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mera

Hello! Alive and well! Stuff happened. New videos in progress. Love you.

2 years ago | [YT] | 1,391

mera

Hi, guys! My top songs of 2022 will be up when possible. I'm having major technical difficulties due to my computer having a little meltdown all month long. Sorry for the delay, looking forward to talking to you soon.

2 years ago | [YT] | 1,208

mera

So apparently everyone thought my name was "Meh-ra" instead of "Mee-ra." Love you guys ;D

3 years ago | [YT] | 1,719

mera

Video is out.

3 years ago | [YT] | 1,799

mera

Sorry for the delay but yes, I saw DC got their first win on Show Champion!

3 years ago | [YT] | 1,567

mera

Questionnaire. Now that Kep1er has debuted, and they’ve had some live stages, tell me what class you’d assign each member:

forms.gle/ZCrEcVVEGrQgwBBd9

:D

3 years ago | [YT] | 483

mera

Me again, one last time.

I want to be more transparent with you all before I disappear. I’m currently experiencing a shift in my relationship with kpop and YouTube. I love kpop and I love you guys, but the current kpop scene feels a bit overwhelming. I feel like I don’t know what’s going on when I make my videos. I get worried when I post because I’m convinced I’ve missed something huge, or that something I say could be taken out of context. I love talking about music and videos. I love talking to you guys. I just need some time to myself away from the scene. The short of it: I may only upload randomly for the time being. I may not be talking about current music or movements. I don’t want to disappoint you guys, since I already upload so rarely and so late, but I don’t want to give you guys forced content, either.

I’m also branching out into other interests, and I’ve been considering opening a second, smaller channel where I can post the videos and thoughts I don’t post here because they aren’t related to kpop. This would also be a relaxed, unscheduled space. I’ll take some time to think that over while I’m gone.

I think my relationship with YouTube has shifted. I think I need to just post the things I really want to post, and when I feel okay doing so. I’m not leaving YouTube, and I’m not abandoning kpop. I just need to really sit with myself for a while about what I want this channel to be.

Sorry for the long post, and I hope everyone has a safe and happy holiday season (for those who observe). I’ll post an edit here and there while I’m gone, but until I see you guys again for real, I hope you can understand where I’m coming from, and what I’m trying to say.

Thank you for another excellent year, and I’ll see you when I see you.

3 years ago (edited) | [YT] | 5,124

mera

Brief hiatus.

I’m not in a super great place right now, and I’m taking some time to get better. I’m also unsatisfied with my content recently, and I want to come back when I’m refreshed and ready. Love you guys, stay safe and healthy.

3 years ago | [YT] | 3,434

mera

WAIT NO MEGAN BTS LIVE??? 2021 continues to disappoint.

3 years ago | [YT] | 1,907

mera

If I wanted to get some audience participation/insight for an upcoming video, would you guys be down to fill out a short questionnaire?

3 years ago | [YT] | 3,735