Profiling Codependency - Not Just The Narcissist

Hi everyone.

I know I've been missing in action since around March 17th or so.


I had obligations through 40 days of the Lenten season, followed by Holy week, the Triduum, and currently .....
The Octave of Divine Mercy.

I've had virtually no interest in doing YouTube videos, due to those obligations, as I was very, very, very busy.

YouTube wasn't even on my radar, other than a couple of posts here and there.

I thought my lack of interest of YouTube was merely obligations of Easter as a devout Catholic woman.

But I was wrong.

I truly have no interest in coming back to YouTube.

I have decided, and declared today, I really have zero desire in doing Profiling Codependent Behavior videos anymore

Since I began this YouTube journey, I've had my Channel all over the place, but concentrating predominantly on the codependent behavioral aspects of abusive and toxic relationships.

And after all of the education into human behavior, profiling, and paralinguistics analysis, I thought the channel would go in a more positive direction.

I truly thought that teaching the aspects of codependency would be so helpful to victim survivors of abuse.

It's turned out to be nothing but a problem for me.

My YouTube channel, (whether it was through algorithms or not), didn't attract victim survivors of abuse.

It attracted many a predator, and
far too many very unstable, mentally unwell people.

Between angry borderlines, narcissists, psychopaths, and very very very very very very unwell calling themselves survivors, (who are beyond codependent), and most likely......have personality disorders compounded with mental illness comorbidities.

I did not start this channel to be attacked every day, week, month... relentlessly to no end.

I had to literally close my comments down just to have a sense of sanity, and freedom from volatile abusers, non stop attacks, and relentless deranged weirdos.

I did not create this channel to be dealing with problematic people who cannot respect the meaning of STOP.

I didn't create this channel for people who don't understand the meaning of "Leave me alone".

And I certainly did not create this Channel so that I would constantly have to issue state, federal or international Cease and Desist orders do YouTube strangers who couldn't take stop or leave me alone as an answer.

I became exhausted, having to do the legal aspects, paperwork, meetings, phone calls, follow ups....of stopping people from their inability to stop themselves.

I spent more time protecting myself, dealing with law enforcement, legal paperwork, judiciary, and the like... In order to stop perfect strangers from YouTube.

My channel was geared to help others.

Geared to do this for victim survivors of abuse.

So to have to do this for myself for almost 3 years, was never the direction for this channel, let alone my own beautiful life.

I have done so much work to restore my life from traumatized to triumphant. Broken to brilliant. Rags to riches. And fearful to faith-filled fierce, that I built an extraordinary life.

An extraordinary Life free of toxic people in my personal space.


Only that my extraordinary life now had become YouTube strangers infiltrating into all aspects of my life.

No more. I'm done. I need to get back to my extraordinary life.

In order to do that, I need to get away from YouTube strangers that are abusive, creepy, toxic, relentless, and mentally deranged.

I've been through enough of that in my own life w ex husbands and bio fam.

My YT channel was designed to support victims
Teach victims.
To help victims who are dealing with this type of toxic abuse.
To advocate, support, strategize for victims through the judiciary and law enforcement process.

I was supposed to be able to help other people get help through those types of abusive relentless people.

My YouTube channel was never supposed to be about me needing to protect myself for 3 years non-stop from perfect YouTube strangers who couldn't take no stop or leave me alone for an answer.

Ive spent more time protecting myself, then helping others.


So right now, I am declaring that I'm not coming back to YouTube.

Whether this will change in the future, I don't know.

All I know is I have better things to do with my life, then to legally ward off insane people who can't take no for an answer every day.

I'd be more than glad to help anyone else through that process, but I am never allowing that in my own personal life.

So today I declare I will not be back on YouTube.

I will keep my services available, if there is any victim Survivor out there seeking healing, change, Justice, and victory.


In the meantime:
I want to thank the few co-dependent victim survivors, who did benefit from the information, and education I provided.

I do want to thank the few people that I personally had the honor to work with.

What a privilege working with you,, and a sincere honor to watch you break the codependency, and become extraordinary, independent, stoic incredible people,......
Knowing you're all thriving in your lives as independent Badasses.

As for the insane clown posse that I've had to deal with for what seems the last three years of my life on youtube, .....

I want to thank you too.

I want to thank you for showing me that I deserve SO MUCH BETTER than you, and your insane clown posse behavior.

Because you showed me inside the mind of each and every one of you.

Thank you.
I learned a lot.
You each gave me personal access into your minds, where I learned even more about your tactics.

