honestly this was something i expected and i think considering that i havent been as active on this channel, i’m going to do the same.
i’ve had this channel for nearly 5 years and honestly it’s been the best time. i’ve enjoyed every single moment i shared with all my friends that have come along with this channel, but i’m just too mentally drained to continue.
i want to move on to bigger and better things, and not constantly worry and stress about trying to get a new video out. there were so many videos that i promised you all, but it’s just not something that i can fufill in this mental state. i’m severely depressed, i constantly worry that what i’m making isn’t enough, and i just have no real belief in myself that it’s worth even trying to stay.
i don’t hate gacha, i never have. it’s something that i grew up with and something i still very much enjoy to this day. but it’s not something that i think i should still be making, considering i am now 17. i want to do 3d animation and model, make content that ANY person would actually want to view. instead of being so unbelievably embarrassed that the only thing i can do is make gacha life ocs.
my channel will still be up, i will still use it, but my videos will be archived.
i love you all so much, and thank you to everyone who stuck around on my journey.
sebbz
honestly this was something i expected and i think considering that i havent been as active on this channel, i’m going to do the same.
i’ve had this channel for nearly 5 years and honestly it’s been the best time. i’ve enjoyed every single moment i shared with all my friends that have come along with this channel, but i’m just too mentally drained to continue.
i want to move on to bigger and better things, and not constantly worry and stress about trying to get a new video out.
there were so many videos that i promised you all, but it’s just not something that i can fufill in this mental state. i’m severely depressed, i constantly worry that what i’m making isn’t enough, and i just have no real belief in myself that it’s worth even trying to stay.
i don’t hate gacha, i never have. it’s something that i grew up with and something i still very much enjoy to this day. but it’s not something that i think i should still be making, considering i am now 17.
i want to do 3d animation and model, make content that ANY person would actually want to view. instead of being so unbelievably embarrassed that the only thing i can do is make gacha life ocs.
my channel will still be up, i will still use it, but my videos will be archived.
i love you all so much, and thank you to everyone who stuck around on my journey.
- seb ❤️
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