I want to be more transparent with you all before I disappear. I’m currently experiencing a shift in my relationship with kpop and YouTube. I love kpop and I love you guys, but the current kpop scene feels a bit overwhelming. I feel like I don’t know what’s going on when I make my videos. I get worried when I post because I’m convinced I’ve missed something huge, or that something I say could be taken out of context. I love talking about music and videos. I love talking to you guys. I just need some time to myself away from the scene. The short of it: I may only upload randomly for the time being. I may not be talking about current music or movements. I don’t want to disappoint you guys, since I already upload so rarely and so late, but I don’t want to give you guys forced content, either.
I’m also branching out into other interests, and I’ve been considering opening a second, smaller channel where I can post the videos and thoughts I don’t post here because they aren’t related to kpop. This would also be a relaxed, unscheduled space. I’ll take some time to think that over while I’m gone.
I think my relationship with YouTube has shifted. I think I need to just post the things I really want to post, and when I feel okay doing so. I’m not leaving YouTube, and I’m not abandoning kpop. I just need to really sit with myself for a while about what I want this channel to be.
Sorry for the long post, and I hope everyone has a safe and happy holiday season (for those who observe). I’ll post an edit here and there while I’m gone, but until I see you guys again for real, I hope you can understand where I’m coming from, and what I’m trying to say.
Thank you for another excellent year, and I’ll see you when I see you.
mera
Me again, one last time.
I want to be more transparent with you all before I disappear. I’m currently experiencing a shift in my relationship with kpop and YouTube. I love kpop and I love you guys, but the current kpop scene feels a bit overwhelming. I feel like I don’t know what’s going on when I make my videos. I get worried when I post because I’m convinced I’ve missed something huge, or that something I say could be taken out of context. I love talking about music and videos. I love talking to you guys. I just need some time to myself away from the scene. The short of it: I may only upload randomly for the time being. I may not be talking about current music or movements. I don’t want to disappoint you guys, since I already upload so rarely and so late, but I don’t want to give you guys forced content, either.
I’m also branching out into other interests, and I’ve been considering opening a second, smaller channel where I can post the videos and thoughts I don’t post here because they aren’t related to kpop. This would also be a relaxed, unscheduled space. I’ll take some time to think that over while I’m gone.
I think my relationship with YouTube has shifted. I think I need to just post the things I really want to post, and when I feel okay doing so. I’m not leaving YouTube, and I’m not abandoning kpop. I just need to really sit with myself for a while about what I want this channel to be.
Sorry for the long post, and I hope everyone has a safe and happy holiday season (for those who observe). I’ll post an edit here and there while I’m gone, but until I see you guys again for real, I hope you can understand where I’m coming from, and what I’m trying to say.
Thank you for another excellent year, and I’ll see you when I see you.
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