You each showed me how absolutely miserable, dark, empty, and unwilling to take any accountability for that darkness.

You eat showed me how much you shudder in fear, insecurities, and vulnerabilities when truth is shined upon you.


You all showed me that I can actually have pity for how that must feel for you to live in such emptiness and insecurity.

You showed me that I can forgive you for your emptiness, and lack within for yourself.

But don't confuse forgiveness with allowance, or the right to infringe on me, your dark insecurity and emptiness.

You all showed me that I can easily pray for your lost souls, & your repentance, just as much as I can pray for your victims beautiful hearts, safety and salvation.


Take care of everyone.

I wish you well.

JoJo

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Be careful that you're not walking a fine line, like this temperamental feline.

There's a time for anger, but remember......

Anger, and sin not....
Lest you fall from Grace.

Happy Tuesday
Octave Day 5 of the Divine Mercy, April 22, 2025

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A little piece of Heaven!!!

Motorcycles are so dreamy.

If I ever make it to heaven, I hope there are motorcycles, skateboards, and surfboards allowed!!!

I will however, settle for a white horse and ride with Jesus no problem.

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This 👇 is too cool!
Jesus is so BOSS!

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Today as I was going to Easter mass, I thought...... I'm exactly the kind of Sinner that Christ died for.

2 weeks ago, I was inspired at Mass to write something called the Litany of a Martyr, after reading St John Clematis book The Ladder of Divine Ascent. (Apparently according to my priest, he thought it was too big of a book for me to handle....NOT).


Yes I thought. I'm exactly the type of Sinner that God died for. But I'm also the kind of martyr that will die for my Lord and the sword of truth.

The sword of truth it's not like a feather.

But it also reminded me of how much I turned my life completely around in the last 7 years, after surviving three attempted murders by a psychopath I used to call my husband.

I dedicated myself to truth, virtue, and moral dignity, not only for myself... But for the fight against evil itself.

To come to terms to even try to teach evil to stop being evil.

To use simple common sense teaching the wicked man could easily adapt to and change....

Or,....they choose to suffer the eternal consequences of reliving everything torturous they did to their victims- every second of their eternal life in hell.

Not one evil person changed their ways.

But there were many victims who survived EVIL acts of people, that I hope I encouraged to change their ways.

Yes, those victims.
Those good, righteous, and innocent people suffer horrors and atrocities.

But we are all still sinners.
Both victim and criminal.
Different scale of sin maybe, but repentance and change necessary nonetheless....

We victims were codependent, idolizing those narcissists we called husbands or wives, instead of worshipping the Holy Father himself.

Today I wrote a letter to a couple of authority figures who completely betrayed me.
Crucified me. Mocked me. Judge me. Tortured me. Humiliated me. Did not have any charity for me. And I suffered the Injustice thereof like a stoic woman of faith.

I actually thanked these authority figures today, for the gift of thier crucifixion, wishing them love, offering them forgiveness.

But hoping they'd mend and change their ways immediately, for if not, the blood stained on their hands eternal.

It was really quite a beautiful moment of resurrection and rebirth.

I included two books that I gifted these two people of power and authority.

One on how Authority crucifies the victims, and protects the criminals, yet calls itself good.

And the other on Reformation of criminal justice, from a Christian's point of view.
A world-renowned book by the way, that many righteous moral authority leaders do you use in order to stand against Injustice in this evil world, and reform the misappropriation of authoritative power.

I felt free today.

I had gone through hell, and learned everything I could about those demons.

But I had also learned everything I could about moral Justice and the righteousness of God's command.

And I had risen.

I was no longer my flesh.
I had died in my flesh.
And I had risen in Christ.

I cannot put into words other than what I've written here.

And I hope it can inspire someone out there who knows exactly what I'm talking about, on this very beautiful and auspicious holy holy holy day, ending a 40-day fast in the wilderness.

Happy Holy Easter April 20th 2025

I hope you have ascended from the belly of hell, and have risen to be reborn like I have.

And to know whole heatedly.....That Christ himself teaches us he did this for you, and now you can do this too.

I love you.
Happy Easter everyone.

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Happy Easter survivors of narcissistic abuse!

Jesus comes to remind us, that although he suffered innumerable torment and torture, he definitely died on the cross.
But he went down to hell for 3 days, and he declared a mighty victory against the devil himself and freed his people from Sheol.

Jesus United with the Holy Spirit and God the Father, by his right hand, where he will come to judge the righteous and the wicked.
The living and the dead.

