guys for disappearing for a couple of days I have been spending more time with my dad and stepmom and I was at my town's Christmas festival yesterday I went Christmas shopping as well

Please forgive me again it's just that I have a life outside of YouTube and I didn't mean to worry you all

Because Christmas is almost here and I have been spending more time with my family and friends

Please forgive me for being gone again

I needed a break from sub seasons as well because I was really struggling and very stressed out last week so I took time away from YouTube all weekend

I'm so sorry for worrying you guys I'll be more active as soon I can

Love you all

And again I apologize for being gone for so long I was busy all week long

It's my fault for causing sub season losses

And ‪@NateDragoncorn‬​ I am so sorry for not responding to the challenge I was taking a mental health break from YouTube it's my fault for not being able to tell you anything please forgive me I don't want to get eliminated from your sub season

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5 hours ago (edited) | [YT] | 1

heather the TD girl 2025

Originally I wasn't going to audition for ‪@ZOMBIE_THE_DIVA‬​ sub season but I will do it now

Character of choice: Maggy
Character role anti-hero:
Maggy is in the forest by herself
Maggy: hi disventure camp fans my name is Maggy from DC season 2 and I am a loner
Maggy: well the reason why I am doing this is because I've been alone in the forest with Kai and mostly I spent time with Kai and I meditate and do my training alone
Maggy: well the reason I am also auditioning is because I want to meet new people and you see I didn't have many friends besides Lake and Rosa Maria I want to win for both of them as well
Maggy: I was bullied growing up and I sent boys to the hospital whenever I was in highschool and when I was in disventure camp season 2 I was bullied by Yul he bullied me because of my size and I am sick of getting targeted and hurt every time but I will go on the sub season and make new friends and make a alliance whenever I need to and I want to make moves when I need to do it
Maggy: I want to win this for Rosa Maria and Lake and especially Kai so I can build a new cabin for the both of us in the forest and of course if I do win the money we will move into the hotel and maybe build a life there
Maggy: so please pick me for your new show because I want to be included and I don't want to get bullied again I hope Yul isn't there to hurt me
Maggy: so whoever is doing the show please pick me thank you for this opportunity
(Maggy ends the audition)

‪@ZOMBIE_THE_DIVA‬​
OOC: I decided to pick Maggy because I realized someone was Kai I chose her to be an anti-hero because she's not very social and she's really shy and I decided to audition for Maggy because she's my favorite character from DC season 2 now and I will be active and useful for my team

Character plot: Maggy was bullied growing up and DC season 2 was a really hard experience for her she was eliminated by Yul and lives in the forest with Kai and wants to win this for him and Rosa Maria and Sophia and Lake and she wants new friends and allies and wants to be included and have new friends

‪@ZOMBIE_THE_DIVA‬​ I hope this is a good audition for you I wasn't too comfortable doing it in your community post because I didn't want to get in trouble I promise I won't cause any drama at all and I'll give it my best thanks for your time

Okay the farthest I ever gotten
3rd place in ‪@TheFioreFan‬ sub season
1st place in mystics sub season a long time ago
1st place in drama gamers season 2
That's all I can think of


Lowest placements I have gotten
First boot three times in ‪@LakeFromDcIsCool‬ sub season and two other sub seasons I can't remember
And getting the first merge boot in ‪@Coatbismuth‬ sub season
And in the last season pre merge boot
That's all I can think of


I am still in a lot of sub seasons
Like ‪@Twice_Gwen‬ sub season won the comeback challenge
‪@TotalHannahStan‬ sub season
And many many more I can't think of

OOC 2: if you may remember me from your past sub seasons I did Dan and Bowie second boot and first merge boot I will be more active than before I won't cause any drama or trouble with anyone I will be patient whenever your sub season comes out I really hope I make it this time I have been having really bad luck and getting rejected recently hopefully it doesn't happen again love you ‪@ZOMBIE_THE_DIVA‬ my favorite Sub season creator 🫶 I hope I make it in my hands and fingers are crossed 🤞

1 day ago (edited) | [YT] | 2

heather the TD girl 2025

Another update: I am now home now with my dad and stepmom I was at my sister's house for a little bit and I had fun watching the parade and I was basically inactive all afternoon and all evening for my Christmas festival in my town I was really cold but it was really worth it

Update 3: and I am so sorry for not responding or being active because I was so busy with the Christmas festivities in my town but I will be staying in the community for now I was basically just tired and really unmotivated and burned out lately

I will be more active as soon as I can I am very tired right now but otherwise then I had a really good day

Love you peeps 🫶🩵💙

1 day ago | [YT] | 3

heather the TD girl 2025

I'm good you guys


I am at my sister's right now


I am not leaving the community

I am staying I was inactive because I was at my town's Christmas festival

I have decided to stay ‪@GreenMohawkEdits‬​ ‪@Coatbismuth‬​ ‪@LakeFromDcIsCool‬​ ‪@TheFioreFan‬​ ‪@Lawsongamez802‬​ ‪@YaBoiSam-g9g‬​ ‪@lucacostanesi5123‬​ ‪@stevethewiseguy27‬​ ‪@tjmcdermott2665‬​ ‪@AlolaMasked‬​ ‪@TotalHannahStan‬​

I have been really depressed and lazy lately and I have a life outside of YouTube please understand that

Sorry guys I feel really bad for being inpatient and upset lately


Update: I am now back with my dad and stepmom now sorry for worrying you guys

I hope you guys understand why being inactive helped me feel better today and this evening

Love you guys

1 day ago (edited) | [YT] | 3

heather the TD girl 2025

Guys I need to get something off of my chest

So I have been getting even more inpatient and angry on YouTube

And people don't understand I have a life outside of YouTube

I have already been getting eliminated for being inactive and for being threat

And I probably might stop doing sub seasons next year

I still want to be in the community by my anger and my impatience is starting to boil over now

And I already crashed out at two of my friends ‪@LakeFromDcIsCool‬ and ‪@Coatbismuth‬ and I feel really bad about doing that because obviously my anger and being impatient is starting to get bad

I am supposed to be with my dad and stepmom but they always leave me alone and I really fucking hate it

And my mental health hasn't been good enough for me either

Listen guys I have a life outside of YouTube and with Christmas coming up I will most likely be more inactive

I wished I can spend more time being with my dad and stepmom

And I wished I would stop being more aggravating and getting angry all the time

I just been more quieter and more sadder and angrier than I used to be

I am not guilt tripping anyone this is exactly how I feel when I feel alone


And I am so sorry to ‪@Coatbismuth‬ and ‪@LakeFromDcIsCool‬ and everyone else for being a nuisance to the community

I feel like I should leave the sub season community behind


Well.... If you guys don't know I do have autism as well and when I get inpatient I get really stressed out and I get really pissed off at others and I have been trying to calm down but it's harder

I will update this post later tonight

1 day ago | [YT] | 2

heather the TD girl 2025

Guys I probably won't be active later this evening because I will be going to the Christmas festival where I live
It's called Christmas in the mountains
If I am in any sub seasons please excuse me from the challenges or give me immunity because I'll be pretty busy I have already been inactive most of the week since I have been getting ready for Christmas besides I have a life outside of YouTube and I can't be on here all the time
I was inactive yesterday and Thursday because I was out with my dad yesterday and I was watching a play Thursday night and I will be going to Christmas in the mountains where I live in Inez KY I don't know how long I will be gone this evening but please do not eliminate me from any sub seasons at all because I've already had this happen yesterday when I was out with my dad

Guys you have to understand that I have a life outside of YouTube and I want to spend more time with my family members and improving on myself every day

Thanks for understanding

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