sebbz

honestly this was something i expected and i think considering that i havent been as active on this channel, i’m going to do the same.

i’ve had this channel for nearly 5 years and honestly it’s been the best time. i’ve enjoyed every single moment i shared with all my friends that have come along with this channel, but i’m just too mentally drained to continue.

i want to move on to bigger and better things, and not constantly worry and stress about trying to get a new video out.
there were so many videos that i promised you all, but it’s just not something that i can fufill in this mental state. i’m severely depressed, i constantly worry that what i’m making isn’t enough, and i just have no real belief in myself that it’s worth even trying to stay.

i don’t hate gacha, i never have. it’s something that i grew up with and something i still very much enjoy to this day. but it’s not something that i think i should still be making, considering i am now 17.
i want to do 3d animation and model, make content that ANY person would actually want to view. instead of being so unbelievably embarrassed that the only thing i can do is make gacha life ocs.

my channel will still be up, i will still use it, but my videos will be archived.

i love you all so much, and thank you to everyone who stuck around on my journey.

- seb ❤️

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yumeshipping is so amazing wdym i can ship myself with my favourite character for FREE?

1 month ago | [YT] | 1

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my therapist wants me to try making some content over the half term to help me get my energy back… if i end up making some stuff ill post it =]

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lcoekd hotel….locke dhotel lore…….locked hotel fansrt……🥹

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hello

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hes in his natural habitat 🥹

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(this post is scheduled 2 weeks ahead of time)

BLEEHH HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !! im officially 17 <3

this year definitely has been the epitome of crazy. LOADS of stuff has happened whether it is bad or good.
but even so, im excited for how the rest of it will go!!

im sorry i havent posted this year (unless i get a video done in 2 weeks?)
as ive said depression has been kicking me rly hard. but im definitely going to try and post more during the christmas break!
love you guys xx ♥️♥️

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oh my god milo is so cute im actually dying slash pos

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