Jesus reminds us that although we suffer torture and torment from vicious narcissist, it is up to us to rise again in victory.

For the salvation of our souls, we try to help the narcissist see their evil ways, and repent.

We all are sinners.
But God forgives IF we mend our ways.
If we turn ourselves over to truth, mercy, love, forgiveness, repentance, and commitment....

We die in the flesh, and we Are Born again in Christ our Lord.

Where we can all sing in heaven together GLORY GLORY GLORY HALLELUJAH!
ALLELUIA! ALLELUIA! ALLELUIA!

Because then we are living the bread of life as our authentic souls, sinless, spotless,.... Enduring in everlasting love with one another!

PRAISE BE TO GOD!

Easter Sunday
April 20 2025 ....
With the octave of The Divine Mercy Chaplet the next 8 days, where we Celebrate the Holy Spirit with The Father and The Son THE TRINITY OF PENTECOST-
His Holy Catholic church formed on the rock 🪨!

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Do you know the Great Fire miracle of the Holy Spirit, which burns fourth every Easter Saturday, from the Sepulcher Church of where Jesus was buried?

Yeah even the rotten pagan King at that time, thought he tore the church down, by building some temples of Venus and Jupiter over the holy sepulchre.
Only to PRESERVE the HOLY TOMB CHAMBER!

Then their pagan sacrilege was torn down, and revealed His MIGHTY church that raised with FIRE!

This amazing holy fire of Grace has miraculous power, where it does not burn any flesh, or hair, or clothing for the first several minutes that it comes down from heavens into the sealed Holy chamber of the church. 🕊️

He has risen!
Ascended into heaven, seated at the right hand of God, the Father the Almighty.

Come Holy Spirit, fill the hearts of your faithful and enkindle in them the fire of Your Love.
Send forth your Spirit and they shall be created.
And you shall renew the face of the earth. Let us pray oh God, who has taught the hearts of the faithful by the light of the Holy Spirit, grant that by The same Spirit we may be truly wise and ever rejoice in his consolation, through Christ our Lord.
Amen.

Learn more here: https://youtu.be/33uxXRi5kzM?si=odkGp...

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And now we wait.....

We wait with joyful hearts of Faith,......of Awe.... Of Glory!

In fulfillment of the scriptures, by his Ascension from Hades, he will come to be seated at the right hand of God.

From thence, he shall come to judge the living and the dead, and his kingdom will have no end!

We believe in the Holy Spirit, the Lord The giver of life.
Who proceeds from the Father and the Son.
With the father and the son, he is worshiped and glorified.


Oh come Holy Spirit,
Enlighten the hearts of your faithful and enkindle in them the fire of your love.
Send forth your spirit and they shall be created. And you shall renew the face of the Earth.
Let us pray oh God, who has taught the hearts of the faithful by the light of the Holy Spirit, grant that by The same Spirit we may be truly wise and ever rejoice in his consolation, through Christ our Lord. Amen.

Holy Saturday
April 19 2025

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It is a dark day indeed.

2000 yrs ago, Some say God brought the eclipse in the moment of Jesus death, to show the Pharisees, Piolet and the wicked hearts, that they killed the light of salvation.

After all they put his son through, he still offered mercy and forgiveness,... salvation, should they repent.

The ironic thing is, all who turned against Christ that day, each had a just as horrible of death.

Holy Week Triduum
Good Friday
April 18 2025

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Tonight is the most holy night signifying love, loyalty, sacrifice, betrayal, and redemption.

Holy Thursday, The last supper, where Jesus faces betrayal knowing what horrors he must face ahead of him...

All for the sins of man, Christ offers his strength of his Eucharist for your redemption, should we repent, and take up our cross with him.

We Catholics eat unleavened bread and wine with our Savior, praying fervently for the repentance of sinners everywhere.

These next 3 days are the most important days to realize our own faults and hidden betrayal against mankind that we discount, while asking forgiveness, and thanking our Holy Savior for offering a path of salvation.

(I've included a recipe for the holy supper in the photos).

Tomorrow we walk with Jesus, of the 14 stations of his sorrowful journey of Golgotha, (the hill of the skull).

What they did to him and what he endures, nothing less than terrifying, but so stoic and beautiful he would not cave into corruption, but offer only merciful love and pity.

May God bless us all.
But moreover....
For the sake of his sorrowful passion, have mercy on us and on the whole World.

April 17 2025